Chapter 476: Confusion
On the second day, the emperor went to inspect the sea training and took the little prince Huan away. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info also took great pains to put on a set of small armor for the little prince Huan, and he was so happy that the little prince Huan caught people everywhere to show off the armor on his body.
Princess Rui also wanted to follow, but was politely rejected by the emperor, and rewarded her with a piece of jade jue that she had coveted for a long time as appeasement.
As a result, Princess Rui has been depressed because of this, she doesn't even play the leaf card, and she doesn't play the chess she likes, and even Xingniang smiled and coaxed her to ask: "It's best to fly kites in the yard in this weather, don't you want to fly kites?" As a result, Princess Rui was also lazy and didn't want to go.
Lin Yan was going to meet the officials and wives in Jiangnan today, knowing that she was unhappy and didn't have time to pay attention to her, thinking that she might be fine in a while, so she didn't care.
As a result, when she returned to the courtyard after seeing the people, she still looked depressed and unhappy when she saw Princess Rui.
Lin Yan went to change her clothes and came out, touched her head and said with a smile: "This kind of place is full of men, what is there to go, isn't it good to accompany the queen mother in the yard?" ”
Princess Rui pouted, threw the colored glass beads in her hand on the mat one by one, and said with an unhappy face: "Queen Mother, you don't understand, it's not like this at all." ”
Lin Yan sat next to her, took a sip of tea, and asked her, "What's going on, you tell the queen mother." ”
Princess Rui wrinkled her nose and turned her head to look at her, opened her mouth, and then lowered her head in frustration.
Lin Yan continued to say to her: "What do you think is going on in your heart, tell the queen mother, well, how do you know what you are thinking if you don't say it." Say it, and the queen mother can give you a solution. ”
Princess Rui continued to wrinkle her nose and said, "It's not that my father doesn't take me there, but obviously I want to go too, but my father only took Huan'er and didn't want to take me there." ”
Lin Yan said: "So what? ”
Princess Rui paused for a while, and then said a little sullenly: "I don't think my father loves me." ”
Lin Yan said: "Your father doesn't love you enough to love you?" Among so many sisters, your father loves you the most. If even you think that your father doesn't love you, then the eldest princess and the second princess will not live. ”
Princess Rui is the emperor's first princess, and her birth is really a collection of the emperor's thousands of favors, and the emperor's thousands of pets grew up.
The bamboo that grows in a field is also long, and the palms and backs of the hands are full of meat, but there is also more meat in the palms and less meat on the backs of the hands, not to mention that the eldest princess and the second princess can't be compared with her, that is, among the three daughters born to her, the emperor looks the same as them, but he still prefers Princess Rui in his heart.
Princess Rui said depressedly: "Anyway, I don't think my father loves me, he prefers Huan'er." ”
In the past, she always felt that her father loved her the most, but after Huan'er was born, she could feel that her father was different from Huan'er, and this difference was difficult to express, but she could feel that her father valued Huan'er more. Not only the father and the emperor, but also the people around them are different from the princesses born to their mothers.
Lin Yan sighed in her heart, when the child grows up, he will gradually have his own mind and his own thoughts, but he feels unfair about many things but can't understand it.
Lin Yan asked, "Because your father only brought Huan'er, so you have such an idea?" ”
Princess Rui nodded, and then said, "Not only this one, but many, many things. ”
Lin Yan opened her hand and motioned for Princess Rui to lean over, wanting to appease her daughter.
Princess Rui leaned over knowingly, leaned her head on Lin Yan's chest, and then continued to ask Lin Yan a little depressed and cautiously: "Queen Mother, if I tell you that I don't like Huan'er a little bit, will you be sad?" ”
When she said this, there was guilt in her tone, as if she knew that she shouldn't have such thoughts, but she couldn't stop them.
Lin Yan smiled lightly and said, "No." As he spoke, he lowered his head again, kissed his daughter's forehead, and asked, "The queen mother whispered to you, in fact, the queen mother didn't like your two eldest uncles when she was a child, but the queen mother never told anyone." ”
Princess Rui looked up at Lin Yan in disbelief, the queen mother was so kind to the two uncles and took care of the two uncles, she thought that the queen mother must have loved the two uncles very much since she was a child.
Lin Yan smiled and nodded to her seriously, indicating that it was all true.
Lin Yan then asked, "Then you tell the queen mother, do you love Huan'er?" If someone bullies him, will you be angry? ”
Princess Rui said dissatisfiedly: "Who can bully him, it's good if he doesn't bully others." ”
Lin Yan said: "Then you can imagine that he was bullied." ”
Princess Rui imagined it seriously, the prince's brother would definitely not bully him, but if it was the second brother of King Hui and the fifth prince, he would definitely want to bully Huan'er. When Princess Rui thought of such a scene, she suddenly felt angry in her heart, and then said to Lin Yan: "Don't worry, Queen Mother, if someone bullies Huan'er, then I must find them desperately." Huan'er is my younger brother, and I will never allow anyone to bully him. ”
Lin Yan smiled and said, "That's it, although you sometimes feel that your father favors him and hates him, but blood will make you love him and protect him in front of outsiders." ”
Lin Yan touched her daughter's little face, continued to sigh, and said, "Rui'er, it's not that my father doesn't love you, it's just that the way my father loves you and Jun'er is different from the way he loves Huan'er." ”
Only the son is the inheritance of his own bloodline, which is a common disease in the minds of all men in this world, and the emperor is no different from other men in this regard.
So after she gave birth to Rui'er and Jun'er, the emperor still hoped that she could give birth to a son for him, because in his heart, the son could inherit the common blood of the two of them. The emperor doted on the three princesses she gave birth to, but he only doted on Huan'er, but he also hoped that he could inherit his character and character, and hoped that he would become his proud son in the future.
But Lin Yan didn't want to tell her daughter such a fact so bluntly, so she had to tell her: "Your father loves you and only wants you to grow up carefree." You are princesses, you don't need to make your own achievements in the future, you just need to stay under the wings of your father and queen mother. But your father loves Huan'er, but he still hopes that he will learn more skills, so you will see that your father will take him more seriously and teach him, because when your father and mother are old, Huan'er will continue to protect you for your father and mother. If he doesn't have the ability, how can he protect you? ”
Princess Rui seemed to be persuaded and nodded.
But then he was unhappy again, and said, "Then I can also learn the skills to protect my younger brothers and sisters in the future." ”
Lin Yan sighed, shook her daughter's hand, and continued: "Rui'er, this world is still a man's world, and women can only rely on men to survive. It's not that women are inferior to men, but that's the rule of this era. Even if you are a princess, although it is very helpless, it is difficult to change.
For example, Tang and the eldest princess, when she was young, she also went to the battlefield to kill the enemy and made great achievements, but in the end she had to take off her armor and become a woman with a husband and children. And you know how much criticism Tang He received when the eldest princess participated in politics back then, and she almost couldn't even keep the princess's mansion, and the queen mother didn't want you to suffer like this in the future. This era does not allow women to be strong, and this is not the reason of your father, but the reason of the whole society. ”
Princess Rui asked a little sullenly and unconvinced, "Is it just because we are women?" ”
Lin Yan said: "Yes, just because we are women. ”
Saying that, he sighed in his heart, maybe one day in the future, when the status of women improves, they can be equal to men, they can go out to make contributions like men, go out to do what they like and want, instead of living like now, they can only live like a man's shadow in the backyard.
Princess Rui straightened up and said to Lin Yan, "I know, Queen Mother." It's me who is ignorant and worries the queen mother. Don't worry, I won't hate Huan'er in the future. ”
Lin Yan smiled and touched her face. (To be continued.) )