Tong Yao said: "Today he gets married, you can accompany me on a trip." ”

I couldn't help but ask, "You've decided?" ”

She said, "Yes! It's decided. ”

Tong Yao is my friend, 30 years old, she has an excellent aura and appearance, but her child is twelve years old and still a dragon and phoenix. His ex-husband was a gambler, and when the child was one year old, she couldn't bear to leave alone. Although the children are very sensible, they occasionally go to Shanghai to join her during the holidays.

But this wedding was not her ex-husband's. It's her ex-boyfriend's.

After leaving, she only had one relationship. But this man stepped on two boats, and what was even more sad was that Tong Yao was pregnant at the same time as the woman.

When I heard the news, I sincerely admired the strong genes of that man.

Some people say: Kind people are not suitable for favor, and ruthless people have a stable position.

So Tong Yao made a compromise decision: miscarriage.

She sat in the co-pilot and looked at me sideways: "Xiao Dai, do you regret it?" ”

I focused on driving: "What do you mean?" ”

"Divorce! Have you ever regretted separating from Gong Xiaoyi? ”

"Nope!" I answered categorically, and then asked her, "What about you?" Regret it? ”

She laughed at herself: "Who are you talking about? Ex? Or an ex-boyfriend? ”

"Let's talk about it."

"I have never regretted divorcing my ex-husband, after all, it has been so long. And the kids were very considerate of my choice. But with my ex-boyfriend I regret it because I love him so much that even if he does things that hurt me, it can't erase my feelings for him. She stopped, looked at me, paused, and continued: "But the truth casts the end, and from then on he is him and I am me." I don't want to wait for him, you saw it, and I can't wait. ”

"There are no wins and defeats in love, only gains and losses, that's all."

After parking the car in front of the hotel, I saw Tong Yao's outfit today, although she was wearing a decent dress and delicate light makeup, she couldn't hide the sadness in her heart.

I could even see through how much of the past was hidden under her empty eyes.

I didn't like the atmosphere, we were all shrouded in deep depth, and I walked over to remind her, "It's too late to go." ”

She replied decisively: "No." Xiao Dai, can you please accompany me to the end of this wedding? I'm afraid I'll cry. ”

I felt sorry for this woman, and I told her, "Hold my arm when you're tired, and I'll always be there for you no matter what, you know?" ”

She nodded, without a look, and followed me into the auditorium in a dull manner.

The emcee on the stage gave a speech in a low voice, I knew that Tong Yao's thoughts did not follow the guidance of the emcee to bless, her eyes all fell on the groom on the other side of the stage, and her face was sad.

I kept my voice as low as I could to avoid the noise and said, "You're here for a wedding, not a funeral." Can you please smile? You're so hard that you want all the guests to see your jokes, right? ”

She still looked at the stage intently, and tried to pull the corners of her mouth back to me solemnly: "Got it." ”

When the bride and groom exchanged rings on the stage, I clearly saw two lines of tears on Tong Yao's cheeks.

Everyone's attention was on the stage, the atmosphere was grand and cheerful, some people were coaxing in the crowd, and when the groom was about to kiss the bride, Tong Yao seemed to say to me: "Look, the two people who were originally lingering and sympathetic have come to an end." Do you know? A kind woman is not suitable for competing for favor. ”

Only if you miss it will be thorough, only if you walk through it will you understand, sometimes if you don't take this road, you won't know if the road is passable, and you won't understand how much it hurts when you look at other people's roads from the beginning to the end.

"Let's go, Xiao Dai."

"Okay."

The moment we turned around, these two people were destined to be strangers. Those who only know how to remember, that kind of profound experience is scattered in the years with her.

Walking through others and leaving the auditorium is like in the groom's life, Tong Yao has never been there.

Tong Yao dragged her tired steps side by side with me, she said: "Don't say what type of man likes, the person who loves you likes even if you are useless, he likes the person who doesn't love you, even if you are perfect, he will not love you." Xiao Dai, don't believe that men say they love you, their sweet words can pop out of in an instant. ”

"Maybe if I learned to keep it, it wouldn't have ended up in this heartbreak."

"Hehe, it's normal for him to marry her because he loves her enough. So all of her tricks are worthy of forgiveness. The reason why the bride on stage today is not me is only because he doesn't love me, which is a fact that cannot be reversed. ”

I won't sue you, not just your world. I can also find resonance in your journey. In the eyes of others, our persistence may be seen as a joke. But in our own world, we are always the ones who are touched by our feelings to the point of heartbreak. But when we stay out of the way and are excluded from this drama, all the past is just a story.

will always experience such a love, when you fall in love, it has nothing to do with the ups and downs, nothing to do with the same happiness and prosperity, just want to dedicate the best of yourself to each other. Having said all the love words, wait until the branches bloom. When they walked out of the darkness together, they became two unrelated passers-by. The honor and disgrace were once unintentionally mentioned, and they were just laughing. What is good for someone else? It's just that after the same years, love is love. Whether it was in the past or now, they have all been over the years and have lost the world.

In the car, I asked Tong Yao, "Where are you going?" ”

"Take me to the airport, I'll go back to Shanghai!"

"Let's go tomorrow, go to my house today and drink with me today. I think you need a bar more than I do. ”

"Aren't you not drinking?"

"I drank it a few days ago."

"It's been a long time."

At home, we were busy in the kitchen, and Xiao Xuan'er asked loudly in the living room: "Can any of you sue me, why is the cow's urine milk?" ”

After hearing this, I was instantly messy, and ran to the living room with a kitchen knife to ask Xiao Xuan'er: "Who told sù that the urine from your cow is milk?" ”

"That's all the cattle in the pasture." Xiao Xuan'er looked at a loss.

Tong Yao stood behind me and asked, "Can I laugh?" ”

Xiao Ke'er said with an awe-inspiring expression: "It seems that during the repair of Xiao Xuan'er's feet, we should go and help her hire a good tutor." ”

We women sat on the ground with wine glasses and "wandered bones", Xiao Xuan'er lay on the sofa with a cold face and squinted at TV, occasionally protesting in her milky voice: "You guys are really enough." ”

Xiao Ke and Tong Yao criticized me: "You are really enough, Xiao Xuan'er is too aggrieved to follow a mother like you who ignores her." As he spoke, he poured wine into my glass.

I shot back at them while drinking: "You two are really enough, I love her with my heart." ”

After I finished speaking, I heard Xiao Xuan'er coughing twice behind me to express her dissatisfaction.

Before my vision blurred, Xiao Xuan'er had fallen asleep.

The lonely Tong Yao took the opportunity to mention: "My daughter is asleep, let's have some fun." ”

"What to play?" My worldview began to shake with the effects of alcohol.

"We draw boxing, the loser must call the ex, and after passing through, he must speak his heart, and if there is perfunctory, he will be fined three bottles."

I couldn't help but point at Tong Yao and smirked: "This woman can't wait to lose." ”

Sure enough, in the first round, Tong Yao lost.

I squinted and laughed, "It's really as you want!" Kombat Kombat. ”

Tong Yao frowned, took out her mobile phone, called it again, didn't get through, and continued to call. After three times, an impatient voice sounded from the other end of the speaker: "Something? ”

Tong Yao's tightly knit brows immediately stretched after hearing his voice, and she almost cried with joy. At our instigation, she forced the corners of her mouth to calm down on the phone, and she said, "This is the last time I will talk to you, thank you for being a part of my life." There is a saying that has been hidden in my heart for a long time, can I say it? Just one sentence. ”

"You say!"

"Goodbye"

There was silence for a long time, and we all looked at the phone screen, still on the phone. I seemed to be able to feel that the silence over there was due to guilt, and I looked at Tong Yao again, who bit her lip and held back tears.

When the trembling voice over there said: "I'm sorry", Tong Yao cried. Crying like a child.

Tong Yao hung up the phone, crying hoarsely, she said: "The process and the ending are over, and even I feel greedy if I entangle again." ”

It's a cruel game, we exchange our most painful memories for each other, and I would say it's not fun at all.

The second loss was Xiao Ke, and I wanted to stop at this moment, but I was afraid of being suspected of cowardice.

Xiao Ke didn't hesitate, she picked up the phone and began to scold angrily on the phone after dialing, every sentence was unbearable. There were no tears, but her body was shaking. The other party didn't fight back, but waited for her to be tired of yelling before asking worriedly, "Are you okay?" ”

I realized that I cared so little about her that I forgot that she had also been a mother, even if it had only been for a few months.

It was the third punch, and I really didn't want to leave any suspense in the face, so I started with an excuse saying, "I'm going to lose this time." I want to keep the game balanced. ”

Actually, I really don't want to look at other people's scars all the time, as if I don't, although I really don't want to show them to others, because no one understands how painful it is.

Usually behind every woman with a strong heart, there will be a man who makes her grow. A profound experience, a metamorphosis process that pushes oneself into a desperate situation and is reborn. A woman with a strong heart may usually be strong and aggressive. But perhaps the real heart of her is gentle, resilient, calm and calm.