Embarrassed for a moment, Ma Rong hugged the textbook in her arms tightly and said, "Then I have something to do, let's go first, you can talk." "

This is followed by a signature smile, which is very charming.

I kept looking at Ma Rong's back, the jumping ponytail on her back swayed around, what a beautiful picture, if time was frozen at this moment, it must be the most beautiful moment.

"Third brother, what do you want?" Gillian dangled her hand in front of my eyes.

Only then did I realize that Ma Rong had already disappeared away.

"Liu Yang, I can see that you still miss Ma Rong, you couldn't forget her before, and now you must want to talk to her, right?" Gillian spoke softly, which was very comfortable to listen to.

I looked at Gillian and didn't speak, but took a deep breath, taking it as a tacit acquiescence, because I couldn't forget that Ma Rong hurt Gillian a lot in the fourth middle school, these old things don't need to be mentioned again, it is inevitable to be sad.

We walked slowly forward, in the late autumn and early winter, the ginkgo trees on both sides of the road were golden, the road was covered with leaves, and the sun shone far away, and there were rays jumping on it, which was very beautiful.

"Third brother, I know you still like Ma Rong, but Ma Rong has a boyfriend, and it is Ouyang Zijie in our class." Gillian said to me, and then took my arm and continued to walk forward.

"Oh, yes, I'm here to play football." I said a little angrily.

"Third brother, it's okay, you still have me." Gillian turned to stand in front of me and looked at me and said, her smile was sweet, but it was different from Ma Rong's smile.

I smiled, touched her head with my hand, and continued to wander around the campus.

"Gillian, you've been here for a while, how do you feel about here?" I asked Gillian.

"It's good, everything here is new to me, I can forget all the people and things I used to do and live a new life."

"That's good, you've changed a lot, and you're much more sensible than before." I laughed.

"I used to love you stupidly, but I was deceived by your hypocrisy, and I blamed me for being too persistent and too careful, but then I came here and thought about it." Gillian said very easily, we haven't talked like this for a long time.

"You keep saying that I am hypocritical, and I am about to become my label, in fact, I don't deserve you to be so good to me, I am not qualified enough." I said to Gillian, thinking about the things I had done before, there was really no one left.

"Don't say that about yourself, it's not that you're not qualified enough, it's because you're too dazzling, I'm good to you because I follow your light and want to borrow your light, if I don't meet you, I will be even more inferior and introverted."

I can understand what Gillian means when she says this, there are too many things that have happened to her, and they are all different from the blows encountered by her peers, the reorganization of the family, the loss of relatives, and the suffering of poverty...... All of this is accumulated in her heart, who can carry these forwards like her, who can?

"I'm not as good as you think, like you said, I'm quite hypocritical, really, sometimes I look down on myself, it's not worth it for you to love me like before, I like Ma Rong, my brain just can't turn around, especially the axis, I feel that Ma Rong doesn't love it in this life."

"Liu Yang, do you think I'm not a virgin anymore." Gillian came out coldly, which surprised me.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" I'm a little embarrassed.

"You know, I gave the plane for the first time, so will you dislike me, I can't give you the first time." Gillian said very directly, I felt uncomfortable, this topic is a little far away.

"Gillian, I'm cranky, I've always treated you as a sister, and besides, what's important for the first time, it's just a knot in people's hearts, as long as you love someone, is it necessary to think about this?" I said.

"Is there a first time for Ma Rong?" She asked me.

I nodded, and I didn't know what Gillian was asking for.

"Did she give you the first time?" Gillian asked me again.

I still nodded, Gillian suddenly cried, I wondered, she asked me why I cried these things, this woman's mind is really hard to guess.

"Gillian, why are you crying? Don't cry, it's okay just now. I pulled Gillian to sit on the stone bench next to me, and then comforted her.

"I keep saying I love you, but I can't give you the first time, Ren Ma Rong left the best version of herself to you no matter what, no wonder you miss her." Gillian choked up and said to me.

I wanted to laugh but didn't dare, I didn't know it was so important to Gillian, and I didn't know why she thought that.

"Third brother, you said that it would be good if we went to bed early, even if we weren't together, what else could I leave for you, so that you would remember me, what I left you in the past was all unreasonable, careful, hateful and jealous, why am I so bad? I used to be like that, I shouldn't have done that to you. Gillian began to blame herself, and the more she cried, the more fierce she became.

"It wasn't because of love before, Gillian, you are very good, but I didn't cherish it, it's all my fault, don't be like this." I said.

"Then you hate me?" Gillian asked me.

"What do I dislike about you?"

"I'm not here, there is no first time, will you dislike me."

"How can you dislike it, I said that you are very good, but I didn't cherish it."

Gillian was suddenly happy and wanted to drill into my arms, and I realized that Gillian had been asking me if I liked her and if I wanted to start a new life with her.

I suddenly stood up, Gillian pounced, and then looked up at me very incomprehensibly, and I said, "I should go back, the coach explained when he left in the morning, let's wait for them to come back and participate in training together." "

Gillian's expression suddenly fell, holding her chin with her hands in a daze, I was afraid that something would happen if we continued to talk, I promised the steamed buns, and I would definitely bring Gillian back to him.

When I thought of the scene where the steamed bun gave me, I turned around and walked towards the dormitory, I can't make mistakes like before, and some feelings can't be as hypocritical as before.

So I left, leaving Gillian sitting alone, looking a little lonely and a little loving.

When I returned to the dormitory, Deng Zihao was still snoring, and I was sleepy after thinking about it for a while, so I lay down and fell asleep.

I didn't sleep long before someone knocked on the door, Cui Jian sent someone to call us to train, I only slept for a while, and I was very unhappy, but I had no choice but to get up and follow, the whole person was like a fugue, walking was floating.

We gathered at the football field, and now everyone is standing together, a total of eighteen people, everyone is standing with their heads up, looking at their appearance, they are tired enough in the morning, and they are weak to speak.

Cui Jian stood in front and began to speak, we went to the international middle school special training, from today will officially kick off, a five-month training time, after the end of the training, we will participate in the provincial youth football competition held once every four years, known as the Golden Cup.