Zeng Danqing's family is a half-sided family. The so-called half-side household means that the men work in the outside state units, and the women work in the fields at home.

Zeng Danqing's father, Zeng Qiubao, worked in the canteen of a state-owned coal mine.

In the coal mine, the workers who go down the mine are the hardest, and they come out with a face of soot every day. When I go down the well, I sometimes don't know if I'll be able to get out alive. In coal mines, there are two or three large accidents that kill workers every year. The wages of underground workers are naturally relatively high.

But the handymen on the ground, ordinary employees like Zeng Danqing's father who work in the canteen, have much lower wages.

Zeng Danqing's mother is farming at home, a woman, several acres of land, but she still has to take three children, which is very difficult.

For as long as Zeng Danqing can remember, his mother's health is not very good. Zeng Danqing is very sensible, and he never took the initiative to ask for anything when he was a child. After studying, in addition to tuition fees and basic living expenses, I didn't use a penny more.

As long as the clothes are not rotten, he wears them, and in his eyes, a man wears the same clothes.

In the three years of high school, in spring, autumn and winter, he wore that old-fashioned Zhongshan suit and a pair of liberation shoes, and he didn't feel bad at all.

After getting the results of the college entrance examination, Zeng Danqing did not go home. He went to the unit where his father worked. During this time, he was idle, he borrowed some books from Uncle Liu next door to read, several versions of "Shooting Surprise" and "Xingshi Hengyan", all of which he finished reading, he liked the love story in it the most, and read it over and over again. When he saw that Qiao was too guarded, messing around with mandarin duck scores, and achieving a pair of fifteen or sixteen-year-old beauties, he was so envious.

How could the ancients get married at the age of fifteen or sixteen, he was almost eighteen years old, and he had never even touched a girl's hand.

He saw that there were many pairs of men and women in it, one pair of eyes was good, hooked up, and achieved good things, he was very strange, why did I look at Xiaoqin countless times, but still didn't have a chance to get better?

It's really the ancients who deceived me.

Nowadays, movies and television are mostly pictures of Qingqing and me, hugging and hugging, but the era when Zeng Danqing grew up was an era when there were few film and television screenings in rural areas, and few people had TV sets at home.

He would run for miles to watch movies and television at other people's homes. must have only read scripts like "Shaolin Temple", "Journey to the West", and "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", he basically hasn't seen the lingering love story, let alone the picture of how men and women are affectionate, he really doesn't understand anything.

"Volume 34 of "Wrongly Flirting with Jia's Mother and Daughter Falsely Suing Sun Lang's Wife" in "Two Moments of Surprise" is actually an enlightening sex textbook, one of which is: "I uncovered the shirt and skirt outside, untied the pants and twisted them, and faded them down, revealing snow-white legs." Look at the place, it is still smooth and hairless. It's really: Trench Wodan, fire and vomit. Between the legs, the vultures are steaming. Sun Xiaoguan couldn't hold back his desire like fire, jumped up, separated the two strands, and put the ** as hard as iron against the door, moistened it with some saliva, got it in, and dragged it up. Mouth-to-mouth, kissing wantonly. ”

Zeng Danqing watched it several times, and he was so hot that he had an impulse on his body, but he still didn't seem to understand the details. Such as **, he thought about it for a long time, and probably knew what it meant, and knew that in another chapter, he used to use phallus to call it more. But for the place, even if he guessed what it meant, he didn't know what it meant.

So he didn't know anything about the "get it in......" in the back, and he didn't understand it at all. For a woman's body structure, he is like a blank sheet of paper after all.

In his original thought, men and women, just like him and Xiaoqin, are the greatest happiness when they look at each other. Could it be that there is another move that will make men and women happier?

He's imagining it.

Some words seem to have been used badly by the ancients. He felt uncomfortable.

In particular, the two words "cloud and rain" were used as the meaning of that aspect, and he always felt awkward, and in his mind, he couldn't turn around.

None of the teachers had explained the structure of the human body to them, but he had occasionally seen in some books that the modern and ancient terms were basically different.

He was confused, as if he understood or not. But I still like to read some of these scripts where boys and girls achieve good things.

After failing the college entrance examination, he will never see Xiaoqin again and he will be lost, and he needs to find some happiness again, some joy from books.

He couldn't imagine that there was such a beautiful story in ancient novels.

Xiaoqin's photo, which he kept at his home in the countryside, he deliberately hid it in the gap between the ceiling beams on the second floor, and no one was able to find and find this photo.

I haven't fallen asleep looking at Xiaoqin's photos for several days, and with the company of these "**", he doesn't really think much about Xiaoqin's appearance.

No matter how expressive the picture is, it is also static.

After not looking at her for so long, staring at each other, and not feeling her dynamics, he actually lost some of the joy of imagination, and his appearance towards her became blurred again.

The depictions of these "**" are dynamic, still words, which produce a sense of movement.

For example, the beauty of women is described: "curling waist, like a willow in the wind that does not dance;

Dance without dancing, moving without moving.

Another example: "Light body, plump and beautiful." White like pear blossoms with rain, delicate like peach petals with the wind. Slowly moving gently, the skirt dragged down to reveal two new bamboo shoots; ”

Bai and Jiao have become dynamic and dynamic.

His eyes flashed with the whiteness and delicate of the violin.

The new bamboo shoots are on the woman's lap, which is really pitiful and loving, and extremely indulgent.

In front of his eyes, the white and delicate calves of the violin flashed.

"Shameful and want to talk, move a little Zhu Ying", always chattering, how disgusting. With shyness, it's just a desire to speak, and if you don't speak, you seem to have a spiritual understanding. It is not said but said, but the movement describes the stillness.

With only one or two lines, the resulting dynamic beauty, the tranquility and tranquility, completely occupied his eyes and occupied his brain.

The first time he saw these words, he thought of Xiaoqin, and he felt that Xiaoqin fit all these descriptions.

However, things are so strange, and after reading too much in the book, he slowly forgot what Xiaoqin looked like and stopped taking a seat.

He resketched a picture that looked like a violin, but not like a violin.

He searched for the girls he had seen in his memory, he felt that they were all beautiful, and he wanted to get them back to make up for the loss of not being able to see Xiaoqin, but he never found them.

He had a little feeling that the physics of the last day was because he stole Xiaoqin's photo at night, and he was worried that he didn't sleep well all night and didn't get the usual results.

He was so obsessed with Xiaoqin, he wanted a little sense of eternity from her so much that he had to take her photo, and he had to do something wrong for the first time in his life.

He didn't blame her. Nor do I regret my actions that night. As long as there is a photo of her, failing the college entrance examination is nothing.

It would be nice if you could still see her and feel her dynamic beauty.

However, that no longer seems to be possible.

Father unit, a slippery old man, and middle-aged and elderly women.

Leaving the campus, I never had the chance to see that kind of lithe girl again.

In his heart, a girl, only a girl, is the natural combination of the beauty of dynamism and the beauty of tranquility.

Zeng Danqing found that he couldn't see the girl, this was his most fatal blow that summer, and the fatal loss.

In comparison, failing the college entrance examination is nothing.