Li Zhengxian opened the diary, which was a little old but very well preserved, and looked at the slightly immature handwriting, Li Zhengxian read it carefully, he Li Zhengxian did not read it out loud for his own inspection, but also for Li Lizhen to hear it.

"In 1989, March 18th, it was my birthday, and it was also my most painful day, because yesterday I was in class and suddenly fainted, today is my birthday, but I can only spend it in the hospital, my father bought me a birthday cake and the birthday gift I always wanted, I was very happy, but I couldn't leave the hospital, because the doctor said I couldn't leave for the time being, I was so angry, I was still in school, and I still had to play with my classmates! But I still had such a painful day in the hospital

On March 19, 1989, I thought I could finally be discharged from the hospital today, but what the doctor said to my dad was overheard by me, Marfan syndrome? What is this disease? Heredity? What is heredity? Will it die? Can I see my mother when I die? I don't know, and I'm not scared because I haven't seen my mother yet

On March 20, 1989, I continued to stay in the hospital, insisting on treatment every day, although I was in pain, but I didn't dare to cry out, because I was afraid that my father would worry, so I couldn't help but let myself cry

On March 21, 1989, in the hospital today, the doctor installed a TV in my ward, and the doctor said that my father still had to work, and he was afraid that no one would accompany me, so he deliberately installed a TV set for himself

In 1989, on March 22, my father went to work again, and I was alone in the hospital, but today I am very happy, because I saw a beautiful child on TV, he can sing, and he will host children's programs, so amazing, I like this beautiful little boy so much, but how can I be friends with him?

In 1989, on March 23, after my father left, I waited in front of the TV for the little boy's program, and finally waited, it was still so good-looking, like a doll, I still knew his name, it turned out that this beautiful little boy was called Li Zhengxian

Lee Jung-hyun read Li Lizhen's diary, and his tears never stopped, what kind of angel is this? The torment of such sadness and illness at such a young age? Afraid that his family would be worried and couldn't hold back his tears, he was really a strong and sensible cute angel, Li Zhengxian looked at Li Lizhen in a coma and thought so.

Li Zhengxian continued to read, paragraph by paragraph, sentence by sentence, Li Zhengxian has never been so careful and serious, but when Li Zhengxian finished reading the first diary, Li Zhengxian was deeply shocked, is this the diary of a nine-year-old child? Since there is no missing date, from March 18, 1989 to December 30, 1989, since there is no less day, what kind of concentration can create this nine-year-old child?

Li Zhengxian also got very important information from Li Lizhen's diary, Li Lizhen misses her mother very much, feels very sorry for her father, and likes herself very much when she was a teenager, mother, father, Li Zhengxian, this is the word that appears most in this diary.

Li Zhengxian was moved, looking at Li Lizhen, who was still with her eyes closed, Li Zhengxian said gently: "So you knew me at that time?" It's a pity that I didn't know you until now, I'm really sorry, I hate myself so much, I hate myself for not knowing you earlier, so that you will have my figure in your childhood memories, Lizhen, wake up! I beg you, I, Lee Jung-hyun, have never begged anyone, today I beg you, wake up! I miss you so much, I miss your voice so much.

Li Zhengxian was a human being in two lives, and together he didn't have as many tears as he did today, but Li Zhengxian didn't care, he only hoped that Li Lizhen would wake up as soon as possible and get rid of the torture of illness as soon as possible.

Li Zhengxian wiped away his tears, picked up the second diary and continued to read, even though his throat had begun to dry and hoarse, but Li Zhengxian still had no intention of stopping, and continued to read in a gentle voice.

In 1990, on June 1st, today is Children's Day, and I didn't go to school, so I asked my father to take me to buy Lee Jung-hyun's album, because he was going to release an album today, and I had to support him, because I liked him, and I wanted to marry him when I grew up, so that I could see him every day, not on TV, and let him sing to me every day, I really want to grow up quickly

On July 8, 1990, I was supposed to go to Hongfu Plaza to see Lee Jung-hyun, because he was going to perform a live show there today, but I fainted again and came to this familiar ward again. Why not tomorrow? Lee Jung-hyun, I can't see you again, I secretly cried for a long time

In 1990, on December 30th, tomorrow is the New Year, and I can see Lee Jung-hyun again, I am so excited, so excited, my father has promised me to take me to see him, because he is going to perform live tomorrow, I am so looking forward to it, I didn't sleep all night with excitement

After reading the second diary, Li Zhengxian felt deeply remorseful, it turned out that as early as ten years ago, there was such a beautiful angel who paid so much attention to himself and liked himself, but he didn't know anything, Li Zhengxian took a deep breath, picked up the third and fourth books, and read the five diaries with the first breath.

From between the lines, it is full of leaks that he misses his mother, his father's thoughtfulness, and his nostalgia for Li Zhengxian himself, because he Li Zhengxian did not appear on TV again, but read books at school, but Li Lizhen still has nostalgia for him Li Zhengxian himself in every book.

The sky has been unconsciously lit up, looking at the misty weather outside the window, Li Zhengxian opened the window to let the room glow a little fresh air, Li Zhengxian walked to Li Lizhen's bedside, looked at Li Lizhen with his eyes closed, Li Zhengxian said softly: "Big lazy cat, you can get up, don't sleep anymore, the sun is going to reach your buttocks."

But there was still no movement, Li Zhengxian couldn't control his emotions anymore, clenched his fists, let the tears wet his cheeks again, his voice was already hoarse, his face was already a lot haggard, and his eyes were already very red and swollen, but Li Zhengxian was still unaware, and he still prayed in his heart that Li Lizhen would wake up soon.

The chief physician in charge of Li Lizhen's condition rushed over in the morning, and when he saw that Li Lizhen's bedside was not her father, but a strange young person, the doctor walked over and asked softly, "Excuse me, what is your relationship with the patient?"

Li Zhengxian heard someone speak, raised his head and saw a middle-aged man wearing a white coat and a mask, Li Zhengxian knew that it must be the doctor in charge of Li Lizhen, hesitated for a moment, Li Zhengxian stood up and bowed and said.

"Hello doctor, I'm Lizhen's friend, it's a good kind, Uncle Li, I let him go back to rest, I'll stay and take care of Lizhen, thank you for your hard work, help her see how the situation is!"

The doctor thought for a moment, nodded and asked, "Okay!" Is it still a sign that you haven't woken up? ”

Li Zhengxian shook his head in frustration and said, "No"!

The doctor nodded and continued to check, and after a few minutes, the doctor said heavily: "Wait for her father to come and ask him to come to my office to find me, I have something to explain to him"!

After Li Zhengxian saw the doctor's expression, he chuckled in his heart, and Li Zhengxian guessed that his condition might not be good, so Li Zhengxian asked nervously, "Tell me about it!" I want to know the whole story, please"! Lee Jung-hyun bowed and pleaded.

The doctor hesitated, looking at Li Zhengxian who bowed and didn't get up, the doctor was really embarrassed, the general patient's situation can't be nonsense, besides, Li Zhengxian just said that he was just a good friend, so the doctor hesitated.

But Li Zhengxian's behavior still made the doctor very unbearable, because the doctor could see that Li Zhengxian's treatment of Li Lizhen was definitely not such a simple friendship, and his eyes were already red and swollen, indicating that he hadn't slept all night, which may still be the reason for crying, and his hoarse voice proved that Li Zhengxian not only cried, but also spoke all night, so the doctor finally nodded and said: "Follow me to the office and talk"!

After speaking, the doctor turned around and left, glanced at Li Lizhen lying on the hospital bed, Li Zhengxian followed him out of the ward, and followed the doctor to the office area.

Walking into the office, the doctor and Lee Jung-hyun sat on the sofa and talked.

Doctor: "Do you know what the patient's illness is"?

Lee Jung-hyun glanced at the doctor and nodded in disappointment.

The doctor nodded and continued to ask, "Do you know about this disease?"

Li Zhengxian lowered his head, but nodded in acknowledgement.

The doctor sighed and continued: "The virus on the patient's body has eroded the five internal organs, that is to say, there is no cure, the reason why she didn't leave so early is because of her willpower, otherwise she is already a pile of dust, not that I deliberately scare you." I'm just talking about things."

Li Zhengxian suddenly raised his head and looked at the doctor, wanting to say something, but he was dying again, enduring his grief, Li Zhengxian asked softly, "How long does she have left?" ”

The doctor shook his head and said, "No one can say the specifics, but it is certain that it will not be more than twenty days, because her five organs have begun to fail, and even begin to rot."

Lee Jung-hyun closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and asked again, "What should we do?" ”

The doctor shook his head and said, "Do everything you can to wake her up, accompany her on her last journey, fulfill her wish, and let her go with peace of mind!" Don't let her leave in the hospital bed with regrets, because her limbs are still healthy and she can walk home when she wakes up, I'm sure of that."

Li Zhengxian nodded and said, "I understand, thank you doctor, I know how to do it, bow and thank you, Li Zhengxian is about to leave, but the doctor said." "Wait".

Li Zhengxian turned to look at the doctor, and the doctor took a note and handed it to Li Zhengxian: "Pick up the pharmacy and get some medicine to eat, you have to keep it in good condition, so that the patient will not worry about you, do you know what I mean"?

Lee Jung-hyun took the medicine list, bowed again and thanked, "I know the doctor, thank you."

Li Zhengxian took the medicine list, turned around and left the office, and walked towards Li Lizhen's hospital room with difficult steps