Chapter 334: Can't Keep It (4)
She used to think about how she could keep Rong Ze, but recently, she didn't think about it anymore, because she knew that she couldn't keep him no matter what. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Since she can't keep it, can't she accompany him?
These days, she has been busy making some children's clothes, and she hopes that the children's clothes from childhood to adulthood will be sewn by her with stitches and threads.
She couldn't give him more, it was already the only thing she could do.
"Rong Ze ......"
"Zhi, I'm sorry." He hugged her, a little regretful of the anger just now, she had been making this dress for a long time, in order to make this dress, her hand pricked blood, but never said a word of pain, this stitch and thread were her hard work, but he actually burned her hard work.
"Rong Ze." She was in a complicated mood, with tears in her eyes, she stood on tiptoe and kissed him gently: "Rong Ze, I love you, I can't bear you, you just let me ......"
Plugging her lips, blocking her from exiting, if he could, he wished he could be with her forever, but he knew that all this was an extravagant hope, and he couldn't be with her forever.
"Needless to say, I won't agree, and you don't have to think about it." He lifted her lips slightly and said in a low voice.
It's obviously two people who are reluctant to give up on each other, but they actually say such heartless words when they are intimate.
Tears rolled down her cheeks: "Rong Ze, it's too cruel for you to do this." ”
Rong Ze gently wiped the tears on her face: "Ah Zhi, we have a child." ”
Child!
Bai Zhi lowered her eyes and looked at her little belly, with mixed feelings.
"Can you bear to let him be born without a father?" Although Rong Ze's voice was gentle, his tone was really sad: "Can you bear to let him be born without protection?" ”
One question after another smashed into her heart like a stone, Bai Zhi couldn't help herself in pain, and she couldn't stop her tears.
She couldn't bear it, she could only give birth to this child in ten months, she loved him more than anyone else, and she wanted him to be good, but what could she do?
She is about to lose Rong Ze, but she has no choice but to look forward to it day by day, hoping that that day will come a little later, a little later......
threw himself into his arms, tears filled with tears: "Rong Ze, I'm so scared." ”
She was afraid, afraid of losing him, afraid that the happiness that she had finally obtained would slip through her fingers like this, she had wanted to leave memories with him, but the more things she did, the more memories she had, the more sad she became, the more reluctant she became.
That day, in the scorching peach blossom forest, she peeked at him, no matter how she looked at it, she felt that she couldn't see enough, she was reluctant, the wind blew, countless peach blossoms flew by, when his figure was hidden under the peach blossom tree, she suddenly felt that he seemed to fly away with the peach blossoms, and she was about to lose him.
It felt so powerless and helpless.
What should she do? She asked herself, but there was nothing she could do.
"Don't be afraid, I will guard you, always on your side." He whispered comfort, but no matter what he said, her tears could not be stopped.
Because she knew that he was lying to her, he obviously couldn't stop it, he couldn't stop the flowing years, and he couldn't stop the passing time between her and him.
"Forever? Are you telling the truth? She asked, choking up, hoping that his words would be true.
Rong Ze nodded: "Ah Zhi, you believe me, I will always guard you and the child." ”
"Are you guarding by my side?" She asked in a low voice, grabbing his arm anxiously.
After despair, she wanted to grasp even if there was only a little hope, even if she knew that it was a straw that could not save her life, she also hoped for such hope.
"Yes." After a moment of silence, Rong Ze nodded and said affirmatively.
Bai Zhi looked up at him, whether what he said was true or false, she had no way to judge, she only stood on tiptoe gently, trembling and sending her red lips.
Her uneasiness was met with an eager response from him, as if he was going to fulfill some promise, and he was reluctant to be attached to it, and he burned like a fire, until they both burned to ashes, and the entanglement could no longer be separated.
When I woke up, it was already dawn.
Although he was eager last night, he finally took care of her body, and only in moderation, because she was not uncomfortable when she got up today, but because he had already helped her scrub and refreshed.
I gathered my clothes and looked in the cave, but there was no one.
Strange, why did it disappear early in the morning? It stands to reason that this is neither the day of his "disappearance" nor the day of his hunting, and he should have stayed here all day with her.
Putting on her shoes, Bai Zhi was about to bend down to lift her shoes when she heard his voice coming from inside: "Don't move." ”
Looking up puzzled, he had already walked over, slowly squatted down to help her put on her shoes, and whispered: "Although the belly is not too big, you should also be careful." ”
Her little face was stained with a faint flush, and there was a smile on the corner of her lips: "Why did you come out of there?" ”
"Well, I'm planting flowers, do you want to see them?" Rong Ze asked with a smile.
Flowers? Rong Ze didn't have this hobby before, the flowers of Qingyiguan were generally taken care of by Wen Xin and others, would he actually grow flowers?
Bai Zhi nodded: "I want to see it." ”
When he came to the back, he didn't see a flower, and Angelica was a little strange: "What about the flowers you said?" ”
Rong Ze pointed to the waterhole: "In there, the blue one." ”
The blue one......
Bai Zhi took a closer look, wasn't it the shoot she saw two days ago? This blue thing looks like a small aquatic plant growing in the middle of the cracks in the stones, and I don't know what kind of species it is.
"This is a flower, did you plant it?"
Rong Ze nodded: "When it grows up, it will be a flower." ”
"What kind of flower is it and how long does it take to grow and bloom?" Bai Zhi asked curiously.
Rong Ze gently hugged her: "Perhaps, it will take a long time, as for what kind of flower it is, you will naturally know when it blooms." ”
Bai Zhi squinted at him, always feeling that he should know, but he deliberately hid it from her, saying so ambiguously: "You planted it, did you name him?" ”
"Name?" Rong Ze frowned and thought for a while: "How about calling hope?" ”
I hope she can think about it, I hope she can live well, maybe, this is also a hope for her.
Wish? Bai Zhi looked at him puzzled, but after thinking about it, isn't what she is looking forward to now just a hope? A hope that even though it is slim, it still hopes to appear.
She nodded slightly: "It's okay, it's called hope, hope ......"
I hope that I will never be separated from him, and I hope that everything will turn around.
Gently stroked the broken hair in her ear: "Ah Zhi, I will leave the matter of taking care of hope to you in the future, you have to promise me, you must not let it die, you must take good care of it and let it bloom." ”
"What about you?"
"Me?" Rong Ze thought for a while: "I'll take care of you." ”
Bai Zhi pursed her lips and smiled: "If you say so, then okay, I promised you." (To be continued.) )