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The people of the small village didn't know anything, and they even denied that there was once a college student named Cui Zhijia out of the village, and that the dog that should not exist in this world was just a poor child who was lost here more than ten years ago.
A small village of 100 people, all of whom are related to each other, and the protection of their own people has become almost instinctive in their simple minds.
The law does not hold the public accountable, the police can't prove that they are aware of Cui Zhijia's whereabouts, and there is nothing they can do about them, so they can't arrest all the people in a village, right?
In the vast mountains, even the old film policeman who has worked and lived in this area all his life can't tell how many monasteries can hide in this mountain, Cui Zhijia has the heart to hide, and no one can find him.
Although Li Xiangyue was bent on catching that bastard, Wen Mo's body was more important.
On the surface, Wen Mo is like a good person, she can eat, drink, talk and laugh, but the nurse in charge of taking care of her told Li Xiangyue in private that Wen Mo was having nightmares every night, and fell out of bed from time to time screaming for help, and then asked her what she dreamed of, she didn't say a word, pretending to be fine.
How long can she survive? More than a year of inhuman life was enough to torture her to lose her mind, and as a psychologist, when she became a PTSD patient, it would be more difficult for her to recover than the average patient.
"Let's go back and get out of here, as soon as possible." Li Xiangyue repeatedly confirmed with the doctor that Wen Mo's mental and physical state was able to accept a long journey, and he couldn't wait to take her out of here.
City B may not be better, but staying here Wen Mo will definitely get worse, Li Xiangyue has noticed that Wen Mo will be very nervous every time someone opens the door to enter her hospital room, and wants to hide herself, and on two occasions, Li Xiangyue helped Wen Mo out from under the bed. She began to stay awake for a long time, sneaking into the bathroom to flush out the sleeping pills prescribed to her, and sitting all night in front of the window in a corner where the moon did not shine, like a wolf to stay alert, the slightest wind and grass could alarm her.
Compared with the mental excitement, Wen Mo did not gain weight after ingesting enough nutrients, but became thinner, and the shape of the bones could be seen through the skin and flesh on his arms.
Li Xiangyue saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart, and he couldn't wait to take Wenmo back to City B immediately and change the environment, which would be good for her.
Hot spring sanatorium in Mishui District, City B.
Two caregivers took advantage of their lunch break to sit in the gazebo in the garden. The sanatorium is a great place to rest, with a pleasant view and a relaxed life, but that's for the people who live here to recuperate. The work of a caregiver is very hard, and the fatigue caused by a long 12-hour shift is by no means eliminated by a good night's sleep. At noon, the entire nursing home was silent, a rare time for these nurses to rest.
"Why do you think the new girl is so annoying, every time she cleans her room is as hard as a war, have you ever seen her eyes? Like a wolf, I could see the glow of green inside. ”
"How can it be so exaggerated? If you want to say it's annoying, it's still the man I told you last time, it's really disgusting, alas, I'll tell you, I've seen him wander out of the room naked, and block people in the corridor, and if it's a woman, stick it up, ouch, how shameless and shameless you want to be. ”
"Have you seen it? Not afraid of long needle eyes? ”
"I'm so old, what am I afraid of? If he dares to shake me, I dare to look at it. But let me tell you, he's pitifully small, really, a man is a shame to be dead when he does his job. ”
"Really? I'll have to go see it someday. Alas, this job is exhausting, and I really don't want to do it. There are not enough people, the work is heavy, and we don't earn much, so we have no culture and can't do anything else, so we work here. ”
"It's not, let's just say it's like noon, when we have nothing to do, we have to deduct our wages if we take a break and get caught, really, capitalists don't treat people as people, pity us for working."
"I've been deducted 200 yuan this month, you say it's not unlucky!"
"How so? Isn't it only the 5th today? You've been caught lazy? ”
"Oh, how many years have we been doing this, how can we still learn to hide from rest? It's the new dead woman. She kept all the food in her house, whether she could put it or not, and hid it everywhere, and she had only been here for a few days, and the house stinked. I wanted to check and clean up, and she pushed me out the door like crazy. As a result, an old man came to see her, and when she smelled it, I was complained, which was really unlucky. ”
"Shh~~ Don't say it, that woman is here." The two nurses hurriedly ended their small talk and walked away.
Wen Mo had been sitting in the garden long before the two nurses talked about her, she was in a good position, the surrounding grass and trees blocked her tightly, she could observe everything around her, but others would not easily see her, which made Wen Mo feel safe.
The proximity of any strange man made Wen Mo feel dangerous, during the day, she didn't dare to close the door, and at night, she wanted to lock herself in the basement without doors and windows, even so, she still couldn't sleep all night, even if she was too sleepy to faint and sleep for a while during the day, the slightest movement could wake her up.
She couldn't think about anything seriously now, it was like her brain was rusting, and the feeling of helplessness made her feel terrible, but there was nothing she could do to control herself from being afraid.
She also felt hungry from time to time, and even after she had just finished eating, she would still think when she saw the food, she would hide it so that she could take it with her when she ran away.
Her body was free, but her soul was not, and deep within herself, she built a high wall and became a prisoner of herself.
Wen Mo didn't want to do this, she knew she was sick and needed help, but the so-called experts in the nursing home were arrogant fakes, she hated the tone of their voices, and even more hated the way they looked at her like a virus.
She's not one of those mentally abnormal patients, she's just a wounded animal, and what she needs is time and patience, not day-to-day treatment and three pills a day.
But no one listened to her, even Li Xiangyue felt that she was really sick, and desperately looked for a better psychiatrist in City B in an attempt to cure her.
Just as no one can wake up someone who pretends to be asleep, no one can heal someone who thinks deep down that he is not sick.
Cui Zhijia achieved his goal and couldn't get Wen Mo, but he succeeded in destroying her. For now, at least, he's been successful. Wen Mo will never be the same Wen Mo as before.
The sanatorium is crisp in autumn, the maple leaves are red, how the outside world is, let it go