Chapter Ninety-Two: The Sense of Sight
"You don't have to be so frustrated." Li Zhixian, who also came from frustration, couldn't see the reason for her sudden depression, so he stopped explaining and comforted him instead, "It's like this at the beginning, if the first official lyrics can be perfect, then those lyricist seniors will really vomit three liters of blood." ”
The first time I heard such an interesting expression, how can people have so much blood to spit out? Krystal chuckled, then pursed her lips again.
Not noticing her fleeting smile, in order to appease her, Li Zhixian then asked: "When I first started learning to compose lyrics, do you know what my predecessors said about me?" ”
"How do you evaluate it?" Krystal unwittingly caught up in his conversation and wondered what other lyricists were going through.
However, what slowly came out of Li Zhixian's mouth was a less elegant word: "Dog." Excrement. ”
"Huh?" Krystal could no longer maintain a motionless face this time, and his expression of surprise was full of surprise, and he could not have imagined that it would be such an uncivilized language.
To be honest, although she was also reprimanded by Li Zhuying before, her words were limited to the admonitions of "no talent" and "keeping to yourself", even in thousands of bad comments on the Internet, she had never seen this kind of evaluation words, just based on this evaluation, you can think that he must have suffered more, it is hard to imagine how he persevered.
"It's hard to hear, isn't it?" Thinking of the unbearable past, Li Zhixian laughed instead, "I came from a hip-hop music background, and hip-hop only needs to make tunes, and the lyrics are basically done by the rapper himself, so until I was exposed to other music, where did I know what to compose lyrics." ”
Li Zhixian's eyes slowly became hollow, and his thoughts drifted back to the past, "The world of music is always so wonderful, and I have gradually become obsessed with other types of music, such as ballad or something." But I, an underground independent composer, had to solve it myself. And I always feel that what I have made is the best, without the guidance and evaluation of professionals, how can I know my true level. ”
Speaking of this, Krystal's pretty face turned red unconsciously, she had such thoughts before she came, but she was hit by him with no confidence.
So I could only pull down my face, find out the position of the senior lyricist, and personally visit the door to ask for advice. People are so busy and where can they bother to pay attention to a nobody like me, sweeping the floor out of the house, swearing is already light, I remember very well that there was a time when a senior tore up my manuscript, and threw the USB flash drive into the trash can to push me out of the door. Fortunately, in the end, my friend asked the company's lyricist seniors to find a temporary teacher for me. So I can only be more humble and study harder to be worthy of those who have helped me. ”
Listening to Li Zhixian's experience, Krystal can't help but think of the trainee period, although the behavior of the practice teacher is not so excessive, but ordinary scolding and scolding are commonplace, only by constantly abandoning self, abandoning self-esteem, and doing his best to devote himself to practice can he get the opportunity to make his debut.
After thinking back on the past, Krystal at this time had a strange old thought: sure enough, there is nothing simple in the world.
I used to complain that the practice was hard, the schedule was too much, and I was too tired to be an artist, but I was still like this, but what about the staff who followed f(x) all day long? What about even the fans who come from far and wide to wait for hours just to see themselves? Wouldn't they be harder?
If these people who were flashed through Krystal's mind knew that it was Li Zhixian's ghost who woke up Krystal to make her more humble and kind than before, they would definitely be grateful to him.
Unlike the "impolite" and "undedicated" appearance reported by the news media, Krystal is actually a grateful, diligent, lively and cheerful girl, who is only misunderstood by her cold appearance and expressionless facial features, as well as her own personality.
Li Zhixian's experience somewhat made her find her original intention when she first debuted, and secretly decided to treat the employees and fans around her better, while making her feel a strange sense of gratitude to Li Zhixian, and the frost defense in her eyes also lowered a little.
Li Zhixian, who didn't know about them, fell into some kind of unknown sense of immediacy and was confused, as if he had inexplicably told the story to the female idol, and unconsciously appeared the figure of a certain senior, and the reality of the scene seemed to be able to see her walking towards her step by step, getting closer and closer......
"How can I meet you here?"
"Huh? It's not an illusion! Li Zhixian said with hindsight.
"What hallucination? Just over half an hour before you drank too much? Kim Tae-yeon's face was full of expressions that he didn't know what to say.
"Nothing." Li Zhixian waved his hand and lowered his head to bury his head in the coffee cup to hide his embarrassment.
"Taeyeononi." The other protagonist at the coffee table greets Kim Taeyeon at this time.
"Huh?" Kim Taeyeon looked at the source of the voice, "Su-jing? ”
After just being stunned for a moment, Kim Taeyeon immediately came back to her senses, saw the documents scattered all over the table, and understood that the two should be discussing the title song.
"Ne, Ernie." Saying that, Krystal grabbed Kim Taeyeon's hand, unlike her cold appearance, she especially likes skinship, but only between people close to her, I don't know how many times I've been to the dormitory of my girlhood these years, and both of them belong to fourth-dimensional girls, and Kim Taeyeon even instigated her to look like an adult. movie experience, so the relationship is very intimate.
Kim Taeyeon shook her hand back and asked, "Discuss a new song with him?" ”
Krystal was surprised by Kim Taeyeon's name for Lee Ji-hyun, the plain "he" is not a casual title for Koreans, which shows that the closeness of the two should not be underestimated, and it is not surprising that Kim Taeyeon knows about their new album.
"Inside, Ernie came out for coffee alone?"
Kim Taeyeon nodded and said, "I'm a little bored, so I'll come here and come in and buy a cup of coffee by the way." ”
"Paper freaks who don't absorb calories." Li Zhixian used a small voice that was almost inaudible to complain that she didn't have to worry about weight gain.
Who would have thought that Kim Taeyeon had received vocal training for a long time and that his sensitivity to the voice had reached the level of a master, and when he heard his complaints, he immediately glared at him.
"Ahem..." Li Zhixian pretended not to know, and turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window.
The meeting time was coming soon, and Kim Taeyeon didn't bother to bother with him, so she pulled out her palm and said goodbye to Krystal with a coffee cup: "Then you are busy, I will go back to the company first, and I will not disturb your work." ”
"Well, goodbye Ernie!"
After waving goodbye to Li Zhixian, he walked out of the café with a straw and small steps.
With Kim Taeyeon's "spoiler", the two forgot where the topic had gone for a while, and the atmosphere that was a little closer because Lee Ji-hyun told his lyrics experience fell silent again.
Krystal suddenly remembered Lee Joo-young's admonition before leaving the door, and the impression of Lee Ji-hyun that she had accumulated as "notbad", and made the first dialogue to break the deadlock: "Is the lead singer of this song made by Taeyeon Oni?" ”