Dinner was very embarrassing, and without the usual enthusiastic chatter between my mother and Qian Mao, I was willing.

Calmly picked up the rice in the bowl and put it in his mouth, there was a taste for no reason.

The egg drop soup in the middle was topped with green onions, and I took the spoon and put it in a bowl.

Qian Mao's face was full of a smile that could not be hidden, he secretly raised his eyes to look at me, and after being caught, he hurriedly removed his smiling eyes at a loss.

Every move is cute.

I placed a full bowl of soup next to him, and the first thing I got in exchange was the probing that my mother stayed on my face, intentionally or unintentionally.

Of course, I knew that doing what I knew I couldn't do would seem naïve, and it wouldn't help the situation, but would make her more vigilant. But I feel that I have been holding back for too long, and it is time to find a breakthrough appropriately, even if it is a move to resist, at least it is no longer a powerless position.

I think while I was trying to guess what she was thinking, she was also watching my every word and action.

From this, there is one more thing that I don't understand. She and I are obviously the closest people, why do we always think in opposite directions?

Maybe I should have taken the time to convince myself to understand her, but I was worried that I wouldn't get the same in return.

It's not that I have to worry about my mother, it's that I can't lose, especially with the extreme of thinking close to her.

Then I will lose in a daze, and I don't care about myself, for fear of injuring some fool who threatens to wait for me.

After the meal, I took the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen, and when I was about to take the rag, I was held in my hand by Qian Mao, who came later.

He smiled, showed his neat white teeth, and said, "I'll come, you can just stand next to me and wait for me." ”

I didn't obediently get out of the way, and protested unwillingly, "You can earn your performance if you want to, why do you want me to wait by the side." ”

Qian Mao stretched out his hand to open the faucet, skillfully rubbing the white plate with a rag, and the black bangs hung down and almost covered the pair of good-looking eyes. I pursed my lips and watched silently as he put the cleaned dishes aside.

Looks like it's time to be a barber again, I thought to myself.

The wind blowing through the window was cool, and I watched him lose my mind as he wiped the sweat from the tip of his nose with his arm.

Leng Buding heard him say in a particularly harmless tone: "I just want you to taste the taste of others." ”

"Huh." I waved my hand disapplauded.

Qian Mao suddenly looked sideways at the door, retracted his gaze and whispered to me: "Wang Qi, are we officially meeting our parents today?" ”

I was defeated by his innocent eyes, and I had to roll my eyes very seriously, otherwise I didn't know how to respond.

Because my heart is already a lot of sadness, you must not know how much I hope to be with you at this moment. I'm afraid that in the time that is too slow or too fast, I will accidentally lose you.

I know I can't get it back, so you must ignore me.

Because I spent too much time in the kitchen, my mother's displeased voice sounded in the living room.

I came back to my senses in shock, and then carefully wiped the water stains on Qian Mao's hands with a towel, ignoring the surprise on his face, and went to the living room one after the other.

At this time, the sky is already gray, and the light inside is obviously much stronger than outside.

Qian Mao's mobile phone rang untimely but reasonably, and he hurried to the balcony to pick it up.

I turned my gaze back to him and saw that my mother's gaze that had been staring at the TV show had fallen on my face for a moment when Qian Mao was facing me with his back.

immediately put away his worries, stunned by the sofa, too late to find himself a confident expression. rashly met her cold face. The road is always too shallow, and within two seconds of looking at each other, they panicked.

Constantly organizing in my head to deal with the sharp words she was about to blurt out, who would have thought that my tense nerves fought in my brain a hundred times, and in the end, even half of the sentence didn't come in handy.

My mother didn't open her mouth for a moment, only coughed a few times, and Qian Mao walked in from the balcony in just a few tens of seconds.

The triangle connected by him gradually tilts over.

I think it must be a call from his family.

"Are you going back?" I looked at Qian Mao's gloomy appearance and asked.

He scratched the hair on the back of his head, and said in a stiff tone, with a bit of embarrassment, "I want to stay a little longer." ”

I smiled helplessly, sighing that although the person in front of me kept saying that he understood my mother's meaning, he refused my eviction order in a comprehensible manner.

Well, if that's what you think.

For the next half hour, because my mother was there, he could only cast his eyes from time to time, happily playing a game of cat and mouse with me, childish like an idiot.

No one knew what kind of panicked fear was hidden behind my smiling face.

It is precisely such a timid and uneasy mind that cannot be seen by others.

So you have to wrap yourself in a lot of defenses and pretend to be very strong.

But the facts I've come into contact with so far tell me that I don't seem to be as cowardly as I imagined.

Qian Mao walked to me and stuffed a heart-shaped chocolate in my hand, which was very rigorous and beautifully packaged.

I froze for a moment, and when I looked down, I saw that he had descended several steps.

I put the chocolate in my trouser pocket, and when I closed the door, I felt a strong milky smell, sweet and greasy, like the expression he had when he looked back at me.

In this way, I seem to have found the reason why I keep going.

Back in the living room, my mom dragged her tired body. Without looking at me, he yawned and went into the bedroom.

I felt my heart pounding, probably because I was too nervous. When he looked at it, he couldn't help but pull the corners of his mouth mockingly.

A weak is a weak!

I heard the sound of a wooden door closing behind me. I just sat down on the sofa and carefully took out the chocolate and looked at it, but I was reluctant to peel off the tin foil and eat it.

His hands were covered with a sweet smell, and he put it on the tip of his nose and smelled it, feeling that he was really a pervert.

I felt like I was insane, and I felt that the TV switch button and doorknob I had touched were full of strong smell.

If you think about it, Qian Mao also doesn't know me well, such as not liking sweets, especially the feeling of chocolate melting in his mouth and wrapping around the tip of his tongue.

But it doesn't matter, there's no point.

On Saturday morning, I couldn't ignore the numbers on my phone and calendar.

Things always have to be faced to turn the page, so when I went to the living room to pour water and drink in a daze, I actually forgot that the time was too early, and I would definitely bump into my mother when I swaggered out.

The moment this thought appeared in her mind, she had already walked out with a black leather bag, still too busy to take her eyes off me.

With a warning hint, he advised: "Qi Qi, the company is working overtime today, I estimate that I will not be able to come back until two o'clock in the afternoon, and you should not forget about having dinner with my aunt and them in the evening." ”

I nodded leisurely, picked up the glass and brought it to my lips, and drank it all down.

The cold touch slid down his throat, and his chest seemed to be less annoyed than before.

Putting down the water glass, sleepless, the sound of the door closing shocked the eardrums, obviously very quiet.

The stall that couldn't react in his brain was stunned for a long time before he walked over and turned on the TV, and then lay crookedly on the sofa.

Turning his head to look at the TV, he occasionally reflected that languishing face, closed his eyes and tried to fall back asleep, not wanting to be surprisingly awake.

Changing the channel over and over again, when I heard the familiar background music, I immediately put down the remote control in my hand.

It's a habit, every time I'm bored and bored, I'll turn up funny life dramas, watch them seriously, and laugh again.

The magic is that the troubles will disappear without a trace in the laughter that rings over and over again.

I don't like to watch heavy and brain-consuming TV dramas, because it will indirectly affect my judgment and discernment.

Maybe it's because there are a lot of worries during this time, and there is no good way to adjust it. As a result, I was so enchanted with the plot that I forgot to eat breakfast and lunch together.

It was only when my stomach croaked that I reacted and couldn't help but laugh at myself.

I've seen stupid stupid stupid people, but I've never seen such stupid people.

So I got up and rummaged through the refrigerator and kitchen, and suddenly realized a terrible thing. I didn't eat it, and I forgot the last time the snack was at home.

Sure enough, living in a dignified environment for a long time, you will forget even some basic needs.

The occurrence of things is always its truth and law, and it is not inexplicable.

It's just that I couldn't accept it for a while, pursed my lips, and looked at everything in front of me defensively.

I can't come up with a neat and concise way of telling the story to explain why Jiang Ze will also appear next to Aunt Xiao and Xiao Yue at this moment. Of course, there was another tall, thin, shrewd, looking forty-something, high-spirited man.

With a blank mind, my aunt looked at me happily with a smile and said to Jiang Zeyi: "Xiao Ze, this is Qi Qi, it seems that he is in school with you, you may know each other, after all, they are in the same grade." ”

Maybe I should be glad that my aunt actually knew that I was in my second year of high school, instead of hurriedly calling up those pictures that coveted his beauty, and felt embarrassed to take it and say, right? First time I saw you, hello, my name is Wang Qi.

Jiang Zeyi's eyes crossed a trace of suspicion, and he nodded skillfully for a moment, Hello, my name is Jiang Zeyi.

He didn't demolish me, otherwise I really wouldn't have dared to guarantee that I would be able to sit quietly in this atmosphere and wait for the food to be served.

cautiously spied on the person sitting next to Xiao Yueyun in the light breeze, and suddenly met his eyes, in exchange for his smile without hesitation.

I think he would have automatically shifted his reasoning to the same train of thought as I did, or he wouldn't have looked at me with interest.

That's why I'm timid and don't dare to speculate.

What I never expected was that the eccentric and scheming aunt proposed to go to KTV to play in order to make the relationship between Xiaoyue and Jiang Zeyi no longer nod and smile distantly.

I wonder how likely it is to be intimate in a noisy environment. What puzzled me was that she could know how high I was, but she didn't have time to care about her daughter, and she never went into such a noisy place that couldn't make people think and sober.

But after a meal, my patience and smile were obviously exhausted, and looking at Satsuki from a few angles, I had to regain my previous energy.

Sure enough, when I entered the private room, the embarrassment of looking at each other was worse than the small talk of having a match at the dinner table.

Seeing that my aunt was trying her best to stir up the atmosphere, I would never have guessed what was going on under her seemingly loving face.

A thin layer of sweat appeared on Satsuki's palms, and I wiped her dry with my own hands.

It seems that what is erased is not a wet touch, but a disguise of her pretending to be strong.

Without saying a word, I took her hand and walked out of the box without looking back.

Blocking the noise in the closed door, Satsuki's whole body fell to the wall behind him like a deflated ball, and the sound of the heavy smash was clearly imprinted in his ears.

She said, "Sister, I'm fine, don't worry." ”

I smiled, knowing that no matter how sad and angry I was, I might as well smile at you.

Anyway, you said that seeing my smile will make you feel better, so let it be your medicine.

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