Chapter 832: Painful Comprehension
Cheng Qianxun put the plate containing the empty packaging bag to the side, lay on the bed and continued to sleep. After falling asleep in a daze, in the middle www.biquge.info of the night, someone suddenly woke her up with a loud scream.
It was not easy to fall asleep, but she was yellow, she sat up angrily and yelled: "What is it called in the middle of the night, it annoys people!" ”
Sneijder, who was next door, shouted, "Did you have a dream?" Whoever is next to him, wake him up. ”
It turned out to be a dream, and her anger plummeted. Although it's not a good stubble here, the people who can be killed are different, and when there is a psychological burden, there will be nightmares at night. The corpses all over the ground are enough for this guy.
Lie down again, it will take a long time to fall asleep again... When did you start killing the first person, when did you climb the stairs, everything seemed to be far away, but it was like yesterday.
At the end of this level, you can become a four-winged angel, but do you really want to be an angel?
Those people trembled and prayed before they died, probably the most devout in their lives. In fact, the heavenly realm is not really useless, at least it can bring hope to mankind. In the most difficult, dangerous, and terrifying times, you can find some comfort.
She couldn't help but smile at the thought of telling the child how kind and lovely the angels of the heavenly realm were. Even if you are sanctimonious, it is better than seeing Satan in a strange shape after death... Thinking about it, I fell asleep again in a daze.
The next day, it was closed, and breakfast and lunch were stuffed in through the slot under the iron door.
After eating, thinking of something, he picked up the blanket on the bed, covered himself, walked to the toilet, and sat on the toilet with the blanket as a cover. She is no longer an ordinary person, she is like a Pixiu, she only eats and does not need to pull. If you don't want to be seen through, let's make a show.
The sound of her pulling water was heard, and after a while, the sound of flushing the toilet came from the rooms of her teammates on the left and right.
Since noon, people have started chatting, humming, trying to make some noise. People are social animals, and being locked up alone for a short time is quiet, and when it is long, it will feel lonely. Sometimes the feeling of loneliness is like the terrible feeling of being abandoned by the world, in this dimly lit room, dead and rotten, and maybe you can't get out.
The two people in group 1 have been chatting for a long time, and all kinds of topics are used to dispel this feeling.
Finally feeling a little bored, one of them shouted, "Hey, next door, Group 2, are you really from the bottom?" ”
I heard Rudolph scolding: "You don't care about you talking, you don't have time." I don't like a dry mouth! "There's nothing to say, the more you say it, the more exposed it becomes.
The two of them finally got tired of talking, and everything returned to calm. Cheng Qianxun is either lying down, or sitting on the bed, such confinement has been before, at that time I thought that I had killed Julian, she didn't eat or drink and just wanted to die... When he came back to his senses, his fingers touched the pendant again.
A long black feather slowly floated down, and her hand happened to catch it, and she was stupidly pinching it to return it to Hades... Many, many things have happened, some things are quickly forgotten, how many people died along the way, their names and looks gradually faded. Some things are so clear and vivid.
There was movement at the door again, and dinner was delivered. She asked for one from breakfast, and she kept lying down, eating too much and not digesting, feeling bloated, and if she went down to two servings, she could eat to her throat.
Really irritable, she shouted, "What if you can't sleep?" ”
Gordon shouted, "Do push-ups!" Judging by the change in his voice, it was about being done.
Regel said: "Sit-ups work on abs. ”
Snead said: "I'm boxing. ”
One by one, they were using exercise to consume excess energy, and Rudolph said leisurely: "Count the sheep, count to a thousand to ensure that you fall asleep." ”
Sheep counting or exercising? After thinking about it, she got up.
Legel's voice came from the side: "Cheng, what are you doing?" ”
"Dance~" She jumped casually, stepping on the ground with a bang, panting slightly: "I can't do push-ups, this is good, jump up!" ”
"Yes, jump up, everyone jump together." My teammates all danced.
The last group also jumped: "I can't sleep anyway, jump, jump." ”
"Oh, oh, oh~" It was very lively all of a sudden, and everyone was humming while dancing and making all kinds of strange sounds. If you can't see each other, you can stretch out to your heart's content. Jump until you're covered in sweat and can't jump anymore, lie down on the bed, close your eyes and sleep.
"Bang dang~, bang dang~" The doors opened one by one, and the outside lights shone in.
Cheng Qianxun was woken up, and he heard someone outside shouting: "All the people inside come out." ”
She scrambled to her feet and walked out the door, her sleepy-eyed eyes blinking a few times. Everyone else came out, and some of them put undershirts on their bodies in a hurry.
"Stand upright, turn right." actually practiced: "Walk in unison." ”
Cheng Qianxun didn't care about the password, just followed the team, anyway, no matter how decent she went, her posture was still not as good as others, especially those from a professional class.
It's a room for everyone again, Cheng Qianxun walked into the room, just like last time, a chair was placed in the middle, but this time I could see a table and chair in front of the chair, and there were two people sitting.
They are all wearing black regular army uniforms, different from ordinary soldiers, these two people should be in the leadership, so the clothing is also different, wearing black brimmed hats, looking deep and majestic, epaulettes are all with stars, and several rows of colorful small square signs on the chest, which should represent job titles, military ranks and meritorious deeds, etc., she can't understand either.
"You may be seated." The attitude is lukewarm, and he maintains a calm pace of speech.
She sat down and drew a few drawings with her other hand on the table, on which there should be a computer board: "Your grades are very good, parenthetical notes, with the help of others." ”
It's really rigorous, and this is also written. This person raised his head and looked at her: "It's often surprising to evaluate you, and I also learned from yesterday's final test." ”
"Oh." She replied faintly.
These people are often sharp-eyed, level-headed and easy-looking, and they all stare at her at this time, as if they can see her through.
After a while, seeing that she was still sitting like this, the man asked, "What do you want to do in the regular army?" ”
She looked at each other slightly: "Everyone wants to join, doesn't they?" For me, there is no lofty or great goal, as long as you eat well, dress well, and don't have to live a low-level life. ”
"Would you be willing to satisfy your life and not let you join the regular army?" The other party asked again.
She asked rhetorically: "Is there such a good thing about eating lunch for free?" "Of course, there is no such thing as a free lunch, and if you want to live well, you must either attach yourself to high-level personnel, or you must meet the requirements of eating this meal.
What kind of psychological counseling is this, it is a psychological test. Of course, the other party will continue to ask questions, until he is satisfied: "Then the enemy gives you a better life, and you will also join the enemy?" ”
She shook her head: "Are they worth believing me?" The answer, of course, is no, neither of them will believe it. A dog that betrays its owner, no matter how fierce it is, is a white-eyed wolf who can't keep a family.
The other party went around the question again: "What if they ask you to betray you on the condition of your life?" ”
"Then promise betrayal." She seemed to be unscrupulous, and the other party was about to gasp, and then slowly explained: "It is said that it is not easy to train a regular army, you want the elite to die honorably in the enemy and become martyrs." Or do you save your life first, pretend to be obedient, and then find an opportunity to escape back and bring more secrets with the enemy? ”
The other party seemed to approve, and asked, "What if you come back, but your own people don't believe you?" Not understood, considered a traitor... ”
"Let time tell." She laughed very easily: "As long as there is food and drink, wait for the task slowly." As a person who has successfully escaped from the enemy, who has risked his life to come back, that should belong to a hero. Shouldn't it be a big propaganda to let the enemy know that the people here can never be used by them? ”
Two people sitting behind the desk looked at each other, and the other asked, "Do you want to smoke?" ”
"Nope. But can I have some chocolate? I have it in my pocket. She pulled out the chocolate she had left over from yesterday from her pocket. After getting permission, she slowly went to get rid of the wrapper, anyway, there was time, there was no need to rush.
"Do you just want to be an ordinary soldier?"
It's to see what her ideals, or ambitions, are. She lowered her head and opened the crumpled chocolate tin foil wrapper little by little, the paper was brittle and tore open when she pulled it, but she didn't want to tear it, she wanted to keep it intact: "It's good to be a good person, do your job well, save your life, wait for retirement, okay." ”
The other party looked at the chocolate and asked, "Why did you do this yesterday, just like acting, you are not afraid that others will say that you are hypocritical?" ”
"Who is the other person, someone who has already gone to heaven?" She stopped, looking at the chocolates that had been revealed, and there were only two rows left. Break a piece and stuff it in your mouth.
The chocolate tastes good with a rich milky flavor. Apparently made from cocoa butter, not cocoa butter.
"Why, can you give an explanation?"
She chewed chocolate in her mouth: "Well, it tastes good, the last piece, you either?" He raised his hand and gave it to them very sincerely.
Yesterday the dead ate the leftovers, of course they don't: "No, thank you." ”
Put the last piece of chocolate in his mouth and carefully spread out the tin foil of the chocolate little by little: "Except for one fool who went crazy, everyone else cooperated well, didn't they?" "The children were able to line up, waiting to be shot one by one, without screaming and running away. It's a lot quieter than the 1 group.
"You're here to get them to cooperate, right?" The other party asked tentatively.
"Of course, there is more than that, if you can cooperate, there is less danger, and there are others." If she doesn't do it, someone else will, and her life will not be guaranteed. There was a slight hint of mockery at the corners of her mouth, and she looked at these people with a cold gaze, as if she had watched them walk into the same place as yesterday: "Anyone can die, and they will be escorted somewhere, facing the muzzle of the gun." Since death is unavoidable, at least let them die with some dignity. "Sometimes killing is also a mercy.
There was silence for a while, and the two sides looked at each other, watching quietly.
Finally, one of them said, "Thank you for your cooperation, you can go." ”
She stood up and spread out her hand on the chocolate paper and placed it on the chair, the silver tin foil was so glaring. Without another glance at the two who might decide her fate, she left the room.
After going out, I was escorted back to the original small room. She lay on the bed, not knowing if what she had just done was right, and she also knew that it was a bit willful. But in the face of slaughter, she didn't have the ability to deal with it calmly.
This is simply another underworld, and sometimes there is no right or wrong, otherwise what would be wrong with those children who are so young? All of them were wiped out, and no grassroots was left. In the underworld, Satan has the final say; So who's in charge here?
The world is really ruined, but where will humanity go if it is destroyed? If this stepped society collapses, the poverty and misery that the people at the bottom have suffered for a long time will explode.
Any kind of system will have a good side and a cruel side; Where there is light, there is darkness, and where there is darkness, there is something beautiful!
Suddenly, she realized something, sat up, and said softly: "Whether it is Hades or an angel, it is not easy." After saying that, he first shook his head and laughed, and finally smiled at the sky, although he only saw the dim ceiling, but it seemed to be looking at the angels of the heavenly realm laughing.
Yes, Hades wants to maintain darkness, for the sake of sinners, for fear of punishment after death, just as she kills people and thinks about others to be better; And the heavenly realm needs to maintain the light, and to be merciful in the face of the original sin... It's really too hard between the two. After a long time, even gods will go crazy, right?
She couldn't laugh anymore, she lay down again, closed her eyes... Well, long live the understanding. Maybe that's why he took her to the heavenly realm and continued to climb the stairs. used reality to make her understand, and she finally had a little understanding, this realization is really painful, what a painful realization!
The others also brought back one by one, and the people in group 1 asked each other about the situation, and the teammates asked if they were there, and they didn't ask anything if they knew they were there. It's late, about eleven o'clock to ask questions, and now it's one or two o'clock.
The difficult night has passed, and no one knows what tomorrow will face.
"Bang, bang... One by one, the iron doors opened.
"Assemble, assemble!" Someone was shouting outside.
When everyone arrived, they began to take the roll call, and then said, "Go to breakfast first, and then go back to their respective dormitories after eating, and wait for new orders." ”
Everyone lined up in a narrow passage and followed the person in front.
"Is it over?" Someone in the first group asked.
"It's hard to say." The latter one replied.
Regel's spoofed attitude came again: "Here I think of a place. ”
"Where?" Gordon asked deliberately.
Regel said in the tone of a horror story: "World War II, entering a concentration camp, saying that I was going to take a bath, and as a result... Maybe... (To be continued.) )