It's too late to regret

In the meeting room, Wen Mo met Zhou Ju for the second time.

Compared with the last time we met, Zhou Ju's face was ruddy and her complexion was good, and it looked like she must have eaten well yesterday and rested well. It seems that she is really mentally prepared.

is still wearing a white sleeveless dress, which does not match the late autumn season, between Zhou Ju and Wen Mo, there is only a table more than half a meter wide, Wen Mo can clearly see the goosebumps on Zhou Ju's arms that protrude because of the cold, but she obviously doesn't care about it.

People who like white often yearn for purity in their hearts. Wen Mo thought of this sentence and couldn't help but feel sorry for Zhou Ju. The so-called yearning, only if you ask but can't do it, you need to yearn for it.

Being raped by strangers, framed by classmates, misunderstood by school, and abandoned by parents. As everyone knows, at about this time last year, this young girl lost all the life she was familiar with within 24 hours, not because of her own subjective intention. Wen Mo could imagine how lonely and desperate Zhou Ju was after leaving the campus. But she has no friends or relatives around her, so she can only bear it silently alone. The people who should have supported her the most and believed in her did not give her strength.

That's why after knowing the truth, it's so unbearable.

Originally, I felt that I was just unlucky, and I met the wrong person at the wrong time and place, so I ate Huanglian dumbly, and I had to swallow all the pain in my stomach, but I didn't expect that she was hurt by someone at all, but it was ridiculous that she was afraid of being embarrassed and didn't choose to call the police, and finally cheapened the two insidious women.

That's why I'd rather accompany my own life, but also to break the two people who made her so miserable but didn't have the slightest repentance.

The butcher knife raised high and swung down again was the last cry of the always introverted Zhou Ju.

Murder pays for life, and it is justified. If you kill someone, you have to bear the price of killing, even if the killing was impulsive at the time, but then it brought her no fear of death, just the comfort of liberation.

There is no need to think about how her classmates and alumni will talk about her after she resumes classes, and she no longer has to be sad, what will happen if her parents ignore her from now on, and she no longer has to worry about how hard she will maintain her life in the future.

Her heart is so tired that she would rather choose death.

So, she changed into her favorite white dress and didn't run away.

"Zhou Ju, if you want, I can tell your whole story to your homeroom teacher and counselor teacher, or your parents, don't you want to meet them during this last time? Are you going to leave this world with the world's misunderstanding of you? Don't you feel wronged? ”

Wen Mo thought that Zhou Ju would care, after all, she was not cruel by nature to kill, but she had been psychologically suppressed for too long to find a suitable flashpoint, after she died, why did she still have a reputation for misconduct?

Unfortunately, she guessed wrong again. Zhou Ju only lowered his head and thought about it for less than a minute, and then simply refused: "Everyone is dead, what can I do if others are wronged or not?" I won't know. My name before and after my death is not so important to me. I don't want to see anyone. She paused for a moment, and then continued: "Even if I die, my parents will not be so sad." They can still live well, so why bother making them feel guilty? My sister is gone, I'm leaving, their evening is bleak, isn't it miserable enough? ”

"The first time we met, you had an opinion about me, is it because of your sister? You hate more than you love your sister who is not in good health, so you don't want to see everyone who is not in good health, do you? Luo Qin, who was in charge of the record, suddenly asked.

Zhou Ju nodded a little embarrassedly, and didn't dare to look up at Luo Qin. In this way, she really let Wen Mo see the honest and introverted girl in the mouths of the teachers and students of the school. In fact, after the initial rumors passed, most of the students who knew Zhou Ju were still skeptical, but they and Zhou Ju were just ordinary classmates, and they couldn't reach the point of denouncing the school for her, so Zhou Ju was ordered to suspend school.

"Do you love your sister? Love your parents? ”

"Love? It's love, too. After all, it is my own blood relatives, my parents gave me life and raised me, although I am not as good as my sister, but I still remember that once when I was a child, I had a high fever, very sick, it was raining heavily, my father carried me all the way to the hospital, my mother cried like a tearful person, the two of them were so wet that they were dripping all the time, but I didn't get a drop of rain. Zhou Ju's expression was a little confused, and he told this warm scene: "They accompanied me, wiped my sweat, fed me water, and never left." When I got home, my sister gave me one of her favorite dolls, telling me not to be like her, but to grow up healthy and healthy. ”

"No matter what they do to me now, I can love them or not, but I won't hate, because they gave me the happiest part of my life."

This may be the difference between Mi Yumei and Zhou Ju.

Parents are also human beings, and people will have their own preferences, and partiality is also human nature. Wen Mo believes that the saying that there are parents in the world is wrong, and some people are really not suitable to be parents. But as a child, you don't have the right to choose your parents at all, you can only choose what you want in the future.

Infinitely magnify the good of others to you, what you learn is to be grateful, and infinitely magnify the bad of others to you, what you learn can only be resentment.

So Mi Yumei hated her parents' partiality, hated her sister for being favored, killed her sister, and escaped from the home she regarded as hell; Zhou Ju thought about the good of her parents and sisters, although the relationship was never far or close, but she did not lose a pure heart.

Even if he also committed an unforgivable crime, Zhou Ju is more sympathetic than Mi Yumei.

At the end of the conversation, Zhou Ju returned to the cell. The day before her execution, she entrusted the prison guards to transfer the 3,000 yuan she had saved as a tutor for half a year to her parents, and at the same time brought a few words to Wen Mo.

She said that she regretted a little, if she didn't use such an extreme way, but took a detour and got Zuo Shiyi's video materials, the three gangsters would definitely be punished by the law, and Zuo Shiyi and Liang Ranqiu would also get the punishment they deserved, and she wouldn't have to pay the price of her life for it.

At that time, under the anger of the moment, she didn't have time to think about anything, and one misstep turned into a thousand years of hatred, she hoped that Wen Mo would take her case to educate students, and no one would follow in her footsteps.

On that day, Zhou Ju was still wearing a white dress, slowly kneeling on the ground in the cold wind, closing her eyes, and a line of tears flowed.

A gunshot rang out, and it was all over......