145 The bitterness of the past

Outside the small glazed building, there is a two-person high courtyard wall, and the fire rose on it has just grown half a person tall. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

There are also two small flame trees in the courtyard, both of which are the seeds that the Great Dragon Dao Venerable has treasured for many years. Dalong Daozun tried several times but didn't work, but he didn't expect them to grow thriving here in Liuli.

As soon as Erhua walked into Liuli's small building, she heard laughter inside, and then she heard Liuli laugh and say, "Hey, why is our No. 1 beautiful demon in Huoding Peak coming back?" ”

Where there is a host, it is just to make people comfortable......

Infected by the warm atmosphere in the house, Erhua couldn't help but smile on her face, walked in front of everyone and said, "I'll keep an eye on you, so that you won't delay my master's sleep again." ”

"So you're coming back to chase people." The monks on the Fire Ding Peak have long been familiar with Erhua, so naturally they will not see each other.

"It's really time for you to come back, Uncle Shi just finished telling us. We thought we could be here for a while while you weren't there, and you'd be back. ”

Another monk laughed, then got up and said, "Let's go now, next time we have to see the opportunity, so as not to be seen by you again." ”

The monks also got up with a smile and said goodbye, and Liuli gave them a piece of mint cake before telling them to leave.

Erhua sent people out of the door, and when she came back, she saw Liuli crooked on the long collapse, and her fingers lazily circled in the air. With her movements, the cups and stools used to entertain guests were cleaned and returned to their original places.

Seeing Erhua coming back, Liuli tilted her head and smiled: "What's the urgency to come back so soon?" ”

"Master, why are you never in a hurry to get angry?" Erhua said as she sat down beside her.

Seeing that her expression was normal, Liuli thought that there was nothing serious, so she said, "Erhua, I had a very difficult time for a while. At that time, I was very young, without any self-protection ability, trying to survive in the cracks of a group of demon beasts. ”

Erhua was stunned for a moment, a little unintelligible, why she suddenly said this, but heard her continue: "At that time, I lived in fear, anger and anxiety every day, I hated the world, lamented my weakness, and was unable to sleep peacefully, tormented hysterically. But then I found that in the face of reality, those negative emotions not only did not help me change the status quo, but made everything worse. ”

Ruri had never said this to herself, but Erhua could understand from her words how difficult she was at that time.

Those hardships in the past, it is probably also painful to recall, Erhua was about to interject to interrupt Liuli, Liuli shook her head calmly and smiled: "You let me finish, because I have suffered hardships, so I began to pay attention to those demon beasts that mix well." Then I found out that these monsters have one thing in common, they are mostly quieter than other monsters.

So I began to learn to control my emotions and try to control the birds and monsters around me. In the process, I found that the calm and determined me can control other monsters better than the angry me. Later, I gradually learned to control monsters other than birds.

At this time, I suddenly realized something - it turned out that I had unconsciously completely changed my sad situation. Of course, at that time, I didn't have the ability to summarize, and I just subconsciously did it, but now that I think about it, this is probably the first truth I understood.

I have not lived in vain, and it has taught me a truth: anxiety, sadness, anger and resentment are the most useless things in the world. But it's hard not to get angry in life, emotions can be there, but you must be able to control them. After all those days, I really don't think there's anything else that makes me miserable. ”

Erhua was stunned when she heard it, she couldn't imagine that Liuli had also suffered, and muttered, "I've always ...... Always thought that you are the happiest person in the world......"

Liuli touched Erhua's head and smiled: "Erhua, you have to remember, nine times out of ten the world is unsatisfactory, you have experienced hardship, and if you can understand some truths, you have earned." In addition, we must know how to be content and cherish, no matter at any time, do not give up on ourselves, and believe that there is love and care in the world. On the other hand, since you know the suffering that no one cares about, and see that others are suffering, you should not be indifferent. ”

A layer of mist appeared in Erhua's eyes, and she nodded fiercely, "Master, I know, I don't have enough patience with people, and I'm easy to get angry and impatient, I will definitely change." ”

"Okay, what's the matter with your return?"

Erhua adjusted her mood, "Master, something seems to have happened to Daojun, and the old iron wing told me to ask you to go back no matter what." ”

Erhua paused, and said with some gossip: "Master, I remember that you and Daojun suddenly started a cold war five years ago, what happened?" ”

"Actually, it's nothing, five years ago, I cultivated to break through the Great Perfection of the Jindan Period, and Daojun suddenly became very nervous for some reason. Later, he forced me to swear that I would never leave him. How can I promise such a ridiculous vow? Then he got angry, and then he suddenly disappeared, and when he came back, there was a dragon Bao'er by his side, and then you all knew about it. ”

Erhua looked at Ruri's involuntarily pursed mouth, and finally felt that she looked like her age on the outside, and she was very cute. For a while, motherhood was overflowing, hugged her and pulled her into his arms and said: "Daojun has an awkward temper, let's ignore him, every time I come back, I don't want to go to the ghost place of Guiyue Peak again." ”

"I still have to go back and see, he is so kind to me, I thought when I didn't cultivate before, if I die one day, I will leave him with all my hair."

"Hairy?"

Erhua was a little inexplicable, and before her words fell, the glass in her arms suddenly disappeared, and a fluffy colored "chicken" appeared in her arms, and then the "chicken" changed back into glass.

"Got it now?"

Erhua's eyes widened, originally there were some things that Liuli said today that she couldn't understand and couldn't figure out, but now she understands them all......

Before, she thought, Liuli is obviously a human, why is she with a group of demon beasts? Not only these, but even the various things that made her feel strange about the glass in the past have been a little more thorough at this time.

However, there are still some things about Ruri that she doesn't understand.

For example, she hardly sweats, and although she eats, she doesn't seem to go to the hut, and even if she goes, most of them are to hide people's eyes. The skin looks rough, but when you look closely, you can barely see the pores and hairs, and it feels incredibly smooth and delicate to the touch. Her waist is especially good-looking, and no matter how much she eats, there will be no bulge in her abdomen, and Erhua once suspected that she had no stomach.

In addition, her whole body seems to be soft, and she does it easily because of body movements that are difficult for ordinary people to do...... (To be continued.) )