The next day, Zhang Zhaoyi went to the Yinghua Palace to find the emperor at noon, but was told that the emperor had gone to the Palace of Nourishing the Heart, and she hurried to the Palace of Nourishing the Heart. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Now, she suddenly found that she was running after the emperor, and she began to suffer from gains and losses.

It's not a good sign, but she can't help it.

The emperor usually goes back to the Heart Cultivation Palace at noon for a short lunch break, so Zhang Zhaoyi guessed that he is taking a lunch break now. She was a little hesitant in her heart - it was actually not appropriate for her to go at this time, and the emperor would not be happy if he was woken up in a good manner.

However, from another point of view, this is another opportunity for her to get closer to him.

Opportunities are sometimes created by yourself, aren't they?

Zhang Zhaoyi's footsteps unconsciously quickened again.

In front of it is the Heart Cultivation Palace, and there are dozens of brocade guards standing straight outside the hall. The door is closed.

Zhang Zhaoyi stepped forward in a hurry.

Soon, Grandpa Zhang walked out.

"Your Majesty is already asleep, are you in a hurry to find him?" Father-in-law Zhang asked, his eyes full of alertness.

"I ...... It's a little urgent and I want to tell him personally. Zhang Zhaoyi said, unconsciously lowering her head slightly.

Grandpa Zhang smiled slightly and said, "How anxious is it?" Can't wait for two quarters of an hour? ”

Zhang Zhaoyi nodded.

Father-in-law Zhang smiled again, approached Zhang Zhaoyi's side and said, "Zhaoyi, there is a sentence that the slave doesn't know whether to say or not. ”

"You say it's what it is."

Gonggong Zhang suddenly looked at Zhang Zhaoyi like a philosopher, stared at her for about half an hour, and then said, "You should have a strong love for Your Majesty now, right?" If he were someone else, then the slave would be happy for you and encourage you to pursue him boldly. But he is the king of a country, a person who has lived among thousands of flowers, and he has already had a dignified and virtuous queen who has fallen into the country and the city, do you think his feelings for you are solid? ”

Zhang Zhaoyi was struggling in her head at this time, and when she heard Grandpa Zhang's words, her heart was even more confused, she frowned and asked Grandpa Zhang: "What do you mean by this?" ”

Grandpa Zhang raised his eyebrows and said, "What the slave means is to let go of your unrealistic little girl fantasies, so that you may be much better." ”

Zhang Zhaoyi didn't agree with Zhang's father-in-law's words, but found that he was powerless to refute, so he turned his gaze away and said: "I don't think it's unrealistic to love him, didn't you say that he is a person who has been in a thousand flowers?" But he is now perched on my branches. ”

"The word 'perch' is used very appropriately, so Zhaoyi should understand that perching also means temporary residence, right?" Zhang Gonggong said in a very gentle voice.

This big truth that was colder than a blade through a gentle tone made Zhang Zhaoyi's whole heart shrink, and tears almost burst out of her eyes.

Unwillingness once again germinated from the bottom of Zhang Zhaoyi's heart.

How could he conclude that the emperor's love for her was only temporary? How did he decide? She didn't believe it, she didn't believe it, so she raised her stubborn head and said, "Then I take back the last sentence I said, I always have a way to keep his heart, Gonggong Zhang, if you don't believe it, wait and see." ”

Father-in-law Zhang smiled again, smiled lightly, and said solemnly after laughing: "Okay, the slave is waiting to see." But Zhang Zhaoyi, don't work so hard as a person, you must know that if you use too much force, you will hurt yourself. ”

With that, he bowed slightly to Zhang Zhaoyi and went in.

Zhang Zhaoyi stood stunned at the door for a moment, and finally turned around helplessly to leave.

The emperor said that he would come to me tonight, and I would go back and wait, but why am I so worried? Zhang Zhaoyi said in her heart as she walked.

In the evening, Zhang Zhaoyi came to the Yinghua Hall again, and also brought medicinal soup.

The crown prince couldn't help but sink his face when he saw it, but because the emperor was present, he couldn't say anything.

Out of the Yinghua Palace, the prince went to Kunyi Palace to find Empress Jingzhuang.

Empress Jingzhuang has been in poor stomach and spirit lately, so she spends most of her time in bed almost every day.

Today, when her spirits were a little better, and her stomach problems were lessened, she got out of bed and went for a walk in the garden, so that the prince did not see her when he came.

Empress Jingzhuang sat down on the stone bench in the garden, looking at the pavilion and the small bridge not far away.

It had been three days in a row, and she dreamed of death, of being swept away by the flood, or eaten by wild beasts, or buried in the earth, and that no matter how much she struggled, she could not break free from the things that were entangled in her, and that she died because of them.

Could this be a harbinger? She couldn't say it herself. Before that, she had rarely thought about death, but in the past few days she had begun to think about it, and she thought about it very seriously.

It is necessary to think carefully about this possibility, after all, people will die eventually, and it is not possible to say when they will die, so it is necessary to think about this question as soon as possible.

Queen Jingzhuang was thinking, and the more she thought about it, the more tragic she felt.

It dawned on her that her death was supposed to be related to something, that is, not necessarily a natural death. It was certainly not what she hoped for, but if it was really like that, she could only accept it.

Empress Jingzhuang stood up and continued to walk forward.

During this time, she couldn't sleep because she was worried that Zhang Zhaoyi and the imperial concubine would join forces to reveal her private meeting with Ling Wang Zhao Teng, and her health was not good, so she soon fell ill.

What was different from usual was that this time the illness was not violent, but it was not cured for a long time, it was like a lurking little beast devouring her little health little by little.

This time, she vaguely felt that her entire body function was degrading, and her willpower was slowly losing ground.

Well, maybe if this continues, she will die in a year or two.

Maybe it's because she has been entangled too much and deeply in this life, and she feels too tired to live, so she is not so afraid of death.

Sometimes she faintly waits for death.

She was even imagining what it would be like after her death.

At that time, Wang Zhaoteng no longer had to think about her, and he no longer had to think deeply and cross mountains and mountains just to see her. As long as she dies, her guilt towards the emperor can also be buried in the ground, and the disputes in the harem can be kept away.

It's just that she still has a lot of uneasiness when she thinks about it.

If she dies, the emperor and the crown prince will definitely be sad, and there is also a question of who will replace her place at that time.

The imperial concubine is too vicious to let her sit on the queen's throne.

Zhang Zhaoyi is unpredictable and lacks dignity, and she is not suitable for sitting in this position.

Concubine Guo Xian is a good woman, but she is not favored, and the emperor may not let her be the queen.

Although other women have their own advantages, they are still too far from the "mother's world".

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Dear friends, the second watch is here. (To be continued.) )