The more Li Zhengxian reads Li Lizhen's diary, the more the grief in his heart will deepen, Li Lizhen grows older, but the love for himself is more and more obvious, Li Zhengxian's heart is both painful and happy, but Li Zhengxian did not pause for too long, and continued to pick up another diary and read it.

April 9, 1998, today is the first time in my life that I was so excited that I didn't fall asleep, because today I was rescued by a hero when I was bullied by a group of classmates, this hero is Lee Jung-hyun, although he just simply asked if it was okay, right? But enough is enough, since Lee Jung-hyun saved me and talked to me, is this fate?"

On November 11, 1998, I cried all day, Lee Jung-hyun had a car accident, since he lost two of his dearest people at the same time in one day, what should I do? How can I help him? Is he okay? Won't he be able to stand the blow? I'm anxious, I'm sad, I really think that the person who had the car accident was me, then he wouldn't have lost his relatives, he must be sad, right? I wanted to see him, but I was in the hospital myself

On December 30, 1998, it was the end of another year, Lee Jung-hyun had not been to school since he had a car accident, and I was relieved to hear that he was fine, and I was relieved a lot, I think he must be sad to lose his parents, right? Because I understand, because I also lost my mother

Li Zhengxian's tears were almost dry, and when he closed the diary he had read, Li Zhengxian's eyes were already red and about to bleed, but Li Zhengxian didn't care, and continued to pick up another book and continue to read.

On March 21, 1999, the school began to circulate some news about Li Zhengxian, Li Zhengxian planned to write and act and direct a TV series, I was excited to death, Li Zhengxian deserves to be a national genius, what he did was bold enough, I like it, I must marry him, I want to work hard, strive to get good grades, and let him look at me differently

On April 10, 1999, the finale of "Blue Life and Death Love" came out, I watched the progress of each episode, just to see Lee Jung-hyun's wonderful performance, he is so talented, since the TV series is so good-looking, but the ending is a little miserable, why does the heroine in the play have such a disease like herself? Is this also fate? I don't know, I just know, I see crying and swollen eyes, I am so moved

On April 13, 1999, Lee Jung-hyun seemed to be preparing a new drama again, the first part broke all Korean ratings records, and now I will continue to shoot, I am looking forward to it, I am very happy, I can support you again, I am very happy

On April 26, 1999, I didn't expect Lee Jung-hyun to be so famous internationally? A CD of piano music is full of his deep thoughts, who is he missing? His parents? Or his lover? I envy the person who is missed by Lee Jung-hyun, if Lee Jung-hyun can miss me like this. I'm dead, and I'm content. But that's impossible, I haven't known him yet. But I suddenly felt disappointed, I was getting farther and farther away from him, could I still catch up with him? Lee Jung-hyun, can you slow down? I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll never be able to catch up with you again

On May 1, 1999, today was a special day, and I interviewed an intern reporter for Chosun Ilbo. I am very happy to be hired, since I can't catch up with Li Zhengxian, then I will be a reporter, so that I can continue to pay attention to him, and I can also have the opportunity to interview him, I am very happy, very happy

On May 14, 1999, I successfully applied to attend Lee Jung-hyun's press conference, and this time Lee Jung-hyun's action was even greater, since he cooperated with international superstars, it was really amazing, I had insomnia once, because I was going to see him tomorrow, the boy I saw in my dreams countless times, the boy I loved to the bone - Lee Jung-hyun

On June 10, 1999, I just came back from the hospital today, and I temporarily asked my father to accompany me to the Han River for a walk, but since I couldn't believe it, I was so surprised that Lee Jung-hyun was drunk and fell on the side of the Han River, but seeing Lee Jung-hyun burst into tears, I knew that he must have encountered something sad, was it a broken love? But my heart hurts, since he is in love? Why? He's mine, why can he be in love? Although I was in pain, I begged my dad to help me lift him up and take him to where I lived.

It's the first time I've looked at him so closely, I'm very happy, I'm so excited that I don't hate him for being in love anymore, because he looks like he's fallen out of love, so what's so angry? Lee Jung-hyun, you're mine again

But thinking of my condition and today's doctor's explanation, I cried again, why did I have this disease? Why do this to me? I haven't been in love with Lee Jung-hyun yet, I haven't dated Lee Jung-hyun yet, and I haven't kissed yet

For the first time, I was afraid of losing all this in front of me, the life and death that I had looked down on before, I was once again denied by myself, I was scared, I was just afraid of losing Lee Jung-hyun, but he didn't know

On June 26, 1999, I have known Li Zhengxian for more than ten days, since he likes to eat the porridge I cooked, I am really happy, I learned to be like the heroine of the TV series, from time to time to coquettish him, deliberately pretending to be angry, just to get his attention, I am already very happy to see him, how can I be angry?

But he cares about these things very much, spoils me, dotes on me, so that for a while, since I am deeply infatuated, I find that I can't do without him, I find that I am really infatuated with him, what should I do?

On July 3, 1999, since Lee Jung-hyun asked me what I wish today? I wanted to tell him that I wanted to live, I didn't want to die, because I couldn't leave you, and then let you dress up as the most beautiful bride in the world, and marry me back in front of the whole world, can you do that?

Although it was impossible to achieve, I did think so, but I didn't tell him, I only asked for an exclusive interview, and I was actually very happy to see that he agreed without hesitation, because I had another excuse to see him

Lee Jung-hyun couldn't read it crying, everything was just lying to himself, just to see himself, why was he so stupid and didn't see it?

Li Zhengxian couldn't control the pain in his heart anymore, and cried loudly for the first time, and kept shouting: "Lizhen, Lizhen."

Maybe it was because he was tired, for a long time, Li Zhengxian felt that his hands were wiping his tears, Li Zhengxian turned his head in surprise, but saw Li Lizhen looking at him with tears in his eyes.

Li Zhengxian saw that Li Lizhen finally woke up, hugged Li Lizhen and cried and said, "Do you know? If you don't wake up, I'm going to go crazy, you know? I miss you so much".

Li Lizhen hugged Li Zhengxian's head, nodded desperately, and said with a choked voice: "I know, I know, I heard you calling me in my dream, I was going to leave, but when I heard you crying, I couldn't bear it, I came back to see you, I'm afraid you will cry, I'd rather bear it silently by myself, but I still make you cry, I'm sorry."

Li Zhengxian was angry at Li Lizhen for the first time and said: "Bear it silently alone? What about me? What am I? Yes! You said! What am I? Have you ever thought that I'm going to go crazy looking for you everywhere? Yes? You say"?

Li Lizhen looked at Li Zhengxian's angry appearance, smiling, tears on her cheeks, but she smiled happily, although Li Zhengxian was angry, he was worried about himself, he cared about himself, what was he not satisfied with?

After Li Zhengxian was angry, he was silent for a while, raised his head and asked, "Are you hungry?" I'll get you something thin to eat, you're waiting for me here, I'll be right back."

Li Lizhen didn't speak, just smiled and looked at Li Zhengxian quietly, heard Li Zhengxian's words, and obediently nodded that it was okay, looking at Li Zhengxian's busy back, Li Lizhen felt like she was dreaming, since Li Zhengxian spoiled herself like this, Li Lizhen enjoyed all this very happily, maybe God saw herself pitiful, and made up for herself a little before leaving, right? Li Lizhen smiled contentedly.

After a while, Li Zhengxian came over with a bowl of hot ginseng soup, and muttered: "How can this Northern Amazing person deceive outsiders so much?" It's just a bowl of porridge, and I was stunned to say that it was ginseng soup, which really me off."

Li Lizhen said in surprise: "North shock? Zhengxian oppa, you say that we are in the north now? Is Huaxia North Shocked"?

Li Zhengxian nodded and said, "Yes!" Huaxia North Surprise, surprise, right"?

Li Lizhen asked suspiciously: "Zhengxian oppa, you will coax me, why did we come to the north to shock?" ”

Li Zhengxian smiled and said, "Where are so many questions? Are you a hundred thousand why? Let's grab a bite to eat! You've been in a coma for a few days, hurry up and eat some!"

Li Lizhen pursed her lips, laughed, opened her mouth and waited for Li Zhengxian to feed herself, Li Zhengxian picked up the teaspoon and fed it.

After eating, Li Zhengxian helped Li Lizhen to sit up, and told Li Lizhen everything that had happened in the past few days, Li Lizhen was surprised and excited, but she didn't expect Li Zhengxian to charter a private jet to bring herself to China? Since it's not enough! Also go to Paris, France, Maldives

Li Lizhen looked at the clothes on her body, thinking that Li Zhengxian helped her wear them, didn't she be looked at? Li Lizhen's face turned red, sweet and shy.

Li Zhengxian looked at Li Lizhen's appearance, smiled and said, "Okay! Take a good rest, and we'll set off on the Great Wall tomorrow morning."

Li Lizhen smiled happily and nodded, Li Zhengxian fell asleep on the sofa and worked hard for days, Li Zhengxian was physically and mentally exhausted, and fell asleep