Thinking of Chen Xu's reluctance when he joined the army, Chen Dong was a little helpless.

At that time, Chen Xu really didn't want to join the army right away, and the reason was not far-fetched, that is, to avenge his father.

Both brothers know that the desire for revenge has gone deep into the bone marrow and has become a strong belief in the brothers' survival. Although the goal was not lofty or noble, it was the support of the whole life of the little brothers at that time.

Before that, Chen Dong asked his younger brother to do something, and his younger brother would follow Chen Dong's wishes.

He said that he would never steal a piece of grain from anyone, even if he was dizzy from hunger, his legs were sore, and his stomach hurt, even if he was on the edge of the crop field, he would never break a piece of corn or pick up a piece of sweet potato.

How many times, the two brothers looked at the crops with enthusiastic eyes and swallowed their saliva.

How many times, Chen Dong touched the hungry stomach for his younger brother lying on the ground.

All these unbearable memories of the past are vividly remembered.

Chen Xu was reluctant to become a soldier immediately, because he was afraid that he would mistakenly avenge his father's death. can't take revenge, where will the father's grievances and the suffering of the brothers in the past few years come from? How do you explain to your mother who is lonely and desperate at home?

Is Chen Xu too persistent?

Is it your own compromise?

Chen Dong can't figure it out now, and he doesn't know it particularly well in his heart. At that time, I only remembered that I had to become stronger and stronger in order to avenge my father.

still clearly remembers that Chen Xu hoped with tears in his eyes that he could change his mind.

Fortunately, Chen Xu finally agreed to join the army with him, galloped on the battlefield with Liu Shangwu, killed the enemy together, made meritorious contributions together, and accepted the court's meritorious deeds together.

The two brothers were in high spirits, and each led their own two teams of soldiers back to Zhezhou, with the battlefield soaked in the murderous spirit, and they were bound to crush the black wolf to ashes! At that time, the brothers could see each other's eyes shining.

Is God's retribution unhappy, or is the brothers not sincere enough, that is, God deliberately teases his brothers?

The black wolf was wiped out by the Zhezhou observation envoy Yu Xianmin, and the entire wolf gang was wiped out.

Chen Dong and his younger brother looked at each other, and they could clearly see the anger rising in their younger brother's eyes. At that time, I really hoped that my younger brother would beat him with his fist like before, and he would never care that his younger brother was already tall and strong.

He didn't do anything, except for the anger that erupted from his eyes, Chen Xu didn't even say a word. turned over and went straight to Huozhou's hometown.

When he rushed home to see his mother, he didn't see Chen Xu's shadow.

When he knelt in front of his father's grave like his younger brother, he still didn't hear a word from his brother, only a hoarse cry.

Sitting in his tent, Chen Dong was a little dazed and at a loss. I haven't felt this way for many years, and I feel a little uncomfortable for a while, but more of a feeling is like sitting on pins and needles.

Once the brothers were drinking, and Chen Xu, who was drunk, said that the person he hated the most now in his heart was the general Liu Shangwu.

It has nothing to do with everything, it is because of Liu Shangwu that he delayed the major event of avenging his father.

Chen Xu also said that thinking of his headless father is like a sharp knife piercing his heart. Thinking about the suffering suffered in those years is like a cat's paw scratching my heart.

Thinking about the past, Chen Dong wanted to cry.

Who do you want to blame, the white wolf, the father, the black wolf, Liu Shangwu, and Yu Xianmin, who finally destroyed the wolf gang? Chen Dong wanted to find out the person he should resent many years ago, but he couldn't resent it anyway.

Is it my own fault? Chen Dong firmly believes that all these decisions are not a reason to be wrong.

Is General Liu Shangwu wrong? Chen Dong is also convinced that what he has done for his brothers is not a wrong reason. Including the general wrote a letter to the observation envoy Yu Xianmin, hoping that Yu Xianmin could help Chen Dong and his brothers avenge it.

However, even if this was the wrong reason that Chen Xu believed, after all, before the general sent the letter, the observation envoy Yu Xianmin had already exterminated the wolf gang a year earlier. At that time, Yu Xianmin was not Liu Shangwu's brother-in-law.

Chen Dong couldn't be reasoned, Chen Xu would hate the general Liu Shangwu.

It is even more unreasonable that Chen Xu will betray the general, and sell the general's life!

Chen Dong, who was in the chair, moved his body to the depths of the chair, and he felt helpless. The two people he trusted the most in the past were now unable to help him.

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The general Liu Shangwu also told the same story to Zuo Chen in the camp tent.

Liu Shangwu didn't understand why Chen Xu wanted him to die with hatred. I don't understand why comrades-in-arms who are in trouble and galloping together on the battlefield turn against each other. I don't understand, why did so many years of friendship disappear?

There are many people who want to kill him Liu Shangwu, the barbarians on the other side of the border pass, and the magnates in Kyoto who are anxious to get to the top, but they didn't expect that there are good comrades-in-arms and good brothers who are born and die.

Liu Shangwu looked at his son opposite, and didn't expect the little kid to give him answers or insights.

"Deprivation! You are the one who inadvertently deprived Chen Xu of his desire for revenge, and Chen Dong is also the one who deprived Chen Xu of his desire for revenge. The reason why he hates you and doesn't hate Chen Dong is because Chen Dong is his own brother. Zuo Chen said.

He looked his father in the eye, thinking he wanted to hear his own opinion. Where do you want to get your father and don't expect, he will give him an opinion.

Liu Shangwu shook his head, he wanted to be sober. Don't bring such a play, a little kid has such a deep insight?

"Not? So what's going on? Zuo Chen asked suspiciously. Obviously, Lao Tzu's shaking of his head was misunderstood.

"It's not that you said it......" Liu Shangwu said, realizing that he was not clear enough. So, he waved his hand in front of his eyes.

"Definitely! You have also been injured on the battlefield, do you feel pain on rainy days and cold days? Weapons are dead things, and you won't hold grudges, just like a dead black wolf. If you hurt your enemy with a weapon, you will hold a grudge, just like you are now. Isn't that right? Zuo Chen said in defense.

Liu Shangwu didn't have time to explain to his son that it was his wrong expression, and asked positively: "Then why didn't he come to kill me if he didn't go back to the barracks?" Why have you waited so many years? Why didn't he take matters into his own hands? ”

It seems that Liu Shangwu is an ignorant child.

"Accumulation! When the pain accumulates to a certain level, it will erupt or vent. If he doesn't find the person to vent to, and if he doesn't solve the object of the problem, he can't solve the source of the pain. Zuo Chen saw his father nodding and continued: "That's why he didn't kill you at that time, and waited for so many years. ”

Liu Shangwu nodded thoughtfully, like a chicken that was already full and still trying to eat, pecking for a while.

"I've been in the barracks all day, why doesn't he do it himself, and he doesn't have to travel far and borrow the hands of others." Liu Shangwu asked.

Zuo Hui had a disdainful expression, thinking to himself, you really don't know or are you testing me? He replied leisurely: "Because he has not lost the least conscience at all!" To put it simply, apart from the performance of this matter, he should be a good person! ”

Holding his forehead, Liu Shangwu said: "It's not different from what I imagined, what you said is more profound, simple and clear." Looking at Zuo Chen's eyes, he said, "But, where do you know these opinions?" Don't tell me, it's in your head again! ”

"Indeed it is! It's just in the head, what's wrong? Raising an eyebrow, Zuo Chen said. I said in my heart, I have it in my brain, but you are not convinced?

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