Chapter 39: Lonely Sakura
The West Island was stuffy during this time.
Since taking office, he has taken revenge on the bloody village, but there was a fire in the backyard, the New Fourth Army touched his lair, the photo disappeared, and the night raid team organized for the second time in a row was completely wiped out. However, it also gave the New Fourth Army a taste of being beaten, and in any case, drove the enemy to the other side of the river, at least not so conspicuously under his nose, and eliminated some direct hidden dangers and dangers.
But then I think about it, now there is a crisis in the European battlefield Hitler, no longer as strong as before, blocked by Stalin, like bamboo shoots after spring being covered in thick snow by an avalanche from nowhere, there is a feeling of being suppressed, and I want to go up but I can't help the depth and heaviness of the snow.
According to some news and some radio reports, Nishijima clearly feels that Germany, Italy and Japan are no longer a complete unity, and the battle line is elongated, each taking care of its own interests, and in the final analysis, it is all for its own interests, and once it is frustrated, who else can help each other?
Although Japan itself was not obviously bombed or threatened by the allies, some indications showed that the fact that the Japanese Empire had called on all its troops abroad to carry out daily attacks on anti-Japanese elements and still could not spare plundering the resources of various countries was enough to show that Japan lacked material resources.
On that day, Isamu Yokoyama called and first asked him about the situation here, and Nishijima answered him truthfully about what he thought and what he was doing here, and asked the general to send troops to replenish the formation.
Isamu Yokoyama said: Since the 11 November attack on Changde City, the Japanese army has suffered heavy losses and has been unable to attack for a long time, but when it later attacked Shipai, the last line of defense against Chongqing, it encountered unprecedented obstruction, and the battle was fierce, with soldiers on both sides suffering casualties.
He said helplessly to Xidao, there is no way, there is a natural danger, it is the last barrier of the national government, a place where one man is a pass, and ten thousand people are not open. When the plan was formulated, was it not considered that the current situation of the entire Japanese battlefield is not conducive to the development of the Japanese army fighting abroad and at home.
Nishijima did not expect the general to feel this way, he said: "General, your words make me feel anxious when I hear it, I don't believe that the Japanese Empire can be so incompetent. He had no idea how difficult Isamu Yokoyama's current situation was, and since the Battle of Changde, the base camp no longer trusted him.
The general said: "This is only my own worry, of course, our country is the sun that never sets, and as long as we still have a breath, it will shine in all directions like the rising sun in the east." ”
Yokoyama knew Nishijima's feelings, young man, it was not surprising that he was influenced by Japanese militarist education, and especially the death of his father brought him a deep stimulus, and he hated all Chinese.
Isamu Yokoyama didn't want to argue with him about such a topic, and in the current situation, there was nothing he could do to stop Japan's current decline. He changed the topic and changed his kind tone: "Nishijima-kun, it's not that I'm talking again, let's do the matter between you and Sakurako quickly." ”
No, I will never get married until I fulfill the mission of the Japanese Empire. Nishijima's words made Yokoyama speechless, and he sighed in his heart and said, "Then you can do it yourself." After a while, I'll send a motorboat unit to help you with order there, and that's all I can do, and I hope you can make a difference. ”
Nishijima said thank you and put down the phone, looking up to see Sakurako standing at the door, looking at her with tears in her eyes. As soon as he saw herself, Sakurako turned and left. He didn't chase it, but sat on the chair with his ass.
He stared at the knife his father had left on the table in front of him.
Sakurako saw that Nishijima didn't follow, and she felt a loss in her heart.
Since he was with Nishijima, Nishijima's life, in addition to being intimate with her, was thinking about the war.
Sometimes it feels like he's really under a spell and can't turn back. That time, the New Fourth Army broke into the room really frightened her, and she didn't know if the fetus in her womb was affected.
She told Xidao that she would go back to Wuhan or her hometown to hold a wedding and be a real bride. But Nishijima always used the excuse that the duty of a soldier is to obey orders, and he hides without seeing difficulties.
Sakurako saw that Nishijima was still the same, so she had to obey him.
However, Nishijima's heart is still quite fine, considering that it is too dangerous for Sakurako to go to the street to buy vegetables, he asked Matsuo to find an old woman on the street to buy vegetables and cook on the street every day to take care of Sakurako's life.
However, Sakurako's mood is still very low, idle, and has no communication with people, and slowly becomes less talkative, which Nishijima doesn't care. Because, as long as Nishijima comes back from outside, Sakurako will serve him with a strong spirit. Here, Nishijima is the only person she can care about. With him in front of her, she has a sense of security and happiness.
Nishijima didn't want to marry her, he had told her that if he became a family during the war, the mission of a soldier would come to an end, because he had more concerns, and he didn't want to do that. Sakurako understands his mind and can only let it go.
But today, from the dialogue between Nishijima and Yokoyama Isamu, she may have heard some clues, which aroused the emotions she hid in her heart, why didn't she want to marry Nishijima as soon as possible, happily have a child by her side, and there is a look up in life, but her long-cherished wish is like a dream in front of Nishijima.
She can only stay at home and cannot go anywhere, this is the task assigned by Nishijima to the sentinels considering her safety, and everything is taken care of by the Chinese old woman.
Sakurako is depressed and a little suffocated, but she is a well-educated Japanese woman, she will not say it to Nishijima, nor will she make trouble with Nishijima, she can only bury it in her heart and suffer herself.
She's starting to think about Junko.
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