After a few days of yawning listlessly, Xu, who was sitting next to me, finally spoke.

"Xiao Li, you're sleepy, aren't you?"

I nodded, Zhuo Ran, who was originally sitting here, went to accompany him because of the prefect's visit, and was replaced by Xu, who was also idle, sitting here.

"I see you haven't eaten much this morning, do you have a bad appetite and don't want to eat?" Xu asked again.

I nodded and said, "Maybe it's because I eat when I wake up, so I don't have an appetite." ”

"Have you had any particular cours lately? Xu then asked.

"Mother, I really miss the sour radish fish soup that my mother used to make."

As soon as I finished speaking, I saw Xu's face happy, "How long have you been like this?" ”

"Huh?" What do you mean?

"Piao Piao, go to the city and ask for a doctor." After Xu finished instructing Liu Piaopiao, who was standing behind him, he turned around and said to me: "Later, my mother will cook it herself and make your favorite sour radish fish soup." ”

"Thank you, mother!" I said thank you, but I couldn't figure out how she suddenly wanted to cook for me when she hadn't been in the kitchen since she moved.

The two fell silent again, but this time I couldn't yawn anymore, because Xu had been smiling at me.

After a while, I finally couldn't help but ask her, "Mother, what do you always look at me, do you have something on my face?" ”

"Mother is happy!" Xu said.

I nodded, probably because of Zhuoran, so she was happy.

"Old lady, the doctor is here."

At the arched door of the garden, Liu Piaopiao came in with the invited doctor.

"Mother, are you uncomfortable?" I asked Xu.

"Mother, it's very good, this is for you." Xu said.

"I'm not sick, am I?" I was puzzled.

"Old Mrs. Zhuo is good, young lady is good." The doctor said hello.

"Doctor, let's take a look for my daughter-in-law, is there any?" Xu Shi hurriedly got up and said.

I subconsciously touched my stomach and thought to myself: Won't you?

The doctor told me to put my hand out, and his hand was on my wrist.

My heart was pounding, what if I did?

"Doctor, I'm ...... How, exactly? "I felt like my voice had changed.

The doctor withdrew his hand, bowed his hand to me and Xu, and said, "The young lady is not pregnant, I don't know if there is anything else, no, the old man will leave." ”

"Could it be that the time is shorter and I can't get it out?" I asked the doctor worriedly.

"yes?" Xu echoed.

The doctor shook his head, "This is also possible. ”

After hearing the doctor's words, I could clearly feel that my whole body stiffened.

I don't remember when the doctor left, but I heard Xu say that he was going to the kitchen to stew sour radish fish soup for me to drink.

If I say that the accident that happened between me and Zhuo Ran, I don't care anymore, but what if there is really a child of his? I'm not ready for anything.

"Sister, sister......"

I heard Qingqing calling me, and I asked her what was wrong.

She said, "Sister, do you really want to drink fish soup?" ”

"It doesn't matter if you drink it or not." It's all like this, how can you still be in the mood to eat.

Thinking of having to take a child to live in the future, I felt a little urge to cry, my eyes were sore, and the tears were about to come out, and a few exclamations startled me to tears back.

"What's wrong?" I got up and craned my neck to look at the garden door, but saw nothing, and the screaming continued.

What's going on? With doubts in mind, I walked out of the garden and found the kitchen where the screams were emanating.

"What's wrong?" I rushed in and before I could ask out loud, a voice came from behind me.

Xu Shi and a few maids were huddled in a corner, trembling all over, and when they saw me and Zhuo Ran coming, Xu Shi trembled and pointed to the window.

I looked, and a fish was jumping up on the windowsill a few times and jumping out of the window.

Zhuo Ran went over to support Xu and said, "Mother, don't be afraid! ”

"Wow......" Xu cried out, shouting "It's scary......"

I looked back at Honghong and Qingqing, who were following behind me, both of whom bowed their heads.

I already had the bottom of my mind, and when no one was around, I called them into the room and said, "You guys, you're so naughty, it's fun to scare people, isn't it?" ”

"Sister, we were wrong, we shouldn't be scared." The two of them bowed their heads and said.

"Now that you know it's wrong, my sister doesn't blame you, when you want to do this again in the future, it's best not to let people see it." I said that they would not sit idly by when they saw their fellow sufferers.

Maybe I didn't expect me to indulge them like this, and both of them were about to jump up and shouted: "Thank you sister for your tolerance!" ”

"Shh Putting my finger to my mouth, I motioned for them to be quiet, so that no one could hear me.

"You guys go out, I want to be quiet."

After taking Honghong and Qingqing away, I sat alone at the table in a daze, and when I heard the door open, I thought they were back again, so I said, "Why are they back again?" ”

When I looked up, it turned out to be Zhuo Ran who had come in.

Because it was daytime, in order to prevent others from discovering the cubicle I slept in in Zhuo Ran's room, I had to stay in Zhuo Ran's room first.

"What's wrong with you? Not happy again? Zhuo Ran asked me.

I didn't look at him, I didn't answer him, I just stared fixedly at the cups and teapots on the table.

"Xiao Li, have you ever been to West Lake? How about we go for a trip tomorrow? Zhuo Ran sat down across from me and said.

I shook my head, how could I still be so interested.

"Xiao Li, if there is anything unhappy, you can tell me, don't be bored in your heart alone, okay, then you will be even more sad."

Hearing Zhuo Ran's words, a grievance surfaced from the bottom of his heart, turned into tears, and choked up.

"What the hell is going on?"

Zhuo Ran showed a worried face, got up and hugged me, and heard his soft voice say: "If you want to cry, just cry, it will be more comfortable after crying." ”

My face was buried in his arms, and my nostrils were filled with his peculiar body odor. I didn't cry out loud, I just sobbed, but the tears flowed more fiercely, and I couldn't stop if I wanted to.

I don't know how long it took like this, but my heart finally calmed down a bit. When he raised his head from Zhuo Ran's arms, the place in his arms was wet.

"Better?" Zhuo Ran crouched down and raised his hand to gently wipe the tears from my face.

I dodged his hand, nodded, and wiped my face with my sleeve.

"I've never seen you so sad, what's the matter, why don't you tell me? Do you still treat me as an outsider? Zhuo Ran said, his brows furrowed, and he seemed sad.

I don't know what to tell him about it, or maybe I haven't really accepted him as my closest person.

I subconsciously touched my stomach again, and I didn't know what to smell in my heart.

Maybe sooner or later I'll have to accept him, stay with him for decades, and then he'll be gone, and I'll have to go on with this life that doesn't know where to go...... (To be continued.) )