262: With you by my side, I'll be fine (Ah Nian greetings everyone for the New Year)

When An Yining woke up, it was already the next day, and when Lan Jingen came back from buying breakfast, she saw Qin Mo standing at the door of the ward with a guide dog. www.【Please search for updates】

Lan Jingen looked at Qin Mo, only to see that his face was haggard, his face was thin, and his originally majestic body looked so desolate and lonely at this moment.

After experiencing a car accident and blindness, she felt that the man in front of her was the same as ordinary people, and he also had a cowardly side, and he was not so unattainable.

In front of An Yining, he was just an ordinary man.

"She knows, what are you going to do?" Lan Jingen walked over and spoke softly.

Qin Mo's body stiffened, he raised his eyes to look ahead, and his thin lips pursed slightly.

"When she wakes up, you can send someone to inform me." With that, Qin Mo turned around and left.

Looking at Qin Mo's departing back, Lan Jingen really wanted to say, you are just blind, not dead, why don't you even dare to see her?

If you don't want to see the big one, don't you even want to see the small one?

Thinking of An Yining's situation, Lan Jingen was anxious for An Yining, and finally had to open the ward and enter inside.

The moment the door was closed, An Yining woke up with a very bad look.

"Ning Ning, what do you think?"

Lan Jingen walked to the hospital window with breakfast in her hand, and looked at her pale face and empty eyes, and she felt very worried.

Isn't it that she heard their conversation outside?

"It's the second day now, and no matter what the reason, the first thing you have to do is to take good care of your body, if nothing else, but for the sake of your children, you have to be strong."

The current Lan Jingen didn't know what An Yining was thinking.

She just knew that the successive hardships would grind people to the point that they had no fighting spirit at all, and now An Yining looked a little disheartened.

First Zhang Limei died, then the car accident, then Qin Mo's blindness, and finally Ande's death, this qiΔ“ came too suddenly, too tightly.

"I know." An Yining blinked, her voice was very hoarse, she looked at Lan Jingen, her voice was very low, and she was a little cold, "Jingen, if no one in this world wants you anymore, what will you do?" ”

As soon as the words fell, there were crystal tears pouring out of An Yining's empty eyes, and there was a little more sadness in this cold ward.

She just wants a simple happiness, why is it so difficult?

I want a warm home, but I have been hazy for more than 20 years. One day, the gloomy clouds suddenly dissipated, and she saw the sun, the kind of warmth she had wanted all her life.

It's just that fate makes people, the sun is gone, and a series of bad luck hits her, and now, she doesn't know what to rely on to support?

Child?

An Yining smiled with tears in the corners of her eyes.

"You know what, the cruelest thing in the world is when someone you love tells you that you forget him. I never knew that his heart was so hard. ”

An Yining's choked voice, coupled with the rough voice, made her whole person look tired and lifeless.

Hearing this, Lan Jingen hurriedly held her hand, "No, it's not like this, don't think about it..."

Qin Mo he didn't, no....

At this moment, Lan Jingen wanted to shout that Qin Mo was not, he was just...

Only, what should she say?

Qin Mo's approach really can't help but make people think about it.

However, An Yining's words made her sure that Qin Mo had said something sad to her, so that Ning Ning was so heartbroken when she said it now.

What she didn't understand was that what Qin Mo said, didn't she care that she was a pregnant woman?

Since Ning Ning was pregnant, I don't know how many times I have been in the hospital, how many tocolytic injections have been taken, it is really not easy to keep the child, if it weren't for the current medical skills, the child would have been unable to be saved.

It's not easy for the two to go for a few days, what can't be explained, can't seek a balance?

An Yining grabbed Lan Jingen's hand, her crying eyes were red, and her tears wet the pillow, "The doctor said that his eyes may not be cured, do you know how much my heart hurts?" ”

Once, he had always been a powerful being, but now, she realized that the omnipotent man in her eyes was also very vulnerable, and she didn't take the words he said to heart, but in fact she was already sad.

You can ignore her, you can scold her, but why did he push her away?

On this point, An Yining couldn't accept it.

Crying and crying, An Yining cried again and fainted.

Looking at An Yining, who was crying and fainting, Lan Jingen had no way to sit down, she called the doctor and went to Qin Mo's ward.

Without waiting for Qin Mo to speak, Lan Jingen pulled Qin Mo to the ward, her tone was a little bad, "Look at what she has been tortured by you, she will cry as soon as she wakes up, Qin Mo, do you know that her current situation is very dangerous, please be kind to her, I beg you." ”

Watching his friend faint at every turn, and then a large group of doctors hurriedly examining it, this situation is really enough.

Qin Mo pursed his thin lips and did not speak.

But when he heard the ticking sound in the ward, his heart was lifted.

No one knows how bad he is right now.

"Mr. Qin." At this moment, the doctor has finished the examination, "Miss An is ten weeks pregnant, the fetus is very unstable, and the changes in the adult's feelings may cause miscarriage, and now, her mental state and nutritional state are very bad, if the current situation cannot be alleviated, it may cause mental illness." ”

Hearing this, Lan Jingen was not calm, she looked at the doctor, "Is there no other way?" ”

Heart disease, the doctor said it was too wrong.

What depression, what depression, if the illness is strict, it will drive people crazy.

Just, what to do?

The doctor was silent for a long time, and then spoke: "The situation will be worse if the pregnant woman continues like this, if you can, Jian YΓ¬ will raise her body first before having a child." ”

"I don't agree." Lan Jingen cried out in disapproval, she looked at Qin Mo, "She has always disliked children, but because the child in her belly is yours, she loves the house and Wu, and she desperately tries her best to keep the child." If the child is gone, what do you let her use to support her? ”

Under the end of ten thousand years, she is afraid that Ning Ning will not be able to think about it, what should she do if she commits suicide?

Qin Mo's body stiffened, the black hole's gaze turned to the doctor, and his voice was pressed hard, "Is there no other way besides this?" ”

The child is the crystallization of love, not to mention two lives, how can he give it up?

If there is really no way, he can not have children, however, he can't live without her.

If the person is gone, then, there is no meaning?

The doctor shook his head, his face was a little heavy, "Miss An's health is not good, if the child is aborted, the chance of pregnancy will be reduced a lot, because it is a twin, the fetal protection work is more difficult, and the child must be taken out directly when the child is mature, but this will cause great harm to the mother, and she may not be able to have children in the future, and Miss An's health will be very bad in the future." He looked at Qin Mo and whispered, "Miss An is still young, and if you take care of your body, you will still have children." β€œ

Hearing this, Lan Jingen gasped and her eyes widened.

Qin Mo closed his eyes tightly, and the surging in his heart was not enough to express his current mood.

At this moment, he was scared...

The doctor looked at Qin Mo's expression and continued: "Mr. Qin, the plan is set according to Miss An's current situation, if she can maintain a good attitude and a normal diet, these two plans may not be used. ”

Before the doctor's words were finished, Qin Mo groped his way to the window, put her cold hand on his face, and finally buried his face in her palm.

What should I do?

*****

The people of the Qin family are not happy, and the people of the Lu family are not much better.

"Rong Zheng, it seems that you sent Lu Donghua to prison too cheaply." Tang Yi spoke.

Rong Zheng was lying on the sofa, smoking a cigarette while closing his eyes, listening to Tang Yi's words, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and then he opened his eyes, full of sarcasm, "It's cheap." He took a puff of his cigarette, "As the saying goes, a soldier can be killed, but not humiliated." The most important thing in Lu Donghua's life is reputation, and going to prison is undoubtedly the supreme insult to him, which makes him feel more painful than killing him. ”

People who come from military backgrounds have long lost their fear of death. And if you think about people like Lu Donghua, what you care about most is nothing more than your name in front of and behind you.

Also, who says that it is peaceful in prison?

You must know that when Ling Lu and Fang Fei went to prison, there were too many tribulations.

Let's take it slow in prison.

Tang Yi thought about it.

"Lu Huai'an has stepped down, he can still do something else." Tang Yi continued to ask.

Rong Zheng raised the corner of his eyes and looked at Tang Yi, "I said Mayor Tang, why is your brain so bad?" Our Qin family took revenge on a person, when did we become so merciful? ”

To be merciful to one's enemies is to be cruel to oneself.

What's more, Lu Huai'an said that the mother and the son tasted the debt, so what reason did they have to be polite?

"That's a pity." Tang Yi shrugged his shoulders and took a sip of coffee, "City A has one less good policeman for the country and the people. ”

"Heh..."Rong Zheng sneered, "The most important thing in our country is talent, one less Lu Huai'an, and there are many Lu Huai'ans behind him." ”

"Don't forget, he still has a way to go, to go abroad."

Rong Zheng smiled but did not say a word, and continued to smoke.

Blocked at home, he can indeed go abroad for development. I'm afraid he can't even get a visa and a passport, right?

If he was smuggled over, once discovered, he would be arrested as a terrorist, and if he was not caught, he would not be able to do many things because of his incomplete documents, and he would not even be hired for sweeping the streets.

It's just that since they have already made a move, it is impossible to give Lu Huaian a chance to go abroad.

As for Mu Sihan, this woman, he had to torture her slowly.

As soon as he thought of this, Rong Zheng stood up, "Let's go, go see the old witch." ”

In a separate ward in a psychiatric hospital

Mu Sihan was tied to the hospital bed, and his original curly hair was cut into thick short hair, and he was blind, which was simply unbearable.

Seeing someone coming in, Mu Sihan struggled, and his eyes were like eating Rong Zheng.

"Rong Zheng, do you think she's crazy like this?" Tang Yi spoke.

"Crazy?" Rong Zheng felt that this word was very funny when used on Mu Sihan's body, "Do you think a woman like her would be crazy?" ”

She can't go crazy if anyone else is crazy!

"I don't think so." Tang Yi raised his peach blossom eyes, "But if she knew that his son was dead, she might be crazy." ”

"Bastard, what did you do to my son?" Mu Sihan struggled and wanted to get out of the sick window, but he was tied tightly by a rope.

"I just said, how can such a person go crazy?" Rong Zheng looked at Tang Yi, "Look, isn't this good?" ”

*******

At night, An Yining woke up faintly, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Qin Mo.

She thought it was an illusion, blinked her eyes, Qin Mo's enlarged face was in front of her eyes, stretched out her hand, her cold fingertips slowly caressed his eyebrows, his eyes, his face, and finally rested on his pale crimson thin lips.

It is said that people with thin lips are affectionate, and she has never believed that he will be affectionate.

How long has this been a close encounter?

They had only been separated for a few days since they had returned from T City, and she felt like a century.

With a cold touch, Qin Mo was awakened, he opened his eyes, and when he felt the familiar breath around him, he spoke: "Awake?" ”

The voice was hoarse and tired.

"Yes." An Yining replied lightly, and then the whole person shrank into his arms, holding him tightly with both hands.

Being hugged by her like this, Qin Mo's whole heart was in chaos, such an embrace, such warmth, such a sense of familiarity, in how many days without daylight, God knows how much he longed to be redeemed?

However, he was scared~~

is afraid of the attachment of the day and night, but it has become a poison that cannot be quit for a lifetime.

He admits that he is a coward who suffers from gains and losses.

After a long time, An Yining saw that Qin Mo didn't speak, so she looked up at him and called softly, "Qin Mo." ”

"Huh?"

"Qin Mo~" An Yining continued to call!

"Hmm~"

"Qin Mo~"

An Yining shouted tirelessly, and Qin Mo responded patiently.

It seems that in this way you can feel the other person's save.

The air fell silent again!

The two hugged each other, it was very warm, and the atmosphere was too good, and both of them were reluctant to break such a rare warmth.

"Sleep a little longer, won't you?" Thinking of the doctor's words, Qin Mo's hand unconsciously moved to her stomach and felt it carefully!

The magic of life, at this moment, he seems to have experienced it!

I don't know how to describe that indescribable feeling!

Seeing that he took the initiative to stretch out his hand, a smile flashed on his face, he still cared about himself!

"No, I want to talk to you." As she spoke, she took the initiative to kiss him on the lips!

Seeing that he didn't move, An Yining followed his old example, first tracing his lips, and then priing open his teeth!

It's just that in the end, An Yining cried!

She pushed him away and burst into tears, "Qin Mo, I don't need your pity. ”

If you come, just for the sake of the child, for the sake of having pity on me, then I don't need it!

She didn't understand, when did the two of them get to where they are today?

The person, the same person, the arms are still the same arms, and that person disdains to kiss you!

Or, is she already in the past tense?

The emptiness in his arms made Qin Mo feel very bad, but An Yining's words made Qin Mo's face pale.

The thin lips moved, and finally, the words were in the throat, and I couldn't say a word!

In the dark, he felt the place next to him, where her temperature was still retained, and she was no longer there!

Yining, Yining~~

Qin Mo shouted in his heart, but he couldn't make a sound~

Until there was a bang, the door of the ward made a noise, Qin Mo panicked, he couldn't see it, and hurriedly got out of bed~

Yi Ning, don't go~

It's just that he couldn't see it, coupled with the panic in his heart, made his whole person in a panic, and suddenly, with a bang from Peng, he hit the opposite table, and the vase on the table fell and smashed on his feet~~

Yi Ning, don't go, come back~~

*****

"Little auntie, where are you going?"

In the aisle, Rong Zheng, who was about to go to see Qin Mo, saw An Yining hiding her face and hurriedly walked away, and hurriedly reached out to stop her.

An Yining, who was pulled in the rampage, suddenly lost her balance, rushed forward, and almost fell, but fortunately, Rong Zheng supported her.

Supporting An Yining, Rong Zheng saw An Yining's tearful appearance, and his heart tightened.

Did something happen?

After An Yining covered her stomach and stabilized herself, she hurriedly wiped the tears in her eyes, looked up at Rong Zheng, her lips moved, and in the end she didn't know what to say.

"Little aunt, what's wrong with you?" Rong Zheng looked at her red eyes and asked.

An Yining shook her head, "It's nothing, I just want to see my dad, I don't know how he's been in the past few days." ”

Hearing this, Rong Zheng was silent.

I don't know how to tell An Yining about this.

At this moment, the air fell silent.

An Yining looked at Rong Zheng with red eyes, and looked at Rong Zheng so fixedly, as time passed minute by minute, her heart sank to the bottom.

"Rong Zheng, you sue me, what's wrong with my dad?" Is it what she thinks?

At this moment, An Yining wanted to know and was afraid to know, the pain of torment made her red eyes begin to accumulate tears again, and her lips were constantly trembling.

After a long time, Rong Zheng turned his face away, and his voice was very low, "Three days ago, An Rui took Uncle An's ashes to be buried in the town. ”

As soon as the words came out, An Yining bit her trembling lip flap tightly, tears flowed down, her emaciated face was as pale as paper, and the fluctuations in her heart almost made her faint.

Why? Why?

In the end, An Yining finally couldn't help covering her face, her feet were weak, and she sat directly on the ground crying.

An Yining's face was full of tears, and her choked cry exuded a thick sadness.

Rong Zheng looked at An Yining like this, and felt very uncomfortable, but he couldn't help but say it, because it was her father who had raised her for more than 20 years, and she had the right to know.

"Lu Donghua is in prison, Lu Huaian resigned from the post of chief director, and Mu Sihan is in a psychiatric hospital."

At this time, An Yining couldn't hear anything, she covered her ears stiffly, her expression was sad, and suddenly she yelled out of control, "You lied to me, you lied to me..."

How did Dad die?

Daddy won't die, won't...

Mu Sihan is not dead, how could Dad die?

Before, she didn't have a mother and a father, and now that she doesn't have a father, what else does she have? That person, who once said what she thought was the most beautiful and touching words in the world, every sentence was so sincere, and she believed all of them, but now, all of them turned into bubbles...

If the rejection she had just suffered made An Yining disheartened, then Ande's death almost made her despaired...

How to solve this heart knot?

How should I get through this cut?

How can this wall be broken?

Perhaps, the two will drift apart... It's becoming a stranger...

*****

When Rong Zheng sent An Yining to the ward, the eye-catching picture made his body pause. He opened his eyes wide and looked at Qin Mo who fell to the ground, his eyes suddenly turned red, and his nose was sour.

Once upon a time, the omnipotent Uncle Nine became what he is today?

While he was distressed, he hated Mu Sihan and the Lu family even more.

If it weren't for them, how could Uncle Nine become what he is today?

If Uncle Nine hadn't been blind, Aunt Xiao and Uncle Nine would not have developed into the situation they are in today, and the culprit of this qiΔ“ was caused by the people of the Lu family.

Rong Zheng hurriedly hugged An Yining, who was crying and weak, to the window, and hurriedly stepped forward to help Qin Mo up.

Qin Mo, who was helped up, was stained with blood on his white shirt, and it was stained with water, and even a big bag was separated from his forehead.

Although An Yining on the hospital bed was weak, at this moment she clearly looked at Qin Mo, who was so unbearable, and her eyes began to sour again.

What the hell is she sad about?

Dad went so that she could live better. She and the child in her belly were bought by her father with his life, what qualifications does she have to trample on, and what reason does she have not to take good care of herself?

Her life and the lives of her two children were bought in exchange for her father's life, what reason did she have not to be strong?

An Yining wiped her tears, got up from the window with difficulty, walked in front of Qin Mo step by step, reached out to hold his hand, but found that the place she touched was not only cold and even slimy, it was blood, red and shocking.

couldn't help it, An Yining threw herself directly into Qin Mo's arms, distressed and heartbroken, all kinds of feelings were intertwined, her eyes were very hot, her voice was hoarse and choked, "Qin Mo, Dad is gone, you can't leave me and the child..." If there are any difficulties, let's face them together, okay..."

An Yining hugged very hard, "In the future, I will be your eye..."

Rong Zheng stood next to him, looking at the two of them like this, and his eyes turned red.

Qin Mo's body stiffened, let An Yining hold her, listening to her words, his heart trembled slightly and stretched out his hand to wrap around her.

Yi Ning, with you by my side, I'll be fine-

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