I was supported by Gillian and followed Gillian in a daze, feeling as if I was getting farther and farther away from the direction of the school, Gillian didn't say a word, I saw her side face in the moonlight was particularly bright, and my heart gradually softened, and I wanted to follow Gillian all the way.

Ah Liang, the plane, the steamed buns they all drank high, along the way singing constantly, the Buddha drove his Toyota domineering special wind with his group of brothers left, in a trance I remembered some of the things that the Buddha explained to me when he was eating.

The big Buddha said that I would help him pass a message to Ran Jing, saying that he liked Ran Jing very much, and every time he saw her, he had a different feeling, and every time he gave Ran Jing something to say, Ran Jing would avoid it, and he couldn't do it himself.

The big Buddha said that he decided not to like Gillian anymore, but Gillian is the first woman he has ever liked in his life, he wants Gillian to live well and live happily, after all, when he was squatting inside, he thought about Gillian day and night, this is his first love, although it is not perfect, he misses it deeply.

I told him that Gillian is really stupid, she can't tell what is really emotional, and her brothers are so good to him, when she is her own sister, she hurts many people intentionally or unintentionally.

The big Buddha scolded me directly, I love to pretend, I am a pen, what Gillian likes is me, and the brothers can see that I am alone and pretending to be confused and hypocritical.

I was stupid and stunned, I knew that Gillian liked me, always liked me, my heart was like a mirror, but I just didn't want to admit it, I didn't want to face it, love is really complicated, I just want to love whoever I want, but others want to love me, what should I do.

The big Buddha threw me a sentence directly, Qiao San, don't be in the blessing and don't know the blessing, take care of your own affairs, don't leave regrets for yourself, some things you must face in person, don't run away, there are gains and gains, gains and losses.

I picked up the wine bottle and poured myself wildly, wanting to use the effect of alcohol to enlighten myself, how to make a decision, but the Buddha didn't let me think quietly, so I had to promise him to bring a message to Ran Jing.

As soon as I talked about Ran Jing, I thought of Lin Ling, and my childhood sweetheart, two little girls who had no guesses, she was very simple in my eyes at that time, I always thought I was her center, but what I didn't expect was that she actually fell in love with the gangster Shihu, and she took the initiative herself, everyone has a correct view of right and wrong, why Lin Ling's desired love didn't distinguish between right and wrong, which is really unfair to her.

Lin Ling had a fetus for Shi Hu, her body was no longer complete, her heart was no longer pure, and the loss and disappointment were like a black hole that made her unable to extricate herself.

I basically write to Lin Ling every week, but I never receive a reply, I want to know Lin Ling's news, whether it is good or not, I still be her big brother next door, she is my little sister next door, so very good.

I was almost half asleep, leaning on Gillian's soft and gentle village, thinking about a lot of problems that I couldn't solve, the night breeze with moisture continued to blow in my face, and gradually I woke up, my eyes flashed with the white light of the moon, and I was very energetic.

"You're awake" Gillian still hugged me and didn't let go of her hand.

I slowly pulled Gillian's arm away, got up from the wooden bench on the side of the road in the park, stood up straight, looked around in confusion and asked Gillian: "Why did we get here, didn't we go back to school to sleep?" ”

"Third brother, you asked me to bring you here, you quietly told me, let me go slowly, we won't go back tonight." Gillian blushed half of her face as she spoke, looking very shy.

I'm wondering, did I say it? I remember as if I didn't say anything, but I drank too much at the time, and I don't know what I said.

I said to Gillian: "You see I've drunk too much, all the nonsense, go, go, go, hurry back to school, it's so late, or I'll progress into the dormitory." ”

"Third brother, you didn't talk nonsense, you spit out the truth after drinking, what you said is true, if I don't go back, you just give me a little time, okay?" Gillian looked at me with wide eyes and a very well-behaved look, like a cute Persian cat looking at me with bright eyes all the time.

"Let's go back, it's so cold, it's easy to get sick, let's find a taxi, and we'll be at school in a while." I said that I was going to take Gillian back, and Gillian was a hundred unwilling.

"Third brother, I won't go back, I won't go back, I just want to stay with you, just give me some time, just take it as if I begged you, begged you." Gillian looked at me pitifully, which made my heart feel very soft, and I began to waver.

"Gillian, what's wrong with you, what's the matter?" I asked her.

"It's okay, I just want to stay with you and listen to you, since you saved me last time, you have been with me for a while, so that I have something to rely on, but then we don't even have the opportunity to meet, I know I shouldn't take up your time, but I just can't control myself, I just can't help but miss you, I want to stay by your side when I think about you, but I haven't had a chance, third brother, just pity me, let me stay with you tonight, okay?" Gillian said with tears in her eyes, but in the end she couldn't help crying, crying so much that it broke my heart.

I hurriedly stepped forward to wipe Gillian's tears with my hand, looking at her very pitiful, I wanted to protect her and take care of her.

Gillian rushed into my arms, leaned on my shoulder and cried all of a sudden, I felt like the whole sky had fallen, just like I said before, every time I saw Gillian it was like coming to Jiangnan where rain loved, and even the air around me was humid.

"Gillian, I promise you, we won't go back, I'll take care of you tonight, okay?" I stretched out my hand and finally hugged Gillian's small waist, she didn't have the aristocratic atmosphere of Ma Rong, but all of them were real, down-to-earth femininity.

Gillian didn't say anything, just hugged me, she said that holding me was very safe and fulfilling, she had been waiting for this day for a long time, I could feel her love for me, but I really couldn't accept it, because I loved Ma Rong, so I really didn't want Gillian to fall too deep.

It was too cold to stay outside, so I took Gillian to the video hall on People's Street, 30 yuan a night, you can watch all kinds of Hong Kong, Taiwan, mainland, the United States, Japan and South Korea and other foreign discs, if you don't want to watch it, you can also use it as a hotel to stay in, you can sleep in it for a night.

The facilities in the video hall are very simple, a bed, a TV, a DVD, nothing else, the boss came in and said: "What kind of movies do you want to watch, I have a new film that I just got my hands on recently, it is very vigorous and energetic, do you want to watch it?" ”

When Gillian heard this, she shouted happily: "Good, good, as long as it looks good." ”

The boss looked at Gillian with a very strange expression, and said, "No, it's so direct." Then he continued: "This film is absolutely beautiful, I make sure you can see it......" The boss didn't say any more, just laughed non-stop.

After waiting for a while, the boss took the films he said, we couldn't wait to open a black plastic bag and take out a few discs, Gillian took them first, but I didn't expect them to be all naked ** pictures, so scared that Gillian quickly threw the discs on the ground, her little face instantly red like a monkey's buttocks, and she hid away and said: "What are you doing, it's really nasty." ”

"Don't throw it away, I spent a lot of money and a lot of effort to get it, you broke it for me, but you have to pay me money." The boss quickly picked it up from the ground and blew the dirt on the disc in distress, and from my point of view, the boss seemed to be deliberately blowing on the naked woman's lower body and the ru-room, and he himself was shaking from time to time.

"We're all students, don't spread ** ideas to me, find some tight films." I told my boss that he took a few of the latest discs from the shelves outside, including "The City Full of Golden Armor", "Ink Attack", "Crazy Stone", "Dragon Tiger Gate", "Little Train", "Birds Over the City" and so on.

Then I watched it with Gillian, the fluorescent of the TV kept changing and the colors flickered, and the two of us followed the story in the movie for a while laughing and then being silent.

When I saw it late at night, Gillian secretly said to me: "Third brother, what did you say about the films that the boss took just now, those people didn't even wear clothes, what are they playing." ”

I pretended to be serious and said to Gillian: "Little brat, don't think about it, those are all pornographic films, and it's easy to commit crimes after watching them." ”

"How did you commit a crime, the story was played by someone else, how could we commit a crime, you lied to me."

What Gillian said left me speechless.