Chapter 237: Heart-wrenching Yin Shiqian 1
"Senior sister looks like she has troubles, I saw it last time, but we weren't familiar with it at the time, and I thought it was rude to ask like that, so I didn't say it, it's been a few days since we were separated last time, and my sister's troubles haven't been solved yet?"
“。 Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info. So do you think we're familiar with each other when you ask this time? Yin Shiqian still didn't choose to answer directly, and changing the topic seemed to be a skill she was very good at.
"Even if it's not very familiar, it's definitely more familiar than when we first met, I didn't mean to listen to the privacy of the senior sister, but it's useless to be alone when there is trouble, I know that the senior sister is a very independent person, but since the matter has not been solved until now, it is enough to know that this matter is very tricky, even if the senior sister herself is not unable to solve it alone, the process must be quite troublesome, and the senior sister will be my top boss in the future, I don't want the senior sister I will face in the future to be a sad senior sister."
"What you said is very touching, to be honest, the first time I saw you, I felt that you were different from everyone else, and you always felt very calm when you stayed together, and the previous moment of sorrow was a lot less, but as long as things are not resolved, sorrow will always come back again, you are right, I can't solve it, because I don't know how to solve it, I'm very conflicted, I know that it's the best, but I just can't accept it, can you experience that kind of contradictory mood?
I've never been so confused, as you said, I've been very independent since I was a child, it's some things that teach me to be independent, I'm also used to solving things alone, I'm more convinced that it's better to ask for others than to ask for myself, in fact, before I encountered this incident, I always felt that my idea was correct, but this time I felt that I couldn't, I wanted to find someone to talk to, but I couldn't find anyone, in the past, I gave people the impression that I was so capable, as if everything was no longer a problem in my hands, so how could I go to my classmates to confide?
Your appearance was an accident.,I didn't know there was such a person as you before I met you.,The concept of an excellent school girl is too vague.,As long as it's close to the point, it seems that you can put on this title.,After seeing your real person.,I realized that this title is not for everyone.。
I'm really impulsive this time, but I need this impulse, otherwise I may never have the courage to say it again, but before that, you have to promise me not to tell anyone what I'm going to tell you next, or else ... ”
"Senior sister, don't worry, it won't! I'm not a person who can chew the root of my tongue, not to mention what kind of person I am, just find a former classmate of my senior, I just don't want to see my senior sister troubled anymore, I still remember the last time my senior sister sat alone on the steps,。。。 I want to confess one thing to my senior sister, in fact, the first time I met my senior sister, I didn't go there to see the scenery, I just walked casually, after seeing the senior sister, I couldn't help but sit next to the senior sister, but we didn't know each other at that time, and I couldn't say anything, and I didn't expect that the senior sister you are the Yin Shiqian Yin senior sister I have never seen, I once heard the senior tell you some of your deeds, the senior sister and the current senior sister are not the same person at all, the senior sister's expression should be more proud"
"Pride? Pride has always been a disguise for inner fragility, and the real me may be more than you think. ”
"No, no, maybe some people are like this, yes, but the senior sister is not, the senior sister has a different pride in her bones, which is not available to anyone else except the senior sister, but the current senior sister seems to have forgotten this pride"
"Forgot ... yes, I forgot about it, thank you Xiao An, you really have a strange magic like I said, I'm much better after saying this, since that's all I said, I'll tell you what the hell is going on, if you're interested in listening"
"Yes, of course there is, three stinkers have competed with one Zhuge Liang, maybe after I join, the troubles of the senior sister can be solved?"
"It's not so easy, if it was so easy, I wouldn't have struggled for a few days, in fact, it's easy to solve this matter after figuring it out, the key is my own problem. You shouldn't know, my parents are divorced, I grew up in a single-parent family, I have lived with my mother since I was 5 years old, as for my father, since they divorced, I haven't seen him, I don't know what he looks like, I don't know where he is now, I don't know if he is alive or dead, even his name, I have forgotten, my mother hates him, I haven't saved any of his things at home, his name is never mentioned, when they just divorced when I was a child, I will ask where my father went, As a result, every time I asked, my mother would get angry, and after a long time, I understood that my father would not come back.
Mother is a young lady of a big family, but she fell in love with a poor painter who had nothing, and she married him despite public opinion, and as a result, it turned out that her impulse was wrong, and her mistake not only paid for herself, but also indirectly affected the next generation of me, in fact, it is nothing to me without a father, anyway, when I was a child, he always only cared about his paintings but never paid attention to me, but when I was left alone, she cared very little about me, and often did not go home, I didn't come to the parent-teacher meeting 9 times out of 10, but I was very satisfied with it, although my mother gave me very little love, but I knew that there was still a corner of her heart left for me.
I thought I could live like this with my mother forever, but last month, my mother brought a man in his 30s home, saying that he had found me a new father and wanted to marry him. Or is it actually that they have been together for a long time and have just been hiding it from me?? It hurts me to think about it, and I think I might lose even one of my mother's last relatives.
In the first few days, I really didn't know what to do, the first time I was so confused, I didn't go home, I just looked for a place to spend the night outside, and then my mother found me, she cried so sadly, her makeup was spent, she raised her hand and wanted to hit me, but she didn't fight, and finally hugged me tightly in her arms, I felt her love for me so clearly and naked for the first time, but at this time, this love made me even more uncomfortable" (To be continued.) )