Destiny
The moment he met Wen Mo, Cui Zhijia was very happy, he didn't want to lie to himself, he liked this woman and wanted to get her. But looking at Wen Mo's apocalyptic appearance, the little joy was gone, replaced by the pain of not being accepted and the anger that repeatedly challenged his limits.
He Cui Zhijia is also a man who stands up to the sky, why in Wen Mo's eyes, his image has always stayed in the stage of a despicable villain when he was a student? After that, he had obviously become very good.
In order to become a student abroad, his hard work is not enough for outsiders. His family is very poor, and the living expenses of studying abroad are all earned by his own efforts, and when other classmates are drunk and dreaming of death, he brushes the dishes in the restaurant and serves the plates, and when others sleep, he has time to hold the books and study. With the belief of fighting for breath, he was finally able to gain a foothold in the United States, which can be regarded as a small achievement.
Cui Zhijia thinks that he has never forgotten Wen Mo, even if he has been guarding the dream of his youth alone for many years, but Wen Mo loves one after another like a big carrot, he has never disliked her innocence, and resolutely decided to give up everything he had worked hard in the United States just because he met again by chance on the plane, just to be able to be by her side.
What he could and couldn't do, he did it, but the bamboo basket was empty, and Wen Mo was still the goddess who could only look up from above, and he had never been moved.
He was not reconciled.
Again and again, he wanted to ruin her, always backing down at the last second.
It's not how noble he is, killing people is not an insurmountable red line for him, otherwise he wouldn't have killed Xie Yixin in cold blood, but Wen Mo is different.
It was like her poor mother's existence.
The ordinary rural woman who had never studied for a day, and had never left this mountain from birth to death, could not read a single word, but she had the courage to leap over, and in such a tragic and decisive way, she escaped from the history of abuse that made her unbearable, and even her own son could not stop her belief in suicide, and disappeared in the vast world in front of him.
Since then, the last person willing to shelter him from the wind and rain is gone. No one could stop the nominal father from kicking him.
Hungry for a full meal, he finally grew to the age of ten after eating a hundred family meals, and when he followed the villagers out of the mountains and into the city, he disappeared in the county town and never came back.
No one knew that he had been taken to the southwest, two thousand kilometers away, on a passing freight train, perhaps because his life had been so miserable that even God could not bear it, but in another country he was easily taken to an orphanage, and then found a family willing to take him in.
Although the adoptive parents only had face affection for him after having their biological child, they were very partial, but they could be regarded as having done their best for him to finish high school.
Cui Zhijia was grateful to them at that time, and they gave him affection that he had never received from his biological parents, although it was pitiful.
The paranoid side of him really came after he went to college.
In the original small place, everyone was poor, and the classmates in the class were also village uniforms every day, so there was not much gap between the rich and the poor.
The university is a small society, with all kinds of people, including the children of high-ranking cadres like Qin Pengxiu, and the rich second generation whose families are so poor that they have money left. When I entered the university, my grades no longer seemed to matter, and 60 points would be a long life, and one more point would be wasted. It is normal for a poor acid like Cui Zhijia, who is full of village spirit and can only bury his head in hard study, to be ridiculed.
The scales began to tilt slowly, why was he destined to be labeled poor? Isn't there still a saying that don't bully young people to be poor? He is still young, who stipulates that he will not be able to compare with those who do not study and enter the university by rubbing the admission line for the rest of his life?
There were two things that broke him.
One of them: Before the end of the freshman year, during the exam week, Cui Zhijia was studying in the study room one day, and a little couple was so annoying to me, Cui Zhijia endured and endured, saying that he hoped they would be quiet and not disturb others to study.
This is a hornet's nest, the man is a famous bully in the school, his parents are high-ranking officials of a provincial public security department, he came to study through the back door, the family is powerful, how can he allow himself to be taught a poor lesson in front of his girlfriend, so his mouth is not inferior, because of the ugly scolding, Cui Zhijia couldn't help but reply, and was finally beaten.
A man who has dominated the neighborhood since he was a child, and a nerd who is malnourished, the result can be imagined, Cui Zhijia was beaten and hospitalized, but the second generation of the official didn't even show his face, lost money, and in the end, the matter was over, and he didn't even fall under punishment.
The only people in the school who knew the truth were a few school leaders, the parties concerned and the other students in the study hall. This matter was tightly sealed, and even Qin Pengxiu didn't know that he was Cui Zhijia's best friend.
Second: Wen Mo didn't wait for Cui Zhijia to confess, so he had an open relationship with Qin Pengxiu. Cui Zhijia often compares himself with Qin Pengxiu in private. The children of high-ranking cadres, they were born with mud legs, their future is bright, their ungraduated jobs have been set, they don't even have living expenses for the next month, they have time and money to eat, drink and have fun with their girlfriends, but they have to work day after day to support themselves, people can send beautiful and expensive gifts at every turn, but they even have to weigh and weigh the clothes they buy.
In this way, the rice worm who has not earned a penny by himself can easily get the job, love, and status that Cui Zhijia can't get even if he tries his best.
Why? Just because you have a good father?
With hatred, Cui Zhijia returned to the village where he was born with vague memories. He wanted to ask his father why he married his mother, but he beat and scolded him, gave birth to him, but hated him thoroughly, and waved his fist at him?
He didn't wait for the opportunity to be questioned face to face, his father became a tomb on the hillside, and he finally figured out the reason why he was hated by his father.
He's simply a product of incest! Shouldn't be in this world!
Deep in the mountains, the transportation is inconvenient, the land is pitifully scarce, and the girls in the village are counted as one, all of them are married, and his mother did not marry, but his mother volunteered.
Mother and father are brothers and sisters! Brothers and sisters of the same father and mother!
Pity his grandparents, who he has never met, who were angry with his mother!
When my grandparents were alive, they booked a family for my mother in the town, and it is said that the family was quite rich, and the gifts were enough, which was equivalent to buying a daughter-in-law, but the man was blind and born. The grandparents originally wanted to use the money from the sale of their daughter to buy a daughter-in-law for their son to come in and pass on the lineage, and almost all of them in the mountains who had girls did this, and no one thought there was anything wrong.
The mother somehow learned that the other party was disabled, and resolutely did not marry accidentally, and after being locked up for invalid opposition, she thought of the most damaging idea