Chapter 108: The End of One Night
Time seemed to have crossed a long trajectory, and it seemed to be just a moment, Si Tianzhe hugged me like this, with a stubbornness that he was unwilling to let go.
I whispered, "It's time for you to rest." β
"Hmm." He answered in a deep voice, but no one moved.
"It's past two o'clock in the morning." I reminded.
"Hmm."
I got up from his arms and saw him staring at me with some inexplicable meaning.
"I want you to stay with me, together."
"Okay." I nodded and said with a smile: "You rest in peace, I will stay by the side and not leave." β
"No...... I mean, rest together. He patted the vacant space next to him, the huge hospital bed was indeed more than enough to accommodate two people.
No matter how calm Rao is, my complexion will inevitably be embarrassed for a moment, not to mention that in the face of him recently, I always seem to be unable to maintain my usual calm and calm posture, which makes me suddenly feel a deep sense of powerlessness.
"Don't." I immediately refused, but he grabbed my wrist as I quickly got up and tried to escape.
My heart was slightly confused, I looked back, crashed into his fiery eyes, and my face was even more embarrassed, "I...... I'll just sleep on the couch...... You-"
Unbeknownst to me, Si Tianzhe suddenly exerted force in an instant, and before I could react, he pulled me forcefully and easily brought me to the bed, and his strong figure was immediately half pressed.
I had never been so close, and I instinctively struggled to escape, only to be held tighter by him.
"Nervous?" The corners of his lips hooked the arc of mischievous success, but it was terrifyingly charming, and in the magical boundless night, his eyes seemed to be swept away by the deep dark river, and the waves were surging.
Thinking of his big movements in the past few seconds, it was as smooth as if he had never been injured, I glared at him hatefully, in order to hide the panic in my heart, but there was still an unconcealable tremor in my words, "Is your wound pain real or fake, have you been lying to me since just now?" β
"Your heartbeat is a little ......noisy," he ignored my questioning, and the upside-down faces drew closer, and the warm breath sprayed on my neck.
Although I am sure that he will not force me to do anything, the atmosphere at the moment is really ambiguous. I went overboard.
"If you think it's noisy, let me go." I turned my face away, avoiding his approach, but I couldn't suppress the growing flush on my face.
ββ¦β¦ Answer me a question. He said, his eyes a little misty.
When did avoiding the important become such a hobby for him? I looked away and said angrily, "Don't answer." β
"Oh? Then it's good to sleep all night, I don't mind. The tone was leisurely and calm, but it was close to my psychological defense.
"You, you, you, ......," I gritted my teeth.
"Well, I'm kind of fond of those three words." He smiled to himself, his fingertips brushed away the broken hair on my forehead, but he hid the ridicule in his words, and said seriously: "What were you thinking when you fell from the building?" β
I was stunned for a moment, but as if I had finally seized the opportunity, I said sarcastically: "I don't think I will be surprised if you publish a great book on psychology one day." Ignoring his serious countenance, I continued with a vengeance: "What is the best name? Hmm...... "Seven Cases"? No, it's more pertinent to the topic of "Clinical Analysis and Research on Typical Cases of Psychology......"
"I just want to know what's most important to you." He stared at me, his gaze was a little desolate for a moment, "People always inspire the most important things hidden in their hearts when they are facing a critical moment, Yu'er, let me know that you care, even if the answer is not what I want to hear, or even ...... Probably the last thing I want to hear. β
His heart twitched, and he was wondering about somethingβor rather, what was he afraid of? Shang Jingyi, Zosi, or someone else?
My eyes flickered, but I pulled away a smile, "You really want to know?" β
"Hmm." He buried his head in my neck and said sullenly, "Tell me." β
"I'm thinking," a playful smile came to my lips, and I said leisurely, "Sara, if you want me to have anything for your little happiness, remember to bring me a bouquet of white gerberas ...... every year."
Before the words fell, someone had already bitten his lip like an angry person.
Then came Si Tianzhe's unwilling voice, "You-you're just ...... too much" His dark eyes stared at me, and for a moment, it seemed like he was going to swallow me alive.
"You know, Yu'er, I hate you...... I really hate you. I hate the way you ignore everything, and hate your indifferent disguise of being snooped on by all people...... But the more I hate you, the more hopelessly you sink into my blood. This kind of mentality of can't wait and can't love can actually make me want to stop, what can make me give up my obsession with you......"
His fiery gaze was filled with gratuitous pain that seeped into my veins. I couldn't answer any of his words, but my heart ached, and I couldn't stop hurting.
But despite this, he still deliberately left room for my privacy, and as long as I didn't want to talk, he would keep me quiet.
"Is there any way...... he smiled sadly, "You are always right, I won't force you, I am reluctant to force ......you" suddenly turned over, the position reversed, so that I, who was originally half pressed under him, turned to his chest, and a sentence also fell to the end, "I always see through everything with such confidence, which is another reason why I hate you." β
The force of the encirclement did not weaken, and he reached out to cover me with the quilt. I pillowed on his chest, no nervousness or panic, and my mind suddenly calmed to the extreme.
"Actually, it's not anyone, it's not anything," I said in a deep voice, my tone without any ups and downs, "At that moment, there was only a sense of emptiness in my heart, a deep sense of emptiness. β
His chest stiffened for a moment, and then, his arms tightened around me, locking me firmly in his arms.
-- Even the most profound sense of emptiness has dissipated by the time I knew that you had jumped down with me without hesitation.
I'm not going to let him know about that.
As the night deepened, the stars and moon seemed to sink into the blue seabed.
I closed my eyes, wrapped my arms around his waist, and said very softly, "Good night." β
The end of the night.
*
When I woke up again, the sky was already bright, but this short night made me sleep very deeply, Si Tianzhe had not woken up, and the sleeping position of last night had hardly changed, I half-supported my arms and got up from his chest.
The line of sight was staggered, and the morning sun slanted on his calm face, and the sleeping face seemed very simple and unguarded, which made people feel that there was an opportunity.
A loophole to exploit?
I couldn't help but chuckle out loud when I thought of this word subconsciously, how could I forget that he is still a person who is arrogant and sharp.