After a busy day, I was a little tired when I returned home, but thinking about the news that Li Yang brought to me made me unable to sleep peacefully.

hurriedly took a hot shower, lay on the big bed at home, flipped through with his mobile phone, and didn't know whether to call Zhang Ruoxuan. We have been separated for a long time, so long that I seem to have forgotten the name Zhang Ruoxuan, and replaced it with another name - Su Qin.

When I couldn't let go at the beginning, I kept telling myself that it was no big deal, and if I got through it, I would walk over. Even for a long time, my heart will no longer be touched by this name.

The computer is on, and Pu Shu's voice in the stereo is clear, just like she is an old friend, it also makes me feel distressed and worried, but I won't have a spark in my heart anymore, let all the past drift away with the wind...... I remembered the story of Pu Shu, those flowers, and those youth with fairy tales.

In the past, Cai Baozi always said, in fact, I always felt that there was no grassland that could tie you to this wild horse, but when I saw you to Zhang Ruoxuan, I believed it! Because if you were terminally ill before, then Zhang Ruoxuan must be the medicine that treated you, and it was given to you by God. That time when I heard Cai Baozi say this, Zhang Ruoxuan would always lean happily in my arms, just like a happy little woman.

I never like to write down my ups and downs on my face to win the sympathy of others. Because from the bottom of my heart, I think I still have a little pride, but I don't like to sell my misery.

That's why after breaking up with Zhang Ruoxuan, I didn't say too much, because I didn't want people who were as close as a part of my body to see my unbearability and vulnerability. Sometimes, I'd rather cry alone in the dark of night, but when the sun is shining, I've learned to make myself laugh like a heartless fool. I have always felt that words are a good way to express my emotions, and I can write what I want to write on my homepage and blog, share my joys, sorrows and sorrows with unfamiliar readers, and seek spiritual relief.

Lying quietly on the bed holding the mobile phone and thinking wildly, the quiet atmosphere is intoxicating. So, when the phone rang suddenly, I was taken aback.

"Mingxuan, what are you doing? Why didn't I see anyone after work today, I want to tell you something, I'm waiting for you in the countryside."

The call was from Su Qin, who didn't say much, but it didn't feel like the usual playfulness but with a hint of seriousness.

When I arrived at the villager's house, Su Qin surprisingly did not look at the door waiting for me with joy, but drank silently alone, which is not her usual style.

"What's wrong? Qinqin, why is it so dull today? ”

I put all my boredom behind me and asked her with a smile on my face

"Mingxuan, don't you love me at all? You haven't forgotten her, are you just a duty to me? You tell me that if that's the case, I'd rather not be held accountable for ......"

Su Qin had obviously drunk a lot, and looked at me with intoxicated eyes.

"Qinqin, why did you suddenly say that? What happened? ”

I suddenly felt a little uneasy, because I felt that something must be wrong, and I didn't dare to look at Su Qin's eyes, because what she said was indeed right, and in my heart, I still had someone in my heart who had not completely forgotten. I don't know how deep my love for Su Qin is, but it must be a deeper responsibility.

"You'll find out tomorrow what happened! Looking at the way you look now, it's obvious that this is all true, so good! I'm gone."

Su Qin took the bag and walked out, and then I heard the sound of the car starting outside

I sat quietly in that place for a long, long time, drinking glass after cup, I really wanted to scold myself for being a bastard, why did I always hurt one person after another around me, is it really that one day, everyone around me will leave me?

Looking at the curtain falling outside, I suddenly felt that the world was plunged into darkness, for one person, I may have really hurt too many people, but I really don't know why? Zhang Ruoxuan, it's the first time I suddenly hate you so much, you are really my nemesis, why have you left me for so long, but my world is still changing because of you? Bingbing went abroad, Dai Jing is now in conflict with me, and Su Qin ignores me...... I don't know how many troubles are going to happen.

By the time I finished drinking, it was late, and I didn't actually look at the time, if it weren't for the beautiful waitress in white who told me that the shop was closing, I guess I would still be lying there drunk and dying.

Looking at the dark night outside, I suddenly wanted to enjoy the scenery of this strange city, and went out to take a taxi, I said to the driver how to drive slowly, delaying his business, I overpaid him a starting fee, because I wanted to take care of the clues in the car. The driver turned his head and looked at me in confusion, probably not understanding, I saw my pale face in the rearview mirror but red because I had drunk too much, and said to him

"Master, I'm sick, please drive slower, let me see the city more"

The driver was still very confused, and he directly lost his sentence.

"Young man, if you're sick and want to go to the hospital, why are you still walking around the city slowly, you're too young to die."

"Come on, master, drive wherever you like, but remember to send me to the vicinity of Renmin Road in the end."

It is estimated that the master who drove the taxi was frightened by me, afraid that I would die in his car before I reached the destination if I was really sick, so I drove the car fast, I only squinted for a few seconds, and then when I opened my eyes, neon flashed outside the window, and evil was rampant.

"Okay, young man, Renmin Road has arrived, you get off the car quickly!"

The taxi master looked at me with a serious face, I got out of the car carefully to see, it was really the Renmin Road where I lived, so I took out my wallet and gave the master a 20, and was about to continue to take the money, who knew that the master stepped on the accelerator, and the car flew away with a bang, I stared at the car exhaust for a long time, when was the taxi in Shanghai so cheap, the distance of 40 was only charged 20 yuan, and when did the traffic in Shanghai become so smooth, isn't it always very congested? At the same time, I was amazed, but I was also deeply impressed by the power of human potential, and I guess this taxi master was really afraid that I would have an accident in his car and find him.

It turns out that it is a pity that people are forced to be anxious and burst out with unimaginable power!

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