Chapter 505: A Guilty Conscience 2
For a long time, Tang Fei has only relied on his own heart to do things, and only seeks a clear conscience. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
This is her consistent principle.
It was during the day that she bit Liu Yuchun back, causing Liu Yuchun to enter the violent room and die, although Tang Fei felt it in his heart, he did not feel guilty.
For such a person who is full of malice towards himself, Tang Fei has never been merciful.
But for people who are full of love, Tang Fei will be particularly affectionate.
This is true of King Rui, and so is the emperor.
Tang Fei has always felt guilty about King Rui, which everyone understands very well, it is a kind of 'I should have illuminated the moon with my heart, but the bright moon shines on the ditch'.
If King Rui was a little more selfish and a little black-hearted, Tang Fei's guilt would not be so deep.
But King Rui is always so pure and hot, and he is selfless, which makes Tang Fei uncomfortable.
Except for King Rui, Tang Fei is actually ashamed of the emperor.
For the emperor's guilt, everyone may not understand it so well.
Because in the eyes of many people, a girl's body is originally a kind of capital, I gave you my body, then I have an affectionate male second in my heart, but I owe nothing to you.
Actually, this is a really scary thought.
In Tang Fei's outlook on life, love is particularly sacred.
It is precisely because of her boundless sacredness that Tang Fei does not believe in love.
Isn't it a bit confusing?
In Tang Fei's life, whether it was his parents in the previous life or his parents in this life, they all swore an oath, but they did not stick to their love, they tarnished love.
True love may exist, but true love exists only in mythology.
It's like, 'I believe there are miracles in this world, but I don't believe miracles can happen to me.'" ’
Therefore, Tang Fei does not believe in love, and is even afraid of love.
Because she feels that all she can have is not true love, if you believe it, one day love will also disappear, and at that time, only yourself will be bruised all over your body.
It is precisely because of this fear that although Tang Fei is so close to the emperor, he always retains three points and refuses to give his heart to the emperor completely.
How to describe it?
It is probably that Tang Fei is a unique existence for the emperor, and he is the only Tang Fei in the world.
Except for her, it is impossible for the emperor to be as gentle as a jade for any woman, let alone gentle for any other woman.
But Tang Fei is different.
Tang Fei first entered the palace and first came into contact with the emperor with instinctive selfishness.
She may like the emperor, but she also likes all the glory, all the freedom, and all the dignity that the emperor has brought her.
When she entered the palace, she met the emperor.
But if she didn't have the opportunity to enter the palace at the beginning, she could only marry into a high-rise mansion compound to fight in the house, she would also do her best to make her life better and do her best to get along with the lord of that compound.
From a certain point of view, the emperor and Tang Fei are not unparalleled in the world and a unique choice.
It is precisely because of his dirty selfishness that Tang Fei will always sigh like 'how can he be' in the face of the emperor's selfless and hot love.
In such a state of mind, Tang Fei really didn't know how to confess his past with King Rui to the emperor.
Besides, he has been carefully hiding this matter, and he just wronged Liu Yuchun into the violent room in order to deny this matter, and now he has already stepped on the single-plank bridge, how can he turn around and return? There is only one way to go to the dark!
Tang Fei was difficult to ride a tiger, and his heart was full of hesitation, but Gui Yuan didn't think so.
In her opinion, the master is just a fan of the authorities!
Gui Yuan helped the master find a handkerchief to wipe his face, and at the same time frowned and persuaded: "Master, according to the slave and maid, the emperor is so good to you, that is, the master has really done something wrong, just talk to the emperor well, and the emperor may not really blame the master." ”
Tang Fei buried his head and sighed: "What's the matter!" ”
"If you ever liked a man and still missed him after you had a lifelong relationship with your Imperial Physician, would you talk to Imperial Physician Bai?"
Gui Yuan was surprised: "What does the master mean?" ”
Fu beat his chest again: "Master, please forgive the slave and maid for saying bluntly, the emperor is so good to the master, and the master is also in deep love for the emperor. ”
Tang Fei was helpless: "You have been following me, how have you ever seen me have any bad thoughts." ”
Suddenly reacted to the meaning of Gui Yuan's words, and couldn't help but be even more helpless: "Naturally, I won't forget King Rui now, it's just that when I first entered the palace, I ......."
Gui Yuan breathed a long sigh of relief, found a handkerchief to wet with water, and helped Tang Fei wipe the tears on his face while persuading: "Since the master said that it was a long time ago, since it has passed, what can not be said?" ”
Tang Fei muttered in a muffled voice: "It is said that there is no room for sand in people's eyes, not to mention that this person is still the emperor?" He really forgave me, but there will inevitably be some knots in his heart. ”
Gui Yuan frowned: "Is it possible that if you don't become a master, you have to keep it hidden?" Hide this past from the emperor for the rest of your life? ”
Tang Fei pushed Gui Yuan's hand away and covered his face with a quilt, but he was really upset: "Even now that I have entered the palace and become the emperor's woman, there is no need to tell the emperor all the past, right?" Don't you even want to tell the emperor about peeing my pants when I was a three-year-old child? ”
Tang Fei is really not like this on weekdays, so it can be seen that today's events really scared her and annoyed her.
If Tang Fei's life is said to have a few setbacks and hardships that are heavier than the mountain, the divorce of his parents in his previous life is counted as one, the death of his grandmother is counted as one, and the crossing into a strange world is counted as one, then today's confused entanglement with the emperor and King Rui can also be counted as one.
Don't look at Tang Fei who is usually very open-minded, she seems to be quite wise, but now that the matter is in front of her, she has also become the appearance of the six gods and no master.
In the end, it's just a little woman who hasn't grown up yet.
Gui Yuan was very helpless about her master's unreasonable attitude now, and she cautiously tested: "Isn't the master going to hide and escape like this?" ”
Tang Fei was stunned by Guiyuan's words: "You say I'm running away?" ”
Gui Yuan nodded: "If there is no matter of Liu Jieyu today, there is naturally no need to tell the emperor about the past of the master and King Rui." But today, since Liu Jieyu has put this matter on the table in public, the master doesn't want to, but it's time to raise his head and face it! ”
Tang Fei was stunned, but he still struggled to himself: "Hasn't Liu Yuchun's incident been explained clearly?" Sister Xianfei also helped me testify, and Liu Yuchun has also been sent to the violent room..."
Tang Fei smiled miserably: "Liu Yuchun actually died like this." Hehe. I'm such a vicious heroine..."