147 Inner Monologues
To be honest, he was very surprised when he first knew that Tang Shaotian called Su Mo "sister", because he understood Tang Shaotian's arrogance, and naturally knew how difficult it was to let him call a girl "sister" and be so attached to her.
Because Uncle Guan has never paid attention to people's appearance, he has only read Su Mo's written materials before, and just now outside the emergency room was his first official meeting with Su Mo.
He didn't understand why that seemingly ordinary girl could achieve this "miracle" and why she could liberate Tang Shaotian from the lonely and closed inner cage, but he hoped that this "miracle" could also be staged on Tang Shaoqi, and hoped that Tang Shaoqi could regain the feeling of happiness and love like Tang Shaotian.
Perhaps, this is the reason why he faintly felt that Su Mo would be a turning point in Tang Shaoqi's fate, but it was not so much a premonition as a hope.
"Uncle Guan! What do I ask you! Tang Shaotian was in a trance and did not answer, and was so anxious that he was about to stretch out his hand to shake him awake.
Fortunately, Uncle Guan came to his senses at the "last moment", hurriedly blocked Tang Shaotian's "bear claws", and hurriedly replied: "In the next ward, next door!" ”
"Ward? How did my sister end up in the ward? Was she hurt too? Tang Shaotian was shaky as if the bad premonition in his heart had been confirmed.
"How did she get hurt? Is the injury serious? Is there a lot of bleeding? Are there any sequelae? How long will it take? Did you wake up? Tang Shaotian grabbed Uncle Guan's shoulder is a burst of shelling,
After knowing that Su Mo was in the next ward, Tang Shaotian didn't dare to look for him immediately, because he was afraid, afraid to see Su Mo seriously injured.
It's a typical avoidance mentality, as if you can comfort yourself that she wasn't hurt because she didn't see the injury.
A series of nervous and worried bombardments made Uncle Guan cry and laugh, and he also realized more clearly the weight of Su Mo in Tang Shaotian's heart.
"Don't worry, she's fine, the doctor said that she was nervous for a long time and didn't rest, she was too tired, she just fell asleep, and she was hung with some nutritious water, and she would wake up when she was full." Uncle Guan comforted.
"Really? Is it really just too tired to fall asleep? Didn't lie to me? Did the doctor misdiagnose it? Tang Shaotian still asked uneasily.
"Really." Uncle Guan nodded helplessly.
In fact, Su Mo still suffered some skin injuries and bled a little, but these small injuries were not a big deal, but saying it stimulated Tang Shaotian, so Uncle Guan selectively concealed it.
I have to say that Uncle Guan's decision is absolutely correct, otherwise I don't know what Tang Shaotian would be nervous about and blame himself.
Although he didn't know why Tang Shaoqi would pretend to be him to approach Su Mo, and he didn't know why they were suddenly kidnapped, he knew that the matter must be related to him.
The two parties were in a coma, Monsoon didn't reveal any information, and the Ning family didn't find any useful information, so Tang Shaotian still had dark eyes and didn't know anything.
However, compared with the safety of Su Mo and Tang Shaoqi, the truth is obviously not that important.
After Tang Shaotian learned that Su Mo was really fine and still asleep, he didn't rush over to disturb her, but stayed in the ward, looked at Tang Shaoqi's complexion again, and gradually stabilized his mood.
"Uncle Guan, he's okay." Tang Shaotian asked in a low voice.
Although Tang Shaotian felt very guilty about Tang Shaoqi and wanted to make up for him in his own way, the estrangement between the two was destined to make it difficult for him to treat Tang Shaoqi like Ning Yanmo and others.
He really wanted to be good to Tang Shaoqi, but every time he stood in front of Tang Shaoqi, he had a feeling of being constrained, and he couldn't break through the invisible barrier between the two, and even the two simple sounds of "fourth brother" were released.
Speaking of Tang Shaoqi's condition, Uncle Guan couldn't help but sigh.
"It's not good, this kidnapping hurt him a lot, and he couldn't be sent to the hospital for treatment immediately when he got sick, which led to the deterioration of his condition."
Guan Bo paused and said: "But fortunately, it didn't delay too long, I also received a notice in advance, called the medical team to prepare, and after all-out rescue, the condition was finally stabilized again, but the next three months will be in the hospital for observation and stabilization, even if I am discharged from the hospital in the future, life will be more careful." ”
Hearing this, Tang Shaotian's mood sank, and the good mood he had just now caused by knowing that Su Mo was safe and sound suddenly disappeared.
He clearly knew Tang Shaoqi's disgust with the hospital, his desire to break free from the "shackles" and his longing for the outside world.
But after this incident, Tang Shaoqi will not only be "locked up" in the hospital for three months, but his body will become more fragile in the future, and there will be more taboos in his life, so how can he be happy and relaxed......
"Uncle Guan, do you know who did this?" Tang Shaotian's tone was low, his eyes were cold, and there was a trace of murderous intent in his words, like a fierce tiger about to break out of the cage.
Uncle Guan came from the Tang family, so he naturally sensed the change in his aura and guessed what he was thinking.
"Third Young Master, be calm." Uncle Guan persuaded.
"Calm down? My sister and my brother are about to die! Do you want me to calm down?! Tang Shaotian seemed to have heard some big joke, his expression was mocking, and his killing intent was undiminished.
"Third Young Master! You, what did you just say? Uncle Guan seemed to have heard something that shocked him extremely and asked in a stumbling voice.
"What?" Tang Shaotian was a little impatient.
"You, why did you call the fourth young master just now?" Guan Bo's eyes were apprehensive, nervous, expectant and surprised, and he unconsciously held his breath, waiting for Tang Shaotian's answer.
Tang Shaotian was stunned for a moment, knowing what Uncle Guan was referring to.
This was the first time he had called Tang Shaoqi his younger brother in front of Uncle Guan......
After being silent for a long time, Tang Shaotian spoke a little with difficulty, "No matter what, he is my younger brother or twin brother, this is an unchangeable fact. ”
"Then why, you never called him brother to his face?" Uncle Guan asked.
Hearing this, Tang Shaotian smiled.
Perhaps, it can't be called laughter, it's just that the corners of the mouth are curved in an arc, but there is no trace of happiness in the complex emotions contained, some are just bitterness, sarcasm, helplessness, confusion, and so on......
"Why does he treat me as his brother......" Tang Shaotian's voice was very low, as if he was muttering, as if talking to himself.
"You ......" Uncle Guan only said one word, and he couldn't speak anymore.
"You want to ask me how I know......" Tang Shaotian made up his words, and the bitter meaning in the smile on the corner of his mouth was even stronger.
Uncle Guan didn't speak, but nodded with difficulty.
Indeed, he didn't know how Tang Shaotian found out about this.
Usually, every time Tang Shaotian came to see Tang Shaoqi, Tang Shaoqi was disguised as a pure angel, smiling so innocently.
Guan Bo always thought that he was the only one who knew that Tang Shaoqi was wrong, and knew that he actually hated and hated his biological brother - Tang Shaotian.
He also always thought that Tang Shaotian was deceived by Tang Shaoqi's angelic appearance, and thought that Tang Shaoqi was very attached to him, the third brother.
However, it was only today that he realized that Tang Shaotian was far from being as single-celled and brainless as he appeared, and it turned out that there was a sensitive heart hidden under his arrogant and proud appearance.
"Have you forgotten what we are?" Tang Shaotian looked at Tang Shaoqi, who looked exactly like him on the bed, "We are identical twins. ”
"You mean......" Uncle Guan suddenly woke up.
"Hmm." Tang Shaotian bowed his head, his voice was very soft, very melancholy, revealing a kind of powerlessness and confusion, "There is an electrocardiogram between the twins, and his hatred for me is so strong, how can I not feel it face to face......"
"Then why are you ......" Uncle Guan only said one part of his words, because he couldn't say anything about the other part, and he knew it, even if he didn't say it, Tang Shaotian would know it.
"With what I know about him, if he says it, he will really tear his face and disdain even to disguise." Tang Shaotian muttered.
"So what?" Uncle Guan asked.
"In that way, he will lose the only family affection, even if he doesn't understand this family affection, he doesn't admit it, and he doesn't want it, but its essence is still family affection, and it is sincere and real family affection." Tang Shaotian raised his head and looked at Uncle Guan, with a mockery in his eyes, "You should know that family affection is a luxury in the Tang family, and it can't afford to lose." ”
Uncle Guan opened his mouth and wanted to say, it's not like this, but when the pronunciation reaches his throat, he can't rush out, and finally dissipates into nothingness.
Sighing weakly in his heart, Guan Bo could only choose to continue to conceal it and acquiesce to his conclusions.
Tang Shaotian didn't notice Uncle Guan's strange appearance, he just said to himself, "He has lost too much, if he loses this family affection and the hatred that sustains his survival, he will have nothing, in that case, I am afraid that he will be bored." ”
"Moreover, if I leave, he will lose a channel to understand the outside world, life, society, and life, even if this channel is not what he likes, but it can satisfy his longing and desire for the unknown."
"Coupled with the fact that we are identical twins, maybe some of the feelings I have when I experience life can also be passed on to him, so for him, it is somewhat of a novel experience."
……
After a long time, Tang Shaotian said a little depressed: "He hates me, I don't complain, because this is the ...... I owe him."
Hearing Tang Shaotian's inner monologue for the first time, Uncle Guan was shocked beyond measure.
He never thought about it, he really never thought that Tang Shaotian would actually look at his relationship with Tang Shaoqi like this, and the reason why the two of them wore masks to get along.
Tang Shaotian's words subverted his previous views, and also subverted the cause and effect of the event he constructed in "taking it for granted".
I have to say that Tang Shaotian thought more deeply than him, because he never thought about the consequences of Tang Shaotian's formal break with Tang Shaoqi.
Uncle Guan sighed, and just as he wanted to speak, his eyes focused on a certain point in surprise and stopped talking. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to M. to read. )