【136】I actually ran so far (Mid-Autumn Festival)
After paying the fee, I went back to the ward, watching Gillian fall asleep with her eyes closed, the potion in the hanging bottle was injected into Gillian's body drop by drop, I sat next to her, took her hand, and put it on my face, hoping that Gillian would get better soon, I felt very guilty.
Thinking back to all the kindness that Gillian had done to me before, the more I thought about it, the faster my heart beated, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, I clenched my fists hard, my nails sank deep into the flesh of my palm, and I couldn't even feel any pain.
The man's tears are silent, my tears have wet my face, even the breathing is sorry, I kissed Gillian's hand frantically, I want to make up for the feelings I owe her to Gillian, she cries and laughs unscrupulously in front of me, she cooks for me, feeds me, sleeps with me, she is desperate to be with me, she is desperate to save my life...... Everything she did to me was something I couldn't escape anymore.
I couldn't help but pull a cigarette out of my pocket and prepare to anesthetize myself, but when I looked up, I saw a sign on the white wall that read: No smoking.
I leaned down and kissed Gillian, and then walked out of the ward, sitting on a chair in the hallway and smoking a big cigarette.
Just when my eyes were blurred, someone patted me on the shoulder and said, "Qiao San, why are you here again." ”
Who did I think it was, but I raised my head with red eyes and saw Li Fei standing in front of me: "Why are you, why did you run to this hospital." ”
"I've been in this hospital all along, why are you here?" Li Fei also looked at me with great curiosity.
"I had a friend who was injured and sent her to see a doctor, but I didn't expect me to run so far and almost run to No. 4 Middle School." I can't help but admire my endurance, maybe it's because I'm worried about Gillian's comfort, I forgot about my tiredness, I can run such a long distance in one night, I can't believe it, the more I look around, the more familiar it becomes.
"What do you say? What is running to the fourth middle school. "Li Fei didn't understand what I said.
"Haha, it's okay, are you on duty tonight?" I asked.
"Well, yes, you don't smoke anymore, look at how your eyes are red from the smoke, last time you smoked in the ward, you didn't listen to my advice, and you still messed with me, I don't care about you this time, you can smoke as much as you like, it's best to smoke to death." Li Fei hugged his arms and looked at me and said.
"How can I listen to what you mean, it seems that you care a little about me." I said with a smile.
"You want to be beautiful, I'm cursing you, you can think whatever you like, I don't care." Li Fei was about to leave after speaking.
I stopped her and said, "Why are you like this, you will change when you say it, you were quite surprised at first, and you started arguing with me after a while, as for it?" ”
"You don't know a woman's face, fickle, the last time you bullied me, I'm still not done with you, don't think about taking advantage of me anymore." After Li Fei finished speaking, her face was crimson, far away from me, always on guard against me.
I thought of the last time I accidentally touched her breasts, and the same feeling instantly made me be electrocuted, and I couldn't help but look at Li Fei's breasts, she also looked at me nervously, and her breasts jumped up and down like a rabbit.
I couldn't help but smile and said, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, I'm a very simple person, very simple, I don't understand anything." ”
Before I finished speaking, Li Fei laughed and trembled, I could only stop and listen to her: "Come on, your eyes have betrayed yourself, I can see what you are thinking from your eyes." ”
Hearing her say this, I quickly withdrew my eyes, Li Fei covered her mouth and giggled, I said, "Okay, don't laugh, I'm in a bad mood today, can you talk to me?" ”
"Why, I'm not familiar with you, I'm a doctor, I see people, I don't chat with you, I don't accompany you." After Li Fei finished speaking, he put his hands in his pockets and wanted to leave.
I grabbed her arm and said, "We didn't know each other for the first time, this is the second time we met, even if it's fate, I'm a patient now, I have heart disease, you chat with me is to accompany me to see a doctor." ”
Li Fei looked at my serious expression dumbfounded, and said, "You are sick." ”
She was scolding me, but I grabbed her arm and said, "Yes, I'm really sick, you can show me and chat with me." ”
"You let go of your hand, I'm a nurse, not a doctor, if you're really sick, go to register tomorrow, prescribe the right medicine, don't do anything to me." After all, Li Fei just doesn't want to chat with me.
I really had no choice, so I said to Li Fei: "If you don't chat with me, then I won't give you this big head sticker, I will stick it on my bedside to ward off evil spirits for me, no matter how good it is, if it's okay, I'll touch the boogers, tears and so on, and treat it as putting on makeup for you." ”
"Damn, my big head sticker, how could I be here with you, I've been looking for it for a long time, I thought I lost it, when did you steal it." Li Fei said that he was about to run over and grab it from me.
"Just the last time you flirted with me, I took it out of your pocket, this is not stealing, I picked it up, do you want it?" I deliberately pocked her.
"You pay me back, pay me back quickly." Li Fei came over to grab it again, but I just wouldn't give it to her.
"Unless you talk to me, I'm really uncomfortable, I just want to find someone to talk to, I'm about to be suffocated, do me a favor, okay?" I told her.
"You don't think the photos look good, what are you doing with them, give them back to me." Li Fei said.
"The best thing you look at all over your body is you, and it feels good." I pointed to her breasts in the photo and said that Li Fei was even more angry with my blushing face and thick neck.
"You scoundrel, if you're talking nonsense, I really won't talk to you."
"So, you're willing, aren't you, haha, that's good."
We came to the small garden of the hospital, there was no one here late at night, if a person was here, I lit a cigarette and smoked it flickering, Li Fei sat closer and closer to me, her body trembled, I knew she was a little scared.
"Why don't we change places, I always feel like something is wrong here, I'm scared." Li Fei said to me, I said: "Don't be, it's here, what's there to be afraid of, with me here, who can do anything to you." ”
"Why do you always look like you're on top of you, you're amazing, aren't you?" Li Fei asked me directly.
I really didn't know how to answer, and said, "I'm not awesome, I just think that no matter what other people think of me, I have to look up to myself." ”
"Didn't you say that everything was very good, and you also said that you were sick and had a heart disease, did you deliberately talk to me, want to talk to me more, and want to be nice to me." Li Fei speaks more directly and never beats around the bush.
I looked at her and said, "I'm not interested in you, I just touched your breasts, and I didn't get you pregnant, why do you say that I want to be good with you, and I have to be responsible for you, and besides, there are so many people who like me, just counting the love letters sent to me by others, they are all soft, why should I be good to you, you are a doctor, today you listen to me, help me cure my heart disease, I will definitely meet any conditions you put forward as a reward." ”