Chapter 159: I don't want to be affected by you

I was stunned for a moment, thinking about it, he wanted to ask this sentence a long time ago, but he has endured it until now.

It's just that when I say this, it is like asking me to confess, so I remember that whether I am named or not, now my identity is his fiancΓ©e, and if I want to confess, it is also natural.

Come to think of it, I owe so much to confess, I broke into Si's at night, stayed with Si Tianzhe for a few hours, and then I had to explain to Zuoxi; I'm with Zosi, and I'm going to give an account to all those who love me; I want revenge, because I have to give Bella an account; I can't hate killing, I can't be afraid of blood, because I have to give an account for everything that has been destroyed.

However, no one ever gave me an explanation.

"Tell me......" he raised his eyes, his tone tinged with urgency and despair.

Yes, I didn't really want to see him, although I did.

However, I was afraid to see him, and I was afraid that my eyes would confess uncontrollably.

The coolness of my fingertips spread and gradually poured into my heart, and I came back to my senses and nodded gently, "Yes, you're right." ”

His eyes twitched, and he was stunned for a moment.

"But ......"

"Don't," before he could react, he had already held me tightly in his arms, and his voice trembled, "I just need to know that you will stay with me, even if your heart can't stay for me, but, that's good, really, that's good......"

I closed my eyes, and all I had left was my shell.

In this way, when everything is a foregone conclusion, it is best to play the role of fate with peace of mind and not fight in vain. People are less tired.

*

The next evening, when the canopy was completely dark, I was in the silence of the wilderness. Not far away, there was a quiet Huozen night that almost seeped into the deep darkness of the air.

To be honest, I'm very puzzled, in the past, this kind of daily practice that stimulates a sense of creativity through situational experience, Huo Czen never participated, but today is strange.

The sky in the far suburbs darkened very quickly and completely. I cleared my mind and tried to draw every minute of the night into my blood, just like him.

"You last time. Got a shot? ”

Just as I was about to forget that there was someone else around me, a voice came from afar.

It's rare for Huo Bingshan to take the initiative to talk to someone, and I didn't turn my head, and responded lightly: "Hmm." ”

"It's intense......"

"Hmm."

After a short Q&A. Silence returned. However, I vaguely felt the gaze on my side, carving a line of light and shadow in the night.

I looked back, Huo Cengye's eyes really didn't come over, the indifferent pupils were a little scrutinized, I hooked my lips and smiled, and I was in a rare mood to joke with him, "Don't worry, I'm still alive." ”

His eyes stared at me coldly. Young Master Huo was obviously very disdainful of my whim of cold humor, and I pouted. Turn your gaze to the distant wilderness.

"Let's go back." After a while, he said indifferently, and that gesture made me think that he must be speaking to the air, not me.

The next moment, the other person had already turned around and stepped on the road from which he had come.

But......

I went up and asked, "Why?" It's still early, and besides, the wilderness at midnight is different from now, and that silence and darkness is what you want, isn't it? ”

However, if he would give an explanation for his actions, he would not be Hotzenye.

"Hey-" I was a little angry, and I felt an irrepressible tightness in my chest when I thought that all the experiences I had in my life of being ignored were caused by this Huo Bingshan, "Then where are you going next?" ”

"Go back." Two words for a straight board.

"And what about me, I want to go back to the studio with you?" I persevered in the question, and at the same time I had to stride after him, and in the dark wilderness, I stepped on the potholed road under my feet, and several times I was about to fall crookedly.

"Wherever you like, it's none of my business."

"What do you mean...... Is this exercise over? "I'm surprised, tonight's Huozen night is too abnormal, he is usually the most workaholic, and it's common to stay up all night, why is it a big change of 180 degrees today, "Tell you, don't blame me for the tunes I wrote that don't meet your standards, what do you say that the part that reflects the darkness of the night is insufficient, and the tunes written by the experience are naturally lacking in expressiveness......"

Damn, if I didn't have the courage to spend the night alone in the wilderness, I wouldn't have had the backbone to follow him back.

Hearing this, the person walking in front suddenly stopped, I took the opportunity to steady my breath, and saw him turn around and spit out two words with a straight face, "Idiot." ”

"Huh?" He actually scolded me?

I was stunned in this short sentence, although I was used to his quiet and waveless tone, but what was the matter with being called an idiot for some reason?

Before he could react, he walked forward as usual, "It's okay if you want to be in danger again, I don't want to be affected by you." ”

I see. I rolled my eyes, the reason why Young Master Huo was in a hurry to go back was that I was afraid that I would repeat the mistake of being attacked last time in the middle of the night, and then affect him.

I didn't feel good and said: "If you're afraid of being affected by me, don't come with me, whether it's Pai Xiaoyu or someone else, it's better than letting me get along with a piece of thousand-year-old ice......" The last sentence became quieter and quieter, almost inaudible.

The back in front of him was as cold as usual, he didn't bother with me, just coldly threw two words, "Idiot." ”

"You-"

Staring at him gloomily, I and this Huo Bingshan must be born with a natural restraint of words and inability to communicate, if this continues, I may want to consider counting the days on the calendar to calculate how long it will be before I can get out of the sea of misery and escape.

*

However, no matter how long it takes, this period of suffering still has to endure.

At noon the next day, I received a call from Xiao Yu, informing me to go to a place, and the tone was very formal.

I rushed over to a small white building in the center of the city and pushed open a room that looked like a studio hall.

It is no exaggeration to say that the studio hall is full of classical elegance, whether it is the vast curved dome, the colorful lights dotted like stars on the ceiling, or the high-end reliefs and lattice decorations on the ceiling and walls, or the sculptures placed around, everything is full of European luxury.

Naturally, the most eye-catching is the stage in front of the hall, the vast crown-shaped stage presents a symmetrical regular beauty, and the edges are carved with intricate European patterns, and attached to a few small crystal lamps, dazzling, making the stage as a whole look as if it is about to crown the queen.

I believe that any musician will want to show their talents on such a gorgeous and elegant stage and win praise from everyone.

After watching for a long time, I stepped forward, under the stage, the lighting and sound and other departments were busy with their duties, it looked quite like the filming scene of a TV series, but the protagonist had not yet been seen, I paused, and walked straight to Xiao Yu, who was in the crowd and was in charge of the work. (To be continued......)