【Chapter 128】It is impossible to love her

This night, my whole heart was spent in lightning and thunder, and the wind in my dream blew like a madman's death, as if it never stopped; The rain also withered in the fallen leaves in the sky. In the dark dream, not even the stars and the moon could be seen, and it was extremely heavy and crowded. All beautiful encounters have been swept away by the wind, washed away by the rain, and worn out in the heart.

"Curator, good morning"

"Good morning......

When I passed by Zhao Qingwan's office in the morning, I knew that Zhao Qingwan was there, and I could clearly hear her talking to others, but I didn't go in and tease her or joke like usual, but walked straight over.

As I left, I distinctly felt a beam of eyes on my back, but I didn't say anything and didn't look back. The mirror in front of me that sorted out her grooming reflected Zhao Qingwan's face, I didn't stop, her mouth moved, and she didn't say anything, just looked at me quietly until she turned the corner.

Look at boring people, doing boring things. I suddenly found that I seemed to be the same as the people in front of me who were holding a book in the library, sitting on the table quietly holding a novel of literary youth. The sun shone on their faces like golden statues, but the occasional teaser spoiled the quiet beauty of the moment.

It's been a long time since I've settled down to read a book, and I suddenly want to ask myself from the bottom of my heart. Am I really only here for that meager salary? It is said that the people who drift north are all young people with dreams, so? I used to be, am I still now?

At the end of the sea, the sky is the shore, and the mountain is the peak. I found that under the pressure of real life, I not only forgot this phrase that I used to think of as a motto, but also lost the persistence I had in the first place.

Looking at them, I felt as if I was still in the middle of the school, listening to the teacher's declaration of perseverance and not giving up. I used to be a book lover, so I took a book from the bookshelf next to me and read it with relish.

"Hey! Hey! Busy people are not busy now, and they are actually as bored as us to read books, and they are still so engrossed. "A face suddenly appeared in the back of the book, and although it exuded a sunny smile, it really scared me out of nowhere.

"You're really a goddess-scripture, do you know that people are scared to death, when I was looking at it, you suddenly appeared, and you didn't even say hello, it really appeared without a little defense." I stared at Peng Xinyu, who suddenly appeared in front of me, gritting my teeth with hatred.

Peng Xinyu, female, 21 years old, is a third-year student in the Department of Management of Beijing Normal University. The reason why we know each other is because the librarians recruited by Zhao Qingwan, the curator, are basically part-time students in the school, and all of them are girls. Now that I think about it, it was really an exception when I was able to come in, and I guess it was all due to Xie Bixia.

"I said when you were so timid, but it's not too much to scare you as a bookworm, don't you look at what time it is, I didn't see you go to dinner at noon, and then I stopped by to take a look, I didn't expect you to still wander in the sea of books, but I don't look at you like you're reading this kind of youthful book fascination." She looked at me with disdain, because I was holding a popular youth novel "The Girl We Chased Together in Those Years".

But because I know her character well, I didn't bother with her too much, after all, she is sometimes so aggressive. Looking at the time in his hand, it was already a little faster, and he was a little stunned, after all, this time of concentration passed so quickly, and the library in front of him was already empty and there was no one at this time.

I think it's been more than a month since I came to Beijing, but there are not many friends here, Xie Bixia is one, Zhao Qingwan is one, and the mysterious Jiang Xiuyun, Indifferent, Uncle Zhang, Nangong Feng, Li Zecheng, Yang Xin, Lu Tao, Zhou Ling, and finally Peng Xinyu in front of him and Zhang Xiaomo and Sun Nan, the partners of the library shift.

There are really only a handful of people who can really be regarded as friends, and since that incident, Sun Nan has been like a different person, and he has lost his previous sunshine at all, although we have been checking for a long time and don't know what it is for.

"Hey, what do you want to do? I didn't eat, I saw that you didn't come to eat before, so I packed it for you and brought one, you eat first, it is estimated that there is nothing to eat in the cafeteria. Peng Xinyu took out a packaged meal from his bag and handed it over

I said to me with a solemn face.

"I also discovered a secret about you! Do you want to hear it? ”

"What's the secret?"

I asked strangely as I opened the meal I had just arrived. Originally, I was still not curious, but when she said this, even I felt a little strange that I could have any secrets to be discovered.

"Did you and Sister Qingwan have a spark of love, or did you like her? I found that the two of you have been feeling a little wrong lately, it seems that something is going on, say it!

She asked seemingly casually, but the look on her face that looked like she had discovered a new continent betrayed the excitement in her heart. Or maybe I was looking forward to such an answer.

"You're thinking too much! Will I like her? How could it be, how could I possibly like her? Don't you know that the two of us are enemies? What's more, seeing that she is always cold, if it weren't for work, I would have liked to stay away from her. ”

Peng Xinyu's question really scared me, and I thought she had discovered something, because I didn't dare to say the answer to this question myself. But seeing her look of excitement and wanting to know the result, coupled with what Zhao Qingwan said last night, I hated it so much that I didn't sleep well all night, so I blurted out such a paragraph.

A figure stood there outside the door, the hand that had just wanted to knock on the door was put down so weakly, and the other hand was holding a beautifully packaged but crumbling lunch box.

In fact, Zhao Qingwan also just arrived here, she went back and thought about what she said last night, although she had her own difficulties, but she also understood that others didn't know that Zhao Lai was a person who would be repaid so far, and she was the only one who knew that if she didn't show ruthlessness, Zhao Lai would definitely let her subordinates take revenge on Ouyang Mingxuan's kindness. So she thought

After thinking about it, he decided to apologize to Ouyang Mingxuan.

When I went to eat at noon, Ouyang Mingxuan was not there, and then Zhao Qingwan saw that there was almost no food in the cafeteria after eating, so she hurriedly called Ouyang Mingxuan, who knew that when she heard such a passage as soon as she came in, her whole person was stunned.

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