CHAPTER XXXII

"Fei Zi, I ......"

Looking at the stammering and pale face of the big boy in front of him, Yu Zi didn't know what was going on? The mood did not fluctuate at all, and it was very calm.

"What do you want to say?" Yu Zi's tone was very peaceful, and she habitually had a smile on her face, but the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes.

Seeing such a calm concubine, Cheng Guang didn't know how to speak. At the beginning, he and Yu Zi promised that the two would be together after the college entrance examination. But now......

Thinking of last night's accident, Cheng Guang really wanted to slap himself. The results of the college entrance examination have come down, and yesterday was the day when everyone came to the school to fill out the volunteer form. Cheng Guang's grades have always been very good, but this time he gave a high score in the exam with extraordinary performance, and it is not a problem at all in general key universities.

But Wu Zhilan played abnormally, she had a hard time studying after she was assigned to a class, but she usually had Cheng Guang to give her a small class, and she could barely keep up. Who knew that the confession incident a month ago gave her one more thing to worry about, which directly led to no focus on studying.

In the end, I found out that I didn't even have the second line, and with her results, I could only go to that third-rate university. Originally, Cheng Guang was torn between Fei Zi and Wu Zhilan, but after learning Wu Zhilan's results, he decided to choose Yu Zi, who did better than him in the exam this time.

Who knew that after filling out the volunteer form last night, I don't know who said that they would go to the party together, Cheng Guang watched everyone go, so he followed.

Who knows, after the exam, everyone let go, and some boys even ordered wine. There was not only beer, but also liquor, Cheng Guang didn't pay attention to it, and took a small glass of liquor in one gulp. He had never drunk alcohol and poured it directly, and when he woke up, he found that he was lying with Wu Zhilan.

I think of Wu Zhilan's messy long hair, red and swollen lips, and bruised **** body in the morning. Cheng Guang knew that he and Yu Zi would never have a chance again, maybe it was really the best thing that he couldn't get, he always regretted Yu Zi in his heart, maybe he was unwilling!

Therefore, he deliberately asked Yu Zi out today, not to say that he wanted to confess to Yu Zi, but just a subconscious behavior, and at the same time he was eager to know Yu Zi's thoughts.

Until he saw Yu Zi, the girl who amazed him throughout his youth, dressed so simply, Cheng Guang had unspeakable regrets in his heart at this time.

Blame himself? blamed himself for not holding it back, and let the relationship between the two come to his heart at the last moment. It's still strange to Fei Zi, she didn't promise him at the time, if Yu Zi promised him at the beginning, then will they always be together?

Cheng Guang wanted to say something to Yu Zi, but what should he say? Cheng Guang's face turned pale, and he looked at Yu Zi without saying a word. Now it's too late to destroy it, he is already sorry for Yu Zi, and he can't be sorry for Zhilan who has always loved him!

And what about Yu Zi? At the beginning, when she saw the picture of Cheng Guang and Wu Zhilan together, she said in her heart that it was not sad to be fake, after all, in her past and present lives, Cheng Guang was the boy she had a good impression of when she was a teenager. What's more, she originally wanted to simply accept Cheng Guang.

It's a pity that they are destined to be indifferent after all! After thinking about it these days, Yu Zi also wanted to open it. And Yu Zi found that when she saw Wu Zhilan confessing to Cheng Guang, she was a little sad at first. Later, with the reason for the upcoming college entrance examination, she had already put this matter behind her, until Cheng Guang came out for her.

Yu Zi found that after seeing Cheng Guang, she didn't have the excitement she had when she first saw Cheng Guang after being reborn, and she wondered in her heart, was she too calm?

Although Yu Zi is not very beautiful, she is definitely not ugly, plus Yu Zi moves every day after rebirth, and often maintains her skin. Yu Zi's posture can be regarded as upper-middle, and at the same time, her indifferent and detached temperament has added a lot of points to her.

At this moment, Yu Zi is just dressed simply, but it gives people a slim and graceful feeling. The eighteen-year-old girl is in the prime of her life, not to mention that she is reborn from the purple and gives her a mysterious feeling.

Cheng Guang looked at Yu Zi and was stunned for a while, so that Wu Zhilan, who was hiding in the dark, almost didn't grit her teeth, she originally thought that as long as she handed herself over to Cheng Guang, then Cheng Guang would definitely belong to her.

That's right, everything was planned by her that morning, and when she told Cheng Guang about her college entrance examination results, she obviously felt Cheng Guang's heart sway.

That's why she casually mentioned it when chatting with her classmates that she was graduating soon, and it would be difficult for her to get together again in the future. It was also she who replaced Cheng Guang's glass of wine with liquor, and she will always remember the drunken Cheng Guang rudely running through her body.

She saw Cheng Guang's apologetic eyes looking at her as she wished, but she didn't see any love in Cheng Guang's eyes.

At the same time, Wu Zhilan was also a little uncertain in her heart, so after Cheng Guang left, she endured the pain of breaking the melon for the first time in her body and followed Cheng Guang.

After hearing him calling, I followed him to the park, and then saw Cheng Guang's nostalgia for Yu Zi. Wu Zhilan wept silently, full of hatred and looked at the two people who were looking at each other not far away, her heart was full of unwillingness.

Yu Zi looked at Cheng Guang who was only staring at her and didn't speak, sighed, and urged again: "Cheng Guang, what do you want to say to me?" ”

"I, I, I'm going to tell you something." The more Cheng Guang spoke, the quieter his voice became, and finally his head became lower and lower, "Yu Zi, I'm with Zhilan." ”

Yu Zi's eyes widened, although she had seen Wu Zhilan confess to Cheng Guang before, she also saw that Cheng Guang was still hesitating at that time. Originally, Yu Zi thought that Cheng Guang would think about it for a while before making a decision, but she didn't expect that Cheng Guang had already made a choice in just a month.

Suddenly, Yu Zi smiled, but her beautiful face looked charming and charming, her eyes were as bright as water, and Cheng Guang was stunned for a while.

"Really? That's a big deal. Yu Zi's voice was a little faint, and there were no emotional ups and downs, just turned around and turned his back to Cheng Guang.

"No, Yu Zi, I, I'm not really, I'm ...... I'm sorry! Cheng Guang wanted to say something, but found that any explanation seemed so pale in front of the facts, this was the first time that an eighteen-year-old boy felt that fate was playing tricks on him, and a thousand words finally turned into a sorry!

"You don't have to say sorry to me, you don't feel sorry for me in any way, after all, we didn't really get started. I am friends with you and Zhilan, you are together, I bless you. Yu Zi has a smile on her face, who wouldn't say good things, since Cheng Guang and Wu Zhilan are together, Yu Zi will not be the third party who destroys other people's feelings.

Yu Zi's words made Cheng Guang and Wu Zhilan, who was hiding in the shadows, stunned, and Cheng Guang looked at Yu Zi with an extra layer of guilt. And Wu Zhilan was more moved in her heart, originally she came to find Yu Zi after seeing Cheng Guang with her, and she was jealous of Yu Zi.

But I didn't expect that Yu Zi not only didn't blame them, but also blessed them, and felt a little weak in my heart because I deliberately alienated Yu Zi before. However, she knew that she did not regret it in her heart, if she did it again, she would still alienate Yu Zi, because the relationship between men and women cannot have a third person.

"Thank you! But after all, I'm sorry for you! Cheng Guang wanted to hold Yu Zi's hand with some emotion.

However, he was avoided by the quick-eyed Yu Zi, and said with a smile: "Cheng Guang, you are too ungentleman, in fact, I have always regarded you as a friend, and I have no feelings for you between men and women!" And I didn't say at the time that I would definitely be with you after the college entrance examination! So, it's strange that you don't have to live up to me like that! ”

After listening to Yu Zi's words, Cheng Guang's face became pale, and his words were a little weak: "Uh! Then, then I'm relieved! ”

After that, the two didn't speak for a long time, and the atmosphere slowly became a little awkward. In the end, it was Yu Zi who broke the embarrassment and got up from the park bench.

"It's not early, and there will be something at home in a while, so I'll leave first."

Cheng Guang got up: "Okay, I know you applied for Kyoto J University, although we are not in the same university, but our school is very close to J University, only two streets apart." If you have anything to do in the future, just come to me. Cheng Guang knew that he couldn't keep Yu Zi, so he choked up a little as he spoke, wiped his eyes with both hands fiercely, and took a deep breath.

"yes, okay!" Yu Zi forced a smile and turned to leave.

It wasn't until Yu Zi's back was completely missing that Cheng Guang sat back on the bench with a sluggish expression. Wu Zhilan suddenly felt a little confused when she saw such a Cheng Guang who was no longer as radiant as before, she didn't know why things had become the way they were.

It's just that the residual pain in her body makes her understand that she has no way back, otherwise she will lose even more. Wu Zhilan glanced at Cheng Guang firmly, and did not choose to step forward at this time, but turned to leave.

No one knew that Yu Zi, who had already left, came back, and she saw Wu Zhilan who left lonely. At the same time, she looked at the young man sitting on the bench for a long time, until Cheng Guang left, and she sat on the bench again.

Yu Zi remembered that when she first saw Cheng Guang, he was full of spirit and flamboyance; remembered the boy who smiled gently at her in his previous life; remembered the look of disappointment on her face after being obsessed with the novel; I thought of the boy who blushed shy at her after being reborn, and the boy who often looked at her secretly with admiring eyes.

Yu Zi lied to Cheng Guang, she really liked him, and really thought about living with him for the rest of her life! However, such a simple and beautiful boy no longer belongs to her......

Yu Zi remembered a song and hummed softly:

There was such a teenager

I used to be shy and in love with me

used to look at me secretly

I'm still waiting for you

But you walked into her heart

I'm not that strong

before choosing to turn around and leave

Waiting for a person, simple

It's hard to wait for two people to tell a story

Amazed the cardamom of that year

Jasper years say goodbye

In the end, there is a fate but no part