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Just to be by your side - Han Mengli is outside
Silence, deathly silence.
Bone-chilling coldness filled the darkness in front of him.
I don't know how many times the sun has risen and set outside. The pain caused by the 100 rods was still very clear, and it seemed that time had not passed long.
I don't know how long it took, but a gentle and pleasant voice came from the darkness, "I'm curious, what kind of personal feud is so big as to kill someone." ”
"Who are you?"
"You go back to my word first."
Too lazy to answer him, I closed my eyes and continued to rest.
"It's really funny, those who cause trouble don't want to say a word, but those who don't cause trouble are foaming at the mouth in the law enforcement hall."
The people who know the ins and outs and are willing to speak for me are none other than the Yun family sisters and Xiaoliu. Xiao Liu hasn't come back yet, and the ones who came to the law enforcement hall to defend me are the Yun family sisters.
"I asked many disciples, and they all said that you have a strange temper. The sisters who defended you in the law enforcement hall said you were not good at words. I'm guessing you may have been through something when you were a kid. Can it have something to do with Yu He? ”
What happened to you as a child? Yes, my childhood was different.
It all started on a winter night. It was so dark and so cold that night. It's obviously an unpleasant memory, but I remember it over and over again, for fear that I have forgotten a little detail.
That night was the last time I saw that person.
Sometimes, I can't help but wonder if I had slept in my room honestly that night and didn't go to the kitchen to steal snacks to eat, wouldn't I have met that person arguing with my father. If you don't meet it, you will never know the truth. If you don't know the truth, you won't have the pain afterward.
"You don't want to say?" The voice still sounded gently, "It's okay, you just tell me that you are willing to worship me as a teacher?" ”
"Who are you?"
"Taiyifeng, know what's wrong."
I am a monk of Taiyi Peak, if I can worship him as a teacher, wouldn't it mean that I can continue to stay in Fuguang, and I can also enter the inner gate. Once inside, it's easier to find that person. Without hesitation, I responded, "Okay." ”
I heard footsteps slowly approaching, stopping beside me. Then someone picked me up and moved gently.
It was warm and reminded me many, many years ago, when I was snuggled in that man's arms.
The sound of the stone door opening was dull and gruff.
A cloth towel that smelled of the sun covered my eyes. A gentle voice sounded from above his head, "I haven't seen the sun for a long time, don't open my eyes yet." ”
The darkness under the eyelids slowly turned reddish, and the coldness on the body was gone, replaced by a warm feeling.
I know, that's what the sun feels like on me.
The wind of Dongyao Mountain always sends a variety of fragrances, and this time I smelled the aroma of iris, which was light and clean.
The warmth on his body faded, and a comfortable coolness crept onto his body. I could feel his pace slowing down.
He stopped and lowered me gently, still gently.
Somehow, I was a little greedy for the warmth of that embrace.
Underneath him came into contact with silky ice silk. The cloth from the eyes was removed, and a blue gauze appeared in front of him along with a gentle face.
It's him!
Even after 10,000 days and nights, even though his face had changed, I still recognized him at a glance.
The person I envy, envy, and resent the most.
That winter night was the first time I saw him. He snuggled into the man's arms, his face full of attachment. That should have been my place, that person should have been my mother alone. But his appearance instantly took away the arms that belonged only to me, and took away the mother who would coax me to sleep every day.
The room was a blue color, and the sunlight was blocked out by the turquoise curtain, and there was a slight coolness in the room. In the early summer weather, this should be just the right amount of coolness, but I felt a chill to the bone.
Every time I think about that night, the disgusted gaze of that person hurts my heart and lungs, and I fall into the boundless cold.
For the first few thousand days and nights, I was crazy to see that person and ask why. Even if his father deceived him, even if his father couldn't stand her. But what about me? After all, I am her daughter, the flesh and blood she gave birth to in October, and the child she has loved and pampered for ten years. Why did you leave me alone in the Han family.
How can a home be a home without a mother?
The father had a new wife, a new child. I realized that at the same time as I lost my mother, I had already lost my father.
Everything is because of the appearance of the person in front of me. It's all because of this so-called half-brother.
I lowered my eyes to shield my jealousy from the spew.
I know, I don't blame him for that. He just wanted to get back his only loved one on earth. But I still can't help but be jealous and resentful.
"I've cooked a medicinal soup, and a waitress will come in and serve you in a bath."
He walked to the door and suddenly stopped. I saw his slender shadow cast on the turquoise floor by the sunlight outside the door.
"Your surname is Han, what does it have to do with Dongyao's Han family?"
Turns out he minded too? While I resented him, he also hated me, the daughter of the man who had killed his father and taken his mother for a time.
I kept my mouth shut.
From the side of the door came his self-deprecating laughter and muttering, "I'm confused, how can you be from the Han family." ”
On the floor, the beautiful shadow gradually moved towards the doorway, and finally disappeared.
Yes, how could the Han family let their daughter run to the outer gate of Fuguang to suffer. How could the daughter of the Han family even get a spirit stone and rely on a pair of fists to fight the spirit beast in exchange. How could the daughter of the Han family be forced into such an embarrassing situation by a little Yu He.
But I am the daughter of the Han family.
Stay by his side and be his apprentice. Soon, I'll be able to see that person again.
A sudden surge of fear welled up in my heart. Is she still disgusted with me, is she still disgusted with what my father did?
If I keep it hidden, will she smile warmly at me like this so-called brother?
If I could, I'd rather not say it, I'd rather keep it a secret.
I pretended to be dead, and I crawled out of the grave on a dark and rainy night. suffered cold and humiliation all the way to Fuguang, and suffered for so many years at the outer gate, just for the warmth that he once had. What does it matter if she recognizes me or not? Just to see her again, to be able to stay by her side and watch her smile at me, it was enough.
It doesn't matter who I am, as long as I can get that warm concern back, I can be anyone.