I tried to ask myself if I had never doubted it, and it told me that this was exactly what I had been most worried about, especially for someone who was extremely possessive.

Sometimes I am even surprised that my feelings for Satsuki exceed all kinds of limitations, and I am doing things that are not within my ability on another level. I don't think I would be surprised if one day she said she would hate me, and even put the reason in front of me.

At night, with my eyes closed, a dim wall lamp suddenly lit up under the dark and tightly covered curtains.

Pretending to be asleep, he turned around, and the quilt on the left side opened a small corner, and the cold air immediately drilled into it without restraint.

I subconsciously shrank back, and after Satsuki noticed it, she whispered, "I'm sorry," and from a distance, I could feel her turn around and put the quilt on me.

Then the shadow disappeared in front of me, and I cautiously opened my eyes to see her standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, with a small piece of curtain cloth lifted by her arm, trying to look at the scenery of the courtyard.

I tried my best to keep my eyes open, and I was afraid that I would be discovered.

Her hair was scattered over her shoulders, and it was crumbling and extremely incompatible with the casual cartoon on her body.

Only then did I realize that many of her orientations were played according to the degree I liked, from clothes and makeup, to living habits and making friends.

In this way, I don't seem to be playing a good role in front of her. When she was in junior high school, she was bullied by a little fat man in her class, came back crying and told me and showed me the tooth marks on her arm.

While wiping the tears on his face, he wiped the clothes on his body and said, "Sister, what should I do?" The more I didn't want to cry, the more tears kept falling. Actually, it doesn't hurt, but I'm wearing clothes that your baby is reluctant to wear. You see that I am not angry, not only people are bullied, but even my clothes are stained with tears. I can't seek revenge from him, sister, will you hate me and think I'm cowardly? ”

I looked at the soaked white dress and handed her the tissue with a smile, "Since the reason why you are crying is not because you were bullied, but because you stained my clothes with guilt, why don't you wipe away your tears with a tissue and not let it have a chance to fall on you?" Why are you crying? ”

She suddenly gave up taking a tissue to wipe her tears, but looked up at me, the corners of her mouth curled, and the whole person looked even more aggrieved, "But I just can't figure it out, why did he bully me?" Why should I not fight back like a coward? ”

I didn't answer her question, thinking that I was weaker than her in elementary school. If it weren't for the junior high school encounter with that person named Qian Mao, how could there be a day when he learned to fight back.

Xiaoyue said: "Sister, you have changed, although I don't know how to determine, whether it is in a good direction or a bad direction." In short, you have changed! ”

On the weekend, through Satsuki's classmates, I learned that the little fat man would play basketball near the school. I avoided Satsuki and ran out while she was taking a nap.

After finding the little fat man, there was a burst of punches and kicks, and when the dirt slapped on the ground begged for mercy, he grabbed his arm and bit it hard, until the bright two rows of marks were placed in front of him.

After returning home triumphantly, I didn't tell Satsuki, just looked at her and smirked. With the idea of saving others and flying into the sky side by side with Tianyang, finally on Monday, my mother took Xiaoyue's hand and returned home in a hurry.

Furious, she almost took out the feather duster at home to clean up Xiaoyue, I faintly felt bad, and moved forward but didn't dare to ask the reason.

It wasn't until I realized in my mother's anger that my self-righteous childish handling methods, in addition to being consistent with my age and IQ, would not bring protection to others, but would cause more harm than before.

If you want to say that the little fat man is cheap at a young age, his human nature is fully revealed, then it is really a compliment to him. He actually rummaged through Xiaoyue's schoolbag, and really fucking turned out photos of me and Xiaoyue. In order to threaten Satsuki, let Satsuki give him all his pocket money, and apologize to him.

Satsuki definitely disagreed, and the little fat man immediately told the teacher and recruited my mother to Satsuki's school.

I heard Xiaoyue say that my mother is not a vegetarian either, and she crushed the little fat man and her mother with her IQ. The little fat man cried like a tearful man, and finally the head teacher asked Xiaoyue and the little fat man to write a review and it was over.

If you want to say that the most hypocritical and touching part of this matter, it should be that Satsuki never mentioned my name from beginning to end. I also told me with a smile, "Sister, although this incident is quite a big problem, the teachers and classmates know about it." But since he knew that I had a sister who could beat me so well, he didn't dare to bully me anymore. ”

Look at how naïve I am, I thought that by not mentioning her name or telling her, I was taking things away from her in disguise. It turns out that others are not stupid, they only blame themselves for being carried away by anger. Turns protection into harm.

If you say that I feel guilty about Satsuki because of this, I am so kind to her. I don't think I'm going to deny it, and I'm not going to admit it. Anyway, love is always greater than other feelings, and I'm not a person who is good at expressing it. When I meet someone I like, I don't tell him how much I like him, and when I face my mother, I don't tell her how much I appreciate her.

When I met Xiaoyue, I couldn't wait to give her all my heart.

Originally, people will always encounter a special case in their life that breaks all your rules.

For me, this person is probably Satsuki.

Wu Ya said that the reason why I am like this is because I treat Xiaoyue as my own to protect and love. How can people's selfish nature be bad to themselves?

I smiled and didn't refute because I thought she was right.

I'd rather treat her as if she were another self, so that no one is selfish and wholeheartedly.

Back to reality, I lurked when Satsuki quietly pushed the door and walked out, and the sight in the house suddenly went dark. Carelessly, he got out of bed, and instead of following her out, he stood in front of the window, where she had stood.

It was like someone telling me that just standing there and getting the answers I wanted.

In fact, sometimes, people are really led into a pit by their own preconceived ideas and can't jump out.

Just like me now, when I saw Xiao Yue walking gracefully towards Jiang Zeyi, who was sitting on a dark wooden chair in the courtyard, I decided that they had made an appointment.

It was too far away for me to hear what they were saying, and I couldn't see their expressions.

After making up for it over and over again, there was a big fire burning in his heart, and he wanted to reach out and grab Xiao Yue from Jiang Zeyi's side.

How ridiculous do you say?

When I went to school the next day, I silently followed Jiang Zeyi. That forgetful temperament has obviously forgotten the awkward things before, otherwise how can he happily pull me to get off at the wrong place last time.

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