CHAPTER XLIV

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Pain -- Discomfort --

The double torture of physical/physical and mental makes people want to scream in pain, but they are controlled by an unknown strong will and can't scream!

Tan Hee-hee suddenly opened her eyes in the terrible feeling around her that was unspeakable but made her miserable!

It was very dim in front of me, and there was a faint smell of men's perfume in the air, which belonged to the rare light and elegant type of men's perfume, which should smell very comfortable, but mixed with the faint smell of blood and alcohol that existed in the room, it formed an indescribable and terrible smell. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 ο½‰ο½Žfo

Tan Xixi felt as if there was a layer of mist in front of him, and everything he saw was hazy and unreal.

Try to keep your eyes open.

It was barely recognizable through the mist that it was a large, ornate dark-toned room, and the light in the room was equally dim, almost like the light of a candle, illuminating the rococo furniture all around, giving a chill to what should have been a luxurious place.

The soft and wide black bed seemed to be a gentle trap, and she was the prey that had been captured, firmly tied to the bed, β–‘β–‘, and her posture was twisted and fragile. I don't know what I've experienced, Zhou is hurting up and down, it's not a good pain, it's the kind of unspeakable injury.

The huge fright and unreality made Tan Xixi suddenly understand: I'm dreaming!

A dream so weird that even the smell is nuanced.

The dream continues, and like all people who know they are dreaming when they dream, Tan Hee-hee wants to wake up but can't wake up anyway.

A tall figure walked into the room with a tray in his hand, came to the bed, and looked down at her.

I don't know why, Tan Xixi couldn't see the person's face clearly, only saw a pair of beautifully shaped, bright and deep eyes, and dark brown eyelashes were thick and curly, casting a mysterious shadow when the person lowered his eyes.

It was a man, and the simple shirt and trousers he wore were low-key and luxurious. Of course, it is also possible that the clothes themselves are very expensive, and the materials and workmanship are impeccable, so that this minimalist and extravagant effect can be shown.

The sleeves of the shirt were rolled up to the elbows very casually, revealing a pair of well-maintained hands, with slender fingers, a somewhat pale skin, but very smooth, and rounded nails.

I couldn't see the man's appearance and age, but just those eyes and beautiful hands made Tan Xixi shrink a little.

The man spoke, and as expected, he had a magnetic voice, "How are you, my Pahua Devi, it's been ten hours, and in two hours we'll be at our appointed time." ”

Tan Xixi heard his very cold answer, "Han Kang, that's just the time you set, not the time we agreed." Obviously, her whole body was screaming in pain, and her heart was even more shrunken, but she couldn't hear it at all, if she couldn't see her naked/naked/naked and scarred and tied to the bed, this tone was more like sitting at a long table and negotiating face-to-face with someone.

The man she called Hankang chuckled softly, a nice laugh, but it would never miss the reproach in his tone, "Pahua Devy, I allow you to call me by my name when we are together in private, but not now, now you are being punished. ”

Tan Xixi felt that he had lowered his head and responded very respectfully, "Yes, General Hankang." "The obedience and jealousy of this man are deep in her blood, and she dare not and cannot fight against him.

The slender hand reached over and touched her face as a sign of approval, the fingers were warm and dry, and there was a hint of comfort on the sweaty and cold face, but the next words were by no means comfortable, "Come on, let's continue, there are two hours left, which should be enough for us to finish another work on you." ”

Tan Xixi saw that in addition to a glass of red wine on the plate and a set of tattoo tools, his heart trembled, and he understood what he meant by completing a work.

The hand reached out again, and touched her chest with fine scars, not heavy but very erotic, "How about here, a beautiful rose, in such a sensitive place it must be very, very painful, but it will also be very beautiful, and when it is finally finished, I will pour a glass of wine on it, and then go and taste it, it will be wonderful." Baby, you can call it out when you can't help it, the sound insulation here is very good, and no one will hear it. To be honest, I'm looking forward to your pained expression, your screaming, and your pleading, it's going to be good, canβ€”" After a pause, he suddenly attached himself and sprayed hot air into Tan Xixi's ears, whispering like a whisper, "It can make people extremely excited!" ”

Tan Hee-hee heard himself answer coldly, "I won't!" ”

It won't be called-; There will be no pleading-; It won't be painful - it can't be, but at least it won't write this vulnerability on your face!

"My dear, you are just too stubborn, and occasionally showing weakness can get the pity of men."

Tan Xixi felt that she was looking at each other expressionlessly, in such an environment, she has never had the right to be weak, and if she dares to be weak, she will be gnawed to scum.

Especially since she is still a woman, the consequences of weakness are not something she can bear.

The man looked at her, obviously not liking to be disobeyed, "Maybe I should give you a little sensitivity medicine." ”

Tan Xixi felt a chill in his heart, "You kill me!" ”

The man shook his head, "No, no, how can I be willing to kill you, my Devi, you are my rose, I like you, if you weren't a virgin anymore, I would definitely marry you." ”

Tan Xixi asked with difficulty, "Like me and torture me like this?" ”

The moving magnetic voice explained unhurriedly, "Pahua Devi, you know what the Lotus Punishment means to us, over the years, Romos has spent endless manpower and material resources to collect the four pieces of Lotus Punishment, but you actually let us lose it inexplicably when the third piece has already arrived!" According to the rules, if you make such a mistake, not only will you have a finger chopped off, but you will also be warned by the brand, which will leave an ugly mark on your beautiful back shoulder. Baby, you should know very well that even though I have always valued you very much, such a big mistake cannot be easily forgiven. ”

Tan Xixi whispered, "I know." ”

Before she returned, she was ready to throw a finger and rot another piece of flesh.

A cold lip kissed her gently, and a gentle and terrifying voice continued to ring in her ears, "But I can't bear it." You see, even I can't help but want to cover up someone, I don't even use the paint for the tattoo, and now you will be in pain, but I promise that in two weeks you will recover without even a single scar. ”

Don't want to leave a scar on my body, but are willing to let me suffer this kind of sexual/abuse/treatment that can destroy people's will?

Seeing that pair of deep eyes, which were almost as beautiful as his hands, slowly brightened, and the depths of his eyes flashed with excitement and wild luster, Tan Xixi no longer spoke, only maintained the same indifference and calm as a mask.

This indifference and indifference is probably an instinct that she has planted deep in her bones and blood, and it has almost become a part of her life, just like the man in front of her.

It's just that no matter how well her expression is controlled, her heart is still long, and she will be afraid when she should be afraid, and when the slender hands really picked up an injection to enhance sensitivity, she simply fainted neatly.

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Tan Xixi exclaimed in surprise and sat up suddenly. He gasped desperately at the black curtain in front of the bed.

My heart is pounding, and my hands are trembling uncontrollably, it's terrible!

Terrible! Not only because of the strange and painful content of the dream, but also because she knew very well that it was a dream, and it was a memory, a real past, and that the terrible things were part of her life experience.

Qin Kun has always slept lightly, and it is impossible to sleep soundly in such an environment, as soon as Tan Xixi made a sound, he heard it, jumped out of bed a few steps over, and lifted the curtain, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Through the faint light coming in through the window, I vaguely saw Tan Xixi shrinking at the head of the bed, hugging herself into a ball, and was suddenly startled, and stepped forward to pat her gently, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Yaoxiang also woke up, came over to check together, and stood on the other side of the bed to pat Tan Xixi, "Xixi? What's wrong? ”

Tan Hee-hee had just had that kind of dream, and he was a little repulsive to men, and he tried to shrink back, trying to avoid their hands, "It's okay, I-just had a nightmare." ”

Yao Xiang listened, "Nightmare, I seem to have done it just now, mainly because I have encountered a lot of things from yesterday to now, and my nerves are too tense." He patted Tan Xixi on the shoulder again and encouraged her to encourage each other, "Hold on, when we see your friend, we will go back to Bangkok immediately, take the earliest flight back to City C, and sleep well for a day after going back." ”

Tan Xixi hummed softly and looked at his watch, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry to wake you up, let's go lie down for a while, I can sleep for an hour." ”

Yaoxiang was probably really tired, so he nodded when he saw that she was okay, and staggered back and threw himself on the bed.

Qin Kun didn't leave, but sat on her bed sideways, leaning side by side on the head of the bed with Tan Xixi, and said in a gentle tone, "Your breathing is a little unsteady, come, relax, inhale slowly-, yes, exhale slowly-, well, do it again." Relax, inhale slowlyβ€”"

Tan Xixi involuntarily took a few deep breaths according to his words, listened to Qin Kun's very soothing voice, slowly relaxed, stretched out his hands and feet, and no longer shrunk himself into a ball, just wanted to say thanks, but listened to Qin Kun gently tell her what he saw on the road yesterday.

A small local school, small but very well-built, you can see a row of classrooms with large glass windows and a small basketball court outside the classroom, where a few local children play basketball decently;

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A group of barefoot monks on the side of the road heard that the man here must become a monk for a period of time in his life;

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houses in the suburbs made of bamboo poles and woven bamboo;

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Delicious fish sauce that smells so bad that people want to run away when they smell it;

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Tan Xixi was finally said to be sleepy, covered her mouth and yawned, such late-night chatter made her almost forget that Qin Kun was still her boss, and dared to joke, "Thank you, it seems that you really studied psychology and know what to say to make people relax." Why didn't I see you so patient at home before, you were always fierce, which made me nervous when I saw you. ”

Qin Kun coughed a little unhappily, "Whoever is fierce, I'm just more serious." ”

Tan Xixi retorted in his heart, what serious! Tsundere and turtle hair are almost the same, I have to put you on my head as an uncle.

After resting for a few hours and then on the road again, by noon we finally arrived at the outermost part of the Romous base, hidden in the mountains of northern Thailand.

Fortunately, Zhou's permanent location is here, and they don't have to venture deep into the mountains anymore.

It should be true that Tan Hee-hee said that she and Zhou had a good relationship, and as soon as they arrived, they were taken to see Zhou without stopping at all.

Zhou's workplace is like a high-end laboratory, with dust-proof equipment and various instruments, and everyone who enters and exits is wearing white sterile gowns.

Zhou himself was also wearing a long white coat, thin and sven, and no one could guess his identity if he walked on the street.

"Pahua Devy!"

Tan Xixi silently stared at the person in front of her who seemed to be a little familiar, even kind, and did not feel enlightened after seeing Zhou as she expected, thinking of everything, except for the familiarity, she still couldn't remember who it was.

A wry smile appeared on Zhou Qing's thin face, "You still don't recognize me, right?" ”

Tan Xixi raised his eyebrows, "Or?" What do you mean by that? I came to you last summer, and I didn't recognize you at the time, did I? And before that? "Quietly clenched his fist, before last summer? Did you know this person well for a long time?

Zhou sighed, politely asked the three of them to sit down first, and asked someone to bring hot tea, and waited for the person who delivered the tea to go out before he spoke, "I was already prepared that you would never appear in front of me again, but I didn't expect you to appear again so soon, so for your safety, I must see you as soon as possible." Turning to Yaoxiang, "I'm sorry, I was in a hurry yesterday, so I had to let the people below see the opportunity." ”

Yaoxiang opened his mouth and stammered, "You let them kidnap me?" To attract bustle? ”

Zhou nodded with neither red nor white on his face, and at this time, he looked at it and had a little bit of the demeanor of a high-level figure in the martial arts/pretend-base/field,

"It's not against you, at that time, whoever comes out of the three of you will be treated the same."

Yaoxiang swallowed his saliva, but he didn't dare to speak again.

Zhou turned to Tan Xixi again, "Honey, let's talk about you first." Tell me, what kind of state are you in now? ”

Tan Xixi opened his mouth, "I-" Amnesia? Dual personality? It doesn't seem to be quite exact.

In the end, Qin Kun gave her a very general answer, "She found out that she had a second personality in her last fall, and a few months ago she found that she had lost the memory of July and August last summer, and according to the airline's flight records, she came to Thailand in those two months, so she wanted to come here to find out the reason." ”

Zhou smiled very politely at him, "I know you a little, you are a star, Pahua Devi is still so charming, you would come here for her." ”

Tan Xixi thought to himself that this had something to do with whether I was attractive or not, and he would follow to estimate that it was mainly to look at my mother's face, so he naturally knocked on the table and said politely, "Don't go off-topic, now is not the time to talk about my charm!" ”

Zhou shrugged, obviously very tolerant of Tan Xixi, not at all disgusted with her unpoliteness, revealing an indescribable look of joy or pity, "At that time, I thought you would never recover, so I asked someone to do a suggestive hypnosis for you, so that you can completely forget about the events of these two months, and be able to go back and continue to be that ordinary girl." I've been thinking a lot, maybe that's what you really want. With a wry smile, "Who knew that you would begin to recover so quickly, according to what you just said, in fact, your consciousness has been slowly awakening since the third month." ”

Tan Xixi sat up straight, "Please explain it more clearly!" Also, don't call me Pahua Devi, my name is Tan Xixi, you can call me Miss Tan or Xixi. ”

Zhou stood up, turned on the computer, and brought up an image displayed on the screen on the wall.

Tan Xixi couldn't read it, but felt a bit like a CT film in the hospital, "What is this?" ”

"A CT of your head, here is your skull."

Tan Xixi felt a chill on his back, "Huh? ”

Yaoxiang on the side also had a small "Wow!" "Yes.

Zhou pointed to a few points in the first picture, "Do you see the problem?" ”

Qin Kun frowned, "She had a craniotomy?" Those points are the riveting points of titanium sheets and titanium nails! ”

Yaoxiang is "Ah! The sound was much higher than the decibel just now.

Tan Xixi was silent, at this critical moment when she was about to faint due to excessive fright, the second personality came up very firmly, so that she could do it steadily, but calmly raised her hand and touched the top of her head.

Zhou gave her a comforting look, "That's right, Xixi, the other you at that time, that is, Pahua Dewei, triggered a self-detonation device, which was blown up into a blur of flesh and blood, and I tried my best to only maintain the function of part of your brain, if you want to keep the only remaining part, you must immediately find someone for a brain transplant." At that time, you came to Thailand for a tour, and you had an accident and hit your head, which caused some brain damage, soβ€”"

He didn't say anything more, but everything was already in plain sight, at that time they must have been very eager to find a host that could allow Pahua Daiwei's part of the brain to continue to survive, and Tan Xixi just met this condition, so he was implanted into some of other people's brains without knowing it.

At this time, Tan Xixi felt that his second personality was about to be unbearable, and unconsciously grabbed Qin Kun's arm beside him.

Although Qin Kun has always been arrogant, turtle hair, and has a bad temper, he also has some advantages, that is, he is very stable, and he is still calm when he hears such an unbelievable thing, and he holds Tan Xixi's cold hand with his backhand, and pats it lightly, wanting to give her some support.

Zhou Ye stretched out his arm towards Tan Xixi, probably wanting to pat her too, but finally took it back, "This is a very, very, very lucky thing!" He even said three lucky times in a row, "You have to know how small the probability of doing such a transplant without causing strong rejection is to finally accept each other, this is the most profound favor from God!" Pahua Devi, you've persevered through the hardest level, and I don't think you can't afford to be connected to the truth. ”

Tan Xixi raised his head violently, "I said it, I'm not Pahua Devi!" This is no small matter either! ”

Zhou looked into her eyes, "Compared to you being blown up to a blur of flesh and blood, this result is the best!" You are Miss Tan, but you are also Pahua Devi, you are one person now, don't you think that your appearance is changing now? More and more like Pahua Devy. You may not feel it every day, but as soon as I saw you today, you could see that your face, including your overall feeling, is very different from last summer. ”

Tan Xixi lowered his head, raised his hand to cover his face, then rubbed his temples vigorously, and then raised his face, his eyes became clear and sharp again, "You are right, there are many things in my body that are changing, and even some habits, in fact, I have long accepted her, I am her, she is me, this is already the case, then I have nothing to disaccept." It's just that I still don't understand that part of my brain is incomplete, which makes sense, but what about my own? It stands to reason that since part of my brain has been replaced by hers, then I must be missing some of my own things, but I don't feel like I'm missing anything other than two months of hypnosis and amnesia? ”

Zhou Shen groaned, "It's hard to say, because this kind of surgery is too rare, and in most places it is forbidden because of too much controversy in terms of morality and ethics, so we don't have a ready-made case reference, I can only say that because your brain is intact after surgery, it will not cause physical dysfunction, and the rest is difficult to say, maybe your situation can prove that the human brain has a backup function, and if you feel that it is necessary, you will store a memory in a good place at the same time to prevent loss." ”

Tan Xixi would have a headache when he heard these academic things, and waved his hand, "Don't say it." "The more I talked, the more dizzy I became.

Qin Kun suddenly interjected, "Actually, you have forgotten some things about yourself, but they were ignored because they were not very important, or no one reminded them." ”

Tan Xixi was stunned, "Impossible, I have a diary for reference, except for those two months, I haven't forgotten anything else." ”

Qin Kun, "You forgot Aunt Gui's birthday." ”

Tan Xixi replied casually, "How is it possible, my mother's birthday is-yes-" After saying two yes words, he suddenly became dumbfounded, when is Du Yuegui's birthday? She really doesn't seem to be impressed!

Qin Kun, "It's a week after you went to beat up that doctor, Aunt Gui celebrated her fiftieth birthday, I wanted to celebrate her at my mother's place, who knew that you didn't go when the night passed, Aunt Gui didn't let me tell you, saying that you just broke up at that time, and you were in a bad mood, and it was normal to forget." ”

Tan Xixi looked at him stupidly.

Qin Kun, "You have also forgotten the practice of stewed duck with sand cucumber." ”

Tan Xixi was inexplicable, "Sand cucumber stewed duck?" ”

"Yes, you used to stew this dish very deliciously, and then suddenly you stopped making it, and I reminded you once, and you even told me that you wanted to eat this?' Then I'll go back and learn how to stew with my mother. ’”

Tan Xixi fainted, "Then don't you think something is wrong, why didn't you remind me?" ”

Qin Kun pursed his lips, "You chopped your hands when you roasted duck before, I thought you had a psychological shadow on this dish." I think if you really don't want to burn it, it's nothing. ”

Tan Xixi was dumbfounded, is there such a thing?