Chapter 228: Forcible slander
Jing Feiyun has fallen under me, and the tenderness and pleasure I brought to her at this time is a kind of deformed psychological comfort for Jing Feiyun, it is like a life-saving straw, which can make her get temporary relief, even if this relief is only an illusion and cannot change anything, but she still can't refuse.
It was a dual reaction, both psychological and physical, and that reaction easily pierced Jing Feiyun's already extremely fragile inner world.
So in this way, Jing Feiyun and I had that kind of unreasonable relationship between men and women on the floor of her house, and I really can't use an accurate concept to explain the psychology of the two of us at that time, because the psychological factors are no longer important, and the sensibility has long been annihilated.
We're just doing it, doing it oblivionly, releasing each other's inhibitions, it's just a blow, in one go......
Afterwards, the two of us were still confused.
I was slightly distracted, and I didn't know why it had turned out the way it did.
Good intentions turned out to be bad things in the end, and I ...... this time
It's really a bad guy.
Jing Feiyun was lying motionless on the floor, she had been in a daze, as if she had no soul, I think Jing Feiyun's brain must have been blank at that time, she couldn't face the kind of fact that happened between the two of us.
I couldn't bear to look at Jing Feiyun's pained expression anymore, so I gently covered the dress scattered on the floor on her naked body, which could be regarded as returning her dignity.
At the same time, I suddenly realized that it was not as easy as I imagined to be a bad person, and I may have been impulsive and confused at the time, but the deep guilt I endured after I woke up was even more truly felt than the victim was an extremely painful torture.
It is no wonder that some criminals who are on the run, although they have escaped the punishment of the law for a while, but in every day and night of absconding, the psychological pressure and pain they endure are often unbearable, so that they finally voluntarily surrender themselves, and they are not willing to face the kind of dark fugitive life that is like purgatory on earth.
People, it's better not to do bad things, one wrong step will suffer for a lifetime, and it's not just yourself who suffers from it.
Jing Feiyun cried in front of me, and she asked me in tears: "Now, you should be satisfied." ”
Am I satisfied?
Did I start out to be like Jing Feiyun?
I...... Am I really going too far?
I was silent, but I felt a loss in my heart, indeed, no matter what, I shouldn't have done this kind of thing to Jing Feiyun, I really couldn't stand the poor woman in front of me, I was equivalent to sprinkling another handful of salt on her wound.
But the problem is that it has happened, and it is useless for me to regret it, I can only confess to Jing Feiyun from the bottom of my heart.
"I'm sorry, I ...... I shouldn't have ...... you like that."
I didn't dare to face Jing Feiyun's pear blossom and rainy face, her painful expression made me obviously have a deep sense of guilt, I was not only a murderer, but also a strong criminal.
"Excuse me? What's the use of being sorry? You've ruined me, you've ruined my happiness, woo woo woo ......"
Jing Feiyun just kept crying, crying very sadly, tears slid down her cheeks, and she closed her eyes in pain.
I don't know how to comfort her, it's too late to say anything at this time, comfort can't make up for Jing Feiyun's broken wounds, she can't face reality.
But things can't just drag on like this, the longer it drags on, the more troublesome it becomes, and I have been delayed too long at Jing Feiyun's house, in case her husband suddenly comes home and sees the scene in front of him, that is what really ruined Jing Feiyun's happiness.
I can't let the situation develop to that irreversible level, although something that shouldn't have happened between me and Jing Feiyun, if it is dealt with in time, there is still a possibility that the matter will be hidden.
Hiding the past and pretending that nothing happened is the best outcome for me and Jing Feiyun, at least she won't be hurt more, isn't it?
I've hurt her and shouldn't have ruined her life anymore.
So in order to make up for the mistakes I just made as much as possible, I still have to put on a wicked face in front of Jing Feiyun, maybe she will hate me even more, but I have to do this, I don't have to make her understand anything, I just need to do it according to my own ideas.
Because Jing Feiyun has already messed up, she can't tell the difference between good and bad now, so I'll make a choice for her.
So I suddenly became cold: "Yes, I ruined your happiness, so what? What we do is what we do, we are now grasshoppers on the same rope, and we are simply all the way. ”
"You...... How can you say that......"
Hearing me say this, Jing Feiyun was stunned for a moment, maybe she wanted to question me something, but seeing my cold face and a wicked appearance, Jing Feiyun became a little timid, and her expression became nervous again.
"What, am I not right?" I didn't want to pretend at all, I just snorted coldly and said, "You also have a part in the murder, you helped me dissolve Xiao Qi's body, this is called destroying evidence, from a legal point of view, you are my accomplice......"
"I'm not—"
Before I finished speaking, Jing Feiyun shook her head desperately, I forcibly slandered her like this, of course Jing Feiyun couldn't accept it.
"No, it has to be, if I fall into the legal net, I confess to the judge like this, I will be punished by the law, and you don't have to think about it."
"You...... You ......" Jing Feiyun was so angry that she couldn't speak.
"Also, what happened to the two of us just now, if one day the matter is revealed, I will say that you are completely voluntary, and you are willing to do it with me, you are already ......"
"I don't want to, you...... You spew blood......" Jing Feiyun was so angry that she cried.
"Is there blood spewing people? I'll squirt you, how's it? I looked like a scoundrel and said viciously, "Anyway, no matter what the reason, as long as a third person knows about today's matter, I will involve you according to what I just said, I can't escape, you don't have to think about it, and when the time comes, your husband won't want you, and you will be in prison like me......."
"No...... That's not true...... Why are you doing this to me, why? ”
Jing Feiyun suddenly became excited, she was anxious and annoyed, she couldn't control her emotions for a long time, she was so angry that she wanted to pounce and grab me, that kind of woman's collapse and anger, Jing Feiyun wanted to bite me to death.
I overthrew Jing Feiyun to the ground with just one hand, the difference between the strength and weakness of the two of us is very great, she is vulnerable, and I still can't pretend, in order to thin her life, in order not to continue to affect her life, I must be ruthless to do the wicked to the end, this is a choice without choice.