We followed Lao Yu from the southwest direction, he brought the key, opened the door and we all ran in, Lao Yu said: "You guys hurry up from here, no one will find out, today is really happy, next time we continue to drink, I didn't drink too much, really didn't drink too much." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ"

We turned around and smiled and hurried away, Lao Yu closed the door, and it was dark all around in an instant, and I suddenly thought that when I ran into the garbage chute in Juxianglou, I couldn't stand it anymore.

I couldn't help but feel nauseous, I felt like I was starting to convuls, I couldn't control myself, and suddenly I imagined that there were mosquitoes and flies everywhere, and there were many mice scurrying around, and I felt that it was difficult to breathe, and I felt itchy all over my body, and I felt that my back was full of sweat.

I couldn't help but shout, Shi Hu suddenly grabbed my hand, I was trembling and wanted to break free, Shi Hu looked at me in surprise, and everyone stopped.

"Liu Yang, what's wrong with you, it's okay."

At this time, I couldn't control myself, as if I had fallen into an evil spirit, I could smell the disgusting smell out of thin air, and I couldn't breathe when I was depressed.

"Liu Yang, what's wrong with you, why are you so afraid of the dark, what's going on." Shi Hu kept asking me.

I opened Shi Hu's hand and rushed along the light in front of me, screaming as I ran, it was really like crazy.

The others also ran after me, pushed open the hidden door and arrived at the back door of the cafeteria, from which was the back hill of the school, and this door was the place where the cafeteria transported goods, and I was quiet when I came out.

Looking at the light outside, it was as comfortable as when I came out of the garbage chute of Juxianglou and saw the outside world, greedy and enjoying, and my heart began to calm down, not impatient.

So he took out a cigarette and smoked it desperately, and then gave one to each of the other brothers, and everyone sat down, blushing and the wine they had just drunk was on their faces.

Shi Hu came over and sat next to me and said, "Liu Yang, you were okay just now." "

I shook my head and smiled reluctantly, "It's okay now." He took a hard puff of his cigarette and suddenly felt comfortable.

"It's okay, damn it, it looked scary just now."

"You don't know why I'm like this, when I was celebrating my birthday in Juxiang Building, you followed Daben and rushed into Juxiang Building, do you know?" I asked, looking at him.

Shi Hu's face was a little stagnant, and after a pause, he said, "What's the matter, that time was the game of Da Benbu, and it was really ruthless." "

"Yes, you wanted to kill me at the beginning, but unfortunately I am a cat with nine lives, and I can't kill me."

"It's in the past, don't say that, I want to expose the past grievances and grievances."

At this time, I was not so rational: "What you said is very light, you know how Lao Tzu escaped in the first place, you were forced into the garbage chute of Juxianglou, those rotten vegetables, meat, soup, etc., you are all from head to toe, those stenches are worse than the smell of sewers, such a big rat swarms run over, chirping and biting your feet, and the clumps of mosquitoes and flies think you are a dead corpse and fly at you, have you tried?" How the do you feel? You have to keep an eye on your feet at all times, and if you accidentally step on a small bag of garbage, pull your feet out, and the smell that comes out can make you faint, or will you step on a rat or some bug that is eating carrion, you don't know how many wriggling maggots crawl in that meat, have you ever seen it? "

I was very uncalm and vented, I smoked several cigarettes, and my heart began to be uncalm again, Shi Hu was there listening to me.

"But in the end I came out alive, and it was worse than coming out of a dung pit, can you feel it? I'm up, my brothers, one by one the expelled ones, the ones who were caught in, what do the brothers think of me, and Gillian was so ruined, it's actually my best brother who fell on him, and let me see it with my own eyes, in this life, I Liu Laosan doesn't owe anyone or anyone, but this time I am ruined, I owe Gillian and my brothers, all because of you, all because of you. "

After saying that, I left without looking back, Shi Hu shouted from behind, I didn't look back, and ran along the road at an accelerated speed.

At this time, my heart was desolate, and my heart was extremely entangled, thinking that I and my brothers were treated like this by them, but now I began to call Shi Hu and them brothers, the more I thought about it, the more wrong it was, the more I thought about myself, the more I slapped myself, I didn't understand my hatred, and continued to smoke, until I felt that it hurt and stopped, so I squatted down and hugged my head and began to cry.

Suddenly, someone patted me on the back, I thought it was Shi Hu, so I said, "Don't touch me, the past can't get over, you can go." "

"What do you say, what is the past between me and you?"

As soon as I heard the voice of Shi Hu, I turned my head and saw that it was a mouse, I looked around again, he was alone, the mouse was dressed like a special soldier today, and he was very energetic.

"Why are you, what are you doing today?" I asked him.

"Your uncle, look at you like you really don't look like you usually, crying like a girl, dead people are still forced-cheap, what's the matter." The rat looked at me with a frown.

"Nothing, nothing." I wiped my face with my sleeve, sniffed, and stood up.

"Don't be hypocritical, just say anything, you can't hide anything, it's all written on your face, what else do you pretend to me, tell me, what's going on, there's a brother, you're afraid of a bird." The rat patted me on the shoulder, took out two cigarettes and lit them together, and handed me one.

"How can I tell you about this, I think of the fact that we gave me my birthday in Juxianglou before, and I blame me, I blame me, I blame the brothers, I hurt the brothers, I hurt Gillian, I hurt you, and I also beat the steamed buns, all blame me."

After saying that, I started crying again, crying and taking a puff of cigarette, choking, coughing constantly, feeling like I had to cough up my stomach, this taste was too uncomfortable.

The mouse patted me on the back and said, "Okay, don't think about it, it's all in the past, and you still remember what you are doing, how big it is, as for it." "

"As for what I, Liu Laosan, did not do authentically, it was my fault, but I didn't give an explanation to my brothers, I owe it to my brothers."

"What, are you going to prove it to your brothers with your death?"

"I ...... I ...... "I can't speak, I don't know how to say it."

"What's the matter, look at your cowardice, what are you still thinking about doing in the past, if you do this again, I won't recognize you as a brother, who hasn't made a mistake yet, it's not your fault alone, is it useful for you to make yourself like this? Everyone knows in their hearts that some things are not what you want to do, and since things have happened, we should do what we want. After the rat finished speaking, my heart felt better, so I couldn't help crying, smoked a little too much, and retched for a while.

"Mouse, I've been a little closer to Shi Hu recently, he has helped me many times, today Ouyang Zijie brought someone to block me, Shi Hu came to save me again, and then Ouyang Ziqing brought someone here, we ran away, Lao Yu of the restaurant took us here, I don't know if it's right to be like this with Shi Hu, thinking of when we fought with Shi Hu before, I really didn't expect that I could call him a brother now."

The mouse didn't have a surprised expression after listening to me, I told him a little last time, he said: "There are some things that no one can control, let it be, he helps you repay the favor, but he owes his brothers, not you can help everyone pay back." "

I looked at the mouse and didn't speak again, and after a while I asked him, "What are you doing here?" "

The mouse god said mysteriously: "This is a secret, I told you, you have to keep it secret." "