Sixty-two episodes
When I saw Wu Feng again, he had become a person who had nothing to do with me at all. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
The days still pass day by day, and I haven't stayed for anyone. Although Wu Feng lives under the same roof as me every day, I am like air in his eyes. He's going to be friendly to everyone, except me.
For breakfast, lunch, and dinner, I would sit across from him, and he would laugh and talk to everyone as if he couldn't see me. Except for me.
Sometimes I wonder if we're on a different plane. It's so close, but it's so far away.
Actually, I don't want that. I want to go back to the beginning with him, and we're still good friends, just good friends. That kind of relationship does not have the hormone of topamine secretion, there is no principle of opposites attracting, only a simple friend relationship.
Since the beginning of my illness, my good friends have gone away, and Jie Yu betrayed the friendship and went to the so-called love, robbing the love of the good friend, and may not be happy. In fact, they are all pathetic people, and those who lose are not necessarily unhappy.
I once asked Ke unintentionally, and I said, "Do you still hate her and him?" ”
"It's just waste paper that fell into the pit," she said. ”
Later, we overheard the recent situation of Jie Yu and the scumbag, and heard that it was very unpleasant.
I thought to myself, the betrayer will not be good.
Xiao Ke asked me, if Jie Yu came back, would I still accept her friendship?
I said, "How?" It's all waste paper that fell into the pit, do you still want to get my hand of? ”
I dreamed of my mother again, every time I finished discussing the script with Zhou Xiaoshuai, I would dream of my mother, one night, I dreamed that I fell from a high altitude into the endless abyss, you don't know how awesome this abyss is, I didn't fall to the end of the whole dream.
Actually, I blame my mom for just leaving me with that year. Really, there is no beauty in a girl's childhood when she loses her biological mother. Many people who know me will be strange, they will say, I didn't expect that life has hit me so much, and I still love to laugh so much.
Actually, I just like to laugh, and it has nothing to do with my mood or state.
I miss my dad too, I miss him so much. I've wanted to ask him a hundred times if he misses my mom. But every time, forget it, it doesn't have to be true when asked.
After all, feelings are consumables, and with each investment, courage and enthusiasm will become weaker and weaker, and people will become more and more afraid of being disappointed.
In the next few days, I and Zhou Xiaoshuai went to shoot our drama. We're starting to get on track.
When Xiao Xuan'er once went to visit the class, I was discussing the plot with them very highly, Xiao Xuan'er had a cold and immature little face, and floated to my side coldly and said, "Mommy, I found out that you were quite happy when I was not by your side..."
The water I just drank in my mouth was all sprayed on Director Zhang's face by Xiao Xuan'er's elongated tail note, because I didn't hold back for a while and the laughter was relatively low, which made Director Zhang freeze on the seat with a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and his face kept dripping water.
This little guy, is he brushing up on his presence, I really want to participate in every moment of her life. Although I know that I can't...
One of the things I like about ellipsis is because the ellipsis seems to have infinite possibilities compared to periods.
However, in this life, one year less, one month less, one day less, one hour less, and one second less are not called a lifetime.
I may have to let Xiao Xuan'er restore my childhood, and her childhood is about to face the helplessness of losing her mother. The truth is cruel, but the so-called helplessness is that there is no way to stop the development of things. And what I can do is to try to redeem some regrets, if I still have time after the completion of this drama, I will take Xiao Xuan'er and my dad to travel around the world, where to go...
The most important thing has not yet been decided. It's hard to find a heroine like me. The staff involved in this drama selected women who looked like me and had the same temperament in major art schools, but they all ended in regret.
Director Zhang came to ask for my opinion. "You are important in the play, but you are you. Otherwise, don't look for the heroine with great fanfare. Deservedly, the heroine is destined to belong to you. ”
I coaxed. "But I haven't acted. I'm a bookwriter. ”
"But in the whole of China and even the world, there is only one Gu Ningdai in your pen. I know that what you write is yourself. I want you to play yourself, is it hard? ”
"But..."
"No, you have to believe in yourself. Now it's up to you to get into the battle yourself. Our starting point is the same, which is to make this show perfect. You now have to believe in not only yourself, but also that my decision was not blind. ”
"No, I'm responsible for the show's ratings. My zero experience would ruin the show. ”
"Xiaogu, it's not you who takes on a drama alone. You see, our entire crew is working hard for this show. This drama is everyone's. We agreed that you can. ”
Zhou Xiaoshuai hurriedly ran towards me and said, "I believe you can." ”
"Why, why is it me?"
"Because you're Gu Ningdai."
"What about the male protagonist? Is the male protagonist decided? "I'm thinking that if the male protagonist hadn't booked, there would be time to continue to find an actress with a similar Shen Yun to replace me.
"Ordered. A copy of Wu Yifan. Director Zhang took a puff of cigarette and continued, "Give newcomers more opportunities." ”
"A copy of Wu Yifan? Who did you order? "I like Wu Yifan so much, so my eyes lit up instantly.
"Wu Feng, didn't he tell you?" Zhou Xiaoshuai answered.
The surging surge that had just risen within me was extinguished. "No, I'd better be my screenwriter honestly. I really can't afford to be the heroine. "I really can't play against Wu Feng. I'm a rookie myself, and Wu Feng doesn't treat me so well these days, so why should I bother to be bored.
"You can't push. The major shareholder of this drama is optimistic about you by name. Zhou Xiaoshuai looked flattering and winked at me.
"Who? Who are the major shareholders? ”
"Wu Feng's father!" Zhou Xiaoshuai's tone is really too hateful. It was obvious that he had already gained a firm foothold in Wu Feng's position.
Wu Feng's game of chess, I give full marks. It's really murderous without seeing blood. Masters.
I couldn't be angry, so I went to find Wu Feng, who was standing in a group of actresses and chatting happily. At first, when Director Zhang said that I was the heroine, I thought I had won the lottery, but it turned out that it had been premeditated for a long time, and it turned out that there was a black hand behind it!
I rushed in and pulled out Wu Feng. "What do you mean, we just keep our distance and get along peacefully, don't you? I really don't understand you. Don't you want to ignore me, don't you feel hard talking to me, and now you let your local tyrant father arrange for me to play the female number one, and pity me in disguise? ”
"I just don't want to be old, and I regret remembering that there was someone I liked very much back then but didn't fight for it. Is it wrong for me to just want to love once and follow my heart? ”
"There's a reason for what you do! Are you schizophrenic, you are the one who treats me like air, you are the one who doesn't say a word to me in one space, you are the one who dumps the rice I cook into the trash, and you are the one who makes fun of me when there is nothing to do. Wu Feng, does your heart live with Sun Wukong and Supreme Treasure at the same time? I've watched too much about Journey to the West, and I'm too deep in the play, aren't you! ”