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The twinkling lights of the streets, the dim light of the hospital.

Sheng Qianyuan was lying on the hospital bed, and Sheng Yihan was sitting next to his bed.

After an operation, until now, Sheng Qianyuan has not said a word. Just silently, occasionally looking at Sheng Yihan, occasionally bowing his head, and not knowing what he was thinking.

In the silence.

"I want to go back to the countryside." Sheng Qianyuan's pale lips closed one by one, and he said weakly.

Sheng Yihan was slightly stunned, then blinked his eyes and asked suspiciously: "Father, you just said, the countryside?" ”

Sheng Qianyuan almost forgot that Sheng Yihan grew up in the city since he was a child, where would he know the countryside he was talking about.

Here in Sheng Qianyuan, there is no memory of the countryside, there is no Sheng Yihan's mother, and there is no Sheng Yihan.

It was an unknown past, and at that time, he Sheng Qianyuan was just a poor boy.

At this time, Sheng Qianyuan glanced at Sheng Yihan meaningfully and said, "You don't know, because there was no you at that time, there was no your sister, and even, I didn't know your mother yet." ”

"Oh." Sheng Yihan replied in a daze, still at a loss.

"The luckiest thing in my life is to meet your mother, and when I meet her, it seems that my whole soul has been sublimated, and the special temperament in her body ......" Sheng Qianyuan said this, his eyes flashed with a full story.

Sheng Yihan really didn't want to say much about his mother, especially here with Sheng Qianyuan, which was no different from a murderer talking about the whole process of his crime here.

Even at times like these.

But Sheng Yihan still couldn't help but say it, "Then can you tell me why you left your mother at home and didn't ask or treat her?" ”

His tone was cold and cold, with an indescribable charm.

Sheng Qianyuan watched Sheng Yihan's gaze gradually lose his mind, and he didn't know where to start, maybe a story didn't start with a draft, and the end was drafted.

"You can't doubt that I don't love your mother, I love her, at least at first." After a moment of silence, he continued, "In the beginning, I was willing to give everything for her...... At that time, she was so simple, so simple and cute, but later," Sheng Qianyuan choked up when she said this, "She betrayed me, I can't accept it." ”

Sheng Yihan immediately retorted: "Impossible! Mother, she won't! ”

Sheng Qianyuan smiled sarcastically: "You just take my dying words as my last words." ”

Seeing that Sheng Yihan didn't want to refute him, Sheng Qianyuan sighed and continued, "Of course, I'm also at fault. He looked at Sheng Yihan, "I have too little time to spend with her." Then she left me and left. ”

"However, her illness can be cured, why ......?"

"I know you've been angry about not treating her, I don't know who told you that her illness could be cured, but in fact she knew she was running out of time, just like I do now."

Although he is getting farther and farther away from his childhood memories, Sheng Yihan still remembers what his mother said at that time. It was his mother who told him that her illness could be cured, and the servants at home said so, even Aunt Zhang, who was closest to his mother. Now that I think about it, he has been stupidly believing it for twenty years, no wonder every time he recalls that time, he always feels weird, everyone in the family is so careful.

What the father said at this time should not be false, so the mother lied at that time, and the servants in the house should have been ordered by the mother, and the mother should have done this so as not to worry her.

"But even so, I didn't give up on her. It's her own reluctance to receive treatment, and your mother is a very stubborn person, and I can't persuade her...... She always thought she was sorry for me, and I couldn't forgive her...... The reason why she chose to die quietly back then may be because of a kind of guilt for me, or it may be that she has no way to forgive herself, what a proud person she was...... I believe that now I will make the same choice as she did back then, any treatment is useless, I have never believed in miracles, I even feel that there is no such thing as miracles in this world. ”

Sheng Yihan's eyes flashed with tears, and he looked at Sheng Qianyuan firmly, "You can't do this!" ”

"Why not? Your mother did, and so can I. ”

"Mother's departure has made me hate you for twenty years, and I know that you must have been disappointed in me for twenty years...... I'm sorry, Dad, it's my fault, it's my fault that blames you, and in the next time, I want to make up for my mistakes, don't you even want to give me such a chance? ”

"No, I'm also at fault, it's a pity, I don't have time anymore," Sheng Qianyuan's pale face pulled out a very haggard smile, "Also, you are wrong, my father is not disappointed in you, and he has never been." ”

Sheng Qianyuan continued: "On the contrary, I envy you, if you are obsessed with one thing, you will do it desperately, in fact, I have never said it, I appreciate your courage." It is precisely because of this appreciation of you that I will ask you again and again to return to the Shengshi Group, although I know that you are not interested in these things in the business field, and you are not interested in the Shengshi Group, now that I think about it, I was wrong, I should not force you to do those things you don't like. From now on, you can do whatever you like, I won't force you to return to Shengshi Group, although I don't have the opportunity to force you anymore. ”

The tears in Sheng Yihan's eyes finally rushed out of his eyes, for so long, this is how he really felt his father's love from Sheng Qianyuan's body.

It's really great.

Sheng Yihan said with tears in his eyes: "On the next trip back to the countryside, has my father already decided?" ”

Sheng Qianyuan nodded, "I want you to believe that I am as stubborn as your mother. ”

Sheng Qianyuan's words were a joke, but Sheng Yihan, who heard this, cried even more.

"I hope that when I die, you can bury me with your mother, I have thought about this for a long time, I will never deny it, of course, you don't have to doubt one thing, that is, I love her, deeply."

Sheng Yihan whimpered: "How long is my father going to go to the countryside, can I join us?" I want to see where you once lived. ”

"How long will it take...... Sheng Qianyuan hesitated, "I haven't thought about this, I can go for as long as I can, you can go with me, you can just chat with me, our father and son haven't had a good chat for a long time." ”

"Hmm."

"Then let's leave early tomorrow morning, and you go and prepare."

Sheng Yihan nodded, "Hmm." ”

At this time, the dim light of the hospital and the flashing lights of the streets......