It's hard to look back
Child abusers and murderers are the ones who are most likely to resonate with people. Thousands of years ago, there was the concept of the old and the old, the young and the young. It is almost an instinct for a race to protect its young kind, let alone an intelligent race like humans.
Wen Mo never fought unprepared battles, this trip came all the way to find Wang Ya, and she had already done her homework before going out. Although Wang Ya's classmates are all approaching the graduation season, they have gone seventy-seven, eighty-eight, and there are not many people who can be found, but these people who can be found almost unanimously told Wen Mo Wang Ya likes children very much, and she has told others more than once that she wants to study kindergarten teacher major, not the current economics.
I believe that it is impossible for a person who truly loves children to see such three photos and be indifferent. Especially when the three photos are put together, such a bright smiling face and a pale and bloodless little face will make people unconsciously think about what happened to this child, and hate the person who hurt him even more.
Wang Ya's expression just now did not escape Wen Mo's eyes, she knew that she had found the right way, a persistent and stubborn person like Wang Ya has her own set of rules of conduct, and the truth she agrees with is the truth, no matter how much you say that there is no way to shake the firm truth of her own inner world, so whether it was in N City or in Wang Ya's current work unit, the police came to the door twice and returned twice in vain, and it is because of this.
She doesn't want to listen to what you have to say, and lives in her own world simply and narrowly. The basis of Wang Ya's stubbornness is the murderer who saved her, no matter how wrong his behavior is, the starting point is good. As the beneficiary, Wang Ya naturally worshipped her as a god and was unwilling to help the police bring her to justice.
In fact, this is also human nature, everyone has a scale in their hearts, has the most simple moral and legal concepts, and will subconsciously make the most self-interested choices. In Wen Mo's opinion, Wang Ya's silence is not a bad thing, compared to those who can betray others in a few minutes, a principled person like Wang Ya is more suitable to be friends.
"How so? How so? No!! No!! No! You must have lied to me! No! She's not like that! Take it away, take it away! Take all these photos away! I don't believe a word you say! You are trying to deceive me into confessing and betraying my benefactor! You cops are just a bunch of deceitful wine bags and rice bags! Get out of here! Get lost! Wang Ya swept the three photos to the ground in a rage, pointed at the opposite policeman and began to curse, she kept pulling her long hair like crazy, and the painful wail in her mouth was like a desperate little beast after being injured.
In the eyes of parents, classmates and teachers, Wang Ya has always been introverted and sensitive. People with this personality trait are generally more delicate, easy to get into the horns, and more vulnerable than people who are arrogant. Maybe someone else's casual sentence can make her think more and think for a long time, Wang Ya's original step-by-step life is about to change because of the relationship between graduation, her sensitive and fragile psychology has not had time to adapt to this change, there is a huge crisis in her smooth sailing life, although the process is a little more thrilling, but she retreats with her whole body, because she is eager to escape from N City and wants to change the environment, she almost did not take a break and threw herself into the intense work.
Strange city, unfamiliar colleagues, high-intensity work, because she left school as an adult and went to work, her identity has changed from a college student to an ordinary office worker in a short period of time, leaders and colleagues need to reacquaint, moved to a new home and have not had time to make new friends, the pain and helplessness of being alone in a foreign land, coupled with the psychological trauma that has not yet had time to be resolved, Wang Ya can survive until now, which is enough to show that there is a strong side of her character.
Wen Mo has just grasped her weakness and destroyed the spiritual pillar she has been using to whitewash peace and self-paralysis, the savior who is high in her heart is actually not a god-like existence, on the contrary, she is from Shura Hell, she has done a lot of evil, and her hands are stained with the blood of innocent children. All the originally suppressed panic and uneasiness in her heart burst out, and the dignified and virtuous Wang Ya shouted and screamed like a madman, punching and kicking Wen Mo who was trying to calm her down, and even biting her directly in the mouth. Wen Mo didn't dare to resist too violently, for fear that she would accidentally hurt her with a heavy hand, so she could only hold Wang Ya tightly in pain, and kept stroking her back to try to calm her down slowly.
Emotions that have been suppressed for too long need to be vented, so Wen Mo didn't persuade much, just hugged Wang Ya tightly, ignoring her struggles, and made her feel safe and someone to rely on. Wang Ya gradually calmed down, and the slight hanging head angle was just right to see the photo that she had just swept to the ground.
The healthy and lively boy in the photo, his life is forever frozen in this moment. He will not grow up again, he will no longer experience the hardships of studying, the sweetness of love, the happiness of starting a family, and the flower of his life has withered before it has never bloomed. Wang Ya closed her eyes in pain, her head was full of scars from the interlaced teeth on the small corpse just now, it turned out that the savior she thought she thought was such a murderous demon king, her persistence all the time turned into a joke, how embarrassing!
"What do you want to know?" Wang Ya's hoarse voice was filled with deep disappointment, and the whole person shrunk into a ball, curled up on all fours, and buried his head deep between his arms, this is the most instinctive posture of a person to protect himself, just like in his mother's belly. Wang Ya's current mental state must be terrible, originally a person of her personality is the most likely to suffer from PTSD when she encounters an accident, and it is also the easiest to be ignored, in fact, whether it is her desperate protection of the murderer at the beginning, or hysterical despair and crying later, it is a manifestation of PTSD symptoms. In the past, she was still able to self-regulate, if there was no external stimulation, after a period of soothing and calming, she could slowly return to normal life without medicine, but now, what she just did stimulated the inducements that have been hidden in her body, Wang Ya now needs a professional psychologist to intervene and guide her.
Wen Mo kept this incident in mind, and when she came back, she would definitely recommend a reliable psychiatrist. This is a good girl, but she can't be ruined like this for the rest of her life.
The subsequent interrogation went very smoothly, Wang Ya was quite cooperative, answered all questions, said everything, and finally cooperated with the sketcher to draw a rough portrait of the murderer, and then repeatedly confirmed that the police had no more questions to ask, and turned around and left without saying a word.
Wen Mo looked at her back, opened her mouth, and finally didn't say anything to save her, the existence of these police officers is very eye-catching to her, if it is possible, it is estimated that Wang Ya will not want to deal with them in her life, her mental state of being so affected by the cake is all due to Wen Mo alone, Wang Ya must not want to see her the most, why bother at this time, when she is done with this, it should be no problem to find her an old classmate who is very good and famous in China.
Wen Mo watched Wang Ya leave, she didn't know at this time that this was the first and last time she saw Wang Ya alive.
Five days later, when the dust settled on the case in N City and everyone who deserved the crime confessed to the law, Wang Ya, who was far away in the southwest, quietly ended his young life in his rented house, leaving only a suicide note and heartbroken parents after receiving the news. She was very eager to die, first swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills, and after tentatively cutting her wrist twice, the third knife was deep into the bone, and the artery on her left wrist was completely severed.
At that time, Wen Mo had just had a celebration banquet with his colleagues in N City, and just left the hotel when he received a strange phone call. On the other end of the phone was the police officer who was at the scene of Wang Ya's suicide, and the last line of Wang Ya's suicide note said four words to Wen Mo, and he also left a contact number.
Wen Mo hung up the phone, only to feel that the delicious food he had just eaten began to rebel in his stomach, and he was scrambling to be the first to pour out.
I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me. If Wen Mo hadn't gone to Wang Ya this time, she could still live happily in fantasy every day, it was Wen Mo who ruined her hope of living with her own hands, and it was she who pushed Wang Ya to a dead end!
The feeling of extreme guilt engulfed her, so that she fled from N City in a panic when she was still slightly drunk that night, she didn't even dare to look at Wang Ya, she had always had difficulties and had to get on her, this time she chose to escape for the first time.
Along the way, Wen Mo was in a state of soul detachment, and she could hear what Cheng Gong said to her, but she didn't understand, and she didn't know how to answer. Can she say that it was because she was eager to solve the case and didn't consider the psychological tolerance of the victim, and forced Wang Ya to death? Can she say that it was because she was anxious for quick success and did not carefully participate in the search for Cai Qingya, but chose a path that she thought was relatively simple, and finally forced Wang Ya to have no way out? She can say that it is she who is claiming righteousness, law, morality and countless other banners called justice, but in fact kidnapping people, and asking a poor weak woman to do what she is not willing to do. What is the difference between Wen Mo's doing this and those traffickers who go against people's will?
What's more, this is not the first time that she has been held responsible for the deaths of others.
The painful memories that had been suppressed in the corners of her memory gradually came flooding into her heart. Nine years ago, Wen Mo was just a rookie at that time, and the field of criminal psychology was on the edge of marginal science, at that time, not only was it not taken seriously, but even their office was a pitiful two old rooms, leaking rain in summer and ventilation in winter.
Wen Mo was young and vigorous when she just graduated, after four years of university study and two years of practice, she more clearly realized the obvious difference between China and foreign developed countries in the means of solving crimes, although she had a low status, just a small policeman who was not taken seriously and had just passed the internship period, but at that time Wen Mo had an impulse to prove himself and wanted to carry forward the lofty ideals of criminal psychology.
Although she was not in a hurry for quick success at that time, she was by no means down-to-earth.
The rest of the story is quite old-fashioned, and she is eager to make some achievements, but she encounters a rather difficult case. Li Xiangyue worked hard for a long time before finally winning this rare opportunity for the Criminal Psychology Research Laboratory. At that time, Wen Mo and Li Xiangyue were far less familiar than they are now, the relationship between ordinary bosses and subordinates, Li Xiangyue's understanding of Wen Mo was limited to the fact that she was excellent in every subject when she graduated, and she has been full of enthusiasm since she came to the Criminal Psychology Research Laboratory, and she is a good seedling.
But for such an important case, who would bring an inexperienced rookie? Wen Moben did not have the opportunity to participate in the investigation of the case, and that time she was allowed to follow and observe because of her stubborn and strong request.
The serial killings occurred in the vicinity of the university town in H City. The murderer's preference for interest is evident, and his victims are all college girls with slender figures, long flowing hair, and wearing a white dress. Because of the delay in solving the case, the girls of several nearby schools collectively became frightened birds, the white dress was buried deep in the cabinet, and the long flowing hair was cut as short as possible, even then they still had no sense of security, many students were picked up by their parents, threatening not to return to class if the case was not solved, and the normal teaching order of the school was disrupted because of the excessive number of absentees.
At the end of the article, she was in her twenties, a little older than these students in school, and she played the role of a bosom sister well, trying to appease these frightened female college students, and soon mingled with them, among which He Doudou had the closest relationship with her.
That simple girl! once trusted Wen Mo wholeheartedly, when Wen Mo boldly put forward her analysis opinions, she failed to get the support of other leaders and colleagues, including Li Xiangyue. He Doudou offered to help her verify it, she went to be a bait, as long as the murderer was caught, others just didn't want to believe that Wen Mo was right and had to look at the facts.
Wen Mo had to admit that she was deeply tempted by this plan at the beginning, and she had no ability to refuse at all. Just like in the soap opera at eight o'clock, the two of them went overboard.
The scope of the murderer's activities is too wide and too large, and there is no way to cover it comprehensively with Wen Mo's strength alone and ensure the safety of He Doudou's life. Just a corner of the street, the distance crossed life and death. He Doudou was just dressed in a white dress, her long hair fluttering, lying motionless under the street lamp, the gurgling blood flowing from the deep wound on her neck, still steaming in the cold winter night, the eyes that used to laugh widened, and there was no longer brilliance.
Wen Mo knelt next to her corpse, her mind blank. To this day, she doesn't know if if she could turn back time and have another chance to do it all over again, whether she would still make He Doudou pay for her stupidity. (To be continued.) )