Chapter 60

For decades, the relationship with his daughter has been weak, but this time finally broke through all the embarrassing misunderstandings. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Mother and daughter are single-minded, but they have to face separation, in addition to reluctance, Gu's heart also has a trace of deep guilt.

"Fei'er, speaking of which, before you know it, you have grown up, but your mother has not taught you anything in so many years, and her care for you is very limited."

Gu Shi said, his tone gradually lowered, and gradually faint.

"Mother, don't say that, your care and love for Fei'er, Fei'er naturally understands that Fei'er has grown up, so she will naturally not just blindly blame her mother like before, and she will understand her mother's difficulties."

Tang Fei saw that Gu was sad, so he gently snuggled his head into Gu's arms, and wrapped his hands around Gu's slightly thin waist.

It is said that a woman of this age, who is wide and fat, is said to be rich and wealthy.

Touching Gu's waist, there is no fat, only hard bones when you touch it.

But in any case, the mother's embrace is always the warmest and most reassuring existence for all the children in the world.

Even Gu's thin shoulders are Tang Fei's warmest harbor.

Gu touched Tang Fei's head lovingly: "Fei'er, now that you have grown up, you also know about this man and woman. ”

As if thinking of something, Gu Shi paused, and then continued: "Since ancient times, the so-called love word is the most hurtful. There is a saying that 'ask what is the situation in the world, and teach people to promise life and death.' ’”

Tang Fei buried his head in Gu's arms, and only said sullenly: "Is it just like you and your father?" ”

When the words came out, I felt that it was inappropriate, and I was afraid of touching my mother's sadness, so I pretended to change the topic inadvertently, and asked, "Alas, mother, what kind of incense do you use today, it smells so good, let Aunt Cui send me some another day." ”

Seeing that Tang Fei hurriedly changed the topic, and was so blunt, Gu Shi also knew that his daughter was afraid that she would be sad, so she sighed lightly.

But he didn't mention the incense, but said: "I met your father when I was young, that is, I knew each other and fell in love, and I also made a vow to live and die together, and the white prime minister made an appointment." It's just that creation has made people, and now it has become the current situation. ”

Seeing that her daughter was staring up at herself and listening attentively, Gu Shifu sighed again: "Although the husband and wife are now separated and the love is shallow, if I had been making a choice at the beginning, I would still marry your father." ”

When Tang Fei heard his mother say this, he couldn't help but widen his eyes and said in disbelief: "Mother, don't you resent your father?" ”

"Resentment, how can I not complain, the oath I made was a lifetime, but it was a self-destructive oath, and I lived up to my deep affection, how can I not complain. It's just Fei'er, although I resent your father, it is precisely because I love your father. ”

Looking back on his life, Gu Shi also sighed.

The daughter is about to enter the palace and leave home, and she has a thousand words, and she can't wait to pass on all the insights and experiences of her life to her daughter, but she doesn't know how to talk about it for a while.

"Love, does love have such power? Is it to let one person eat all the betrayal and harm of another? Then I don't want this kind of love. ”

Although Tang Fei didn't show it, in fact, he had always been disdainful and dissatisfied with Tang Ting's chaotic behavior.

I also feel unworthy and unfair for my mother.

Who heard what his mother said today, it was his own wishful thinking, and he couldn't help but feel angry in his heart.

"Fei'er, life without love is incomplete life."

Gu Shi persuaded Tang Fei earnestly: "Love is sometimes poison, but it is also honey. Although there are many resentful couples like me and your father in the world, there are also many fairy couples who are harmonious with Qinse. Love is not something that cannot be believed, but it is a precious treasure. ”

"The ancients always said, 'If you meet for the first time in life', the Tao is that it is easy to fall in love, but it is too difficult to stay together. as I am with your father. My mother is now old, and she thinks a lot about worshipping Buddha on weekdays, but she sees a lot of things. ”

Gu Shi said, and sighed again: "The situation that has caused it now, but it can't be said that it is your father's responsibility alone, I think it is also because I was young and vigorous, and pampered, and I only relied on my own wishes to do things, and did not listen to the hardships of others, which caused a lot of misunderstandings and gave others an opportunity to take advantage of." ”

Tang Fei knew that this was what others were talking about.

"Whether as a wife or as a woman, it is easy to break through steel, but it is necessary to pay attention to overcoming rigidity with softness. Don't do everything your own way, be flexible. ”

"What my mother said, it's not that you want to make compromises, it's just that it's difficult to be a woman. In this big cloud country, the etiquette law is strict, and there are many restraints on women, but Fei'er's fellowship with people is to divide me, don't hurt yourself because of this! ”

This is another thing to say about Duan Zhiyuan.

It seems that the Gu family still can't rest assured about Tang Fei and Duan Zhiyuan.

"Don't worry, Fei'er knows."

Tang Fei was also slightly moved in his heart, in modern times, he has no parents, only an elderly grandmother, but how can his grandmother say these words to him?

Until now, it was the first time Tang Fei had heard such bitter words from the mouths of his elders.

Gu Shi was still not at ease, and he was afraid that his words would make Tang Fei believe in love too much, but he would be injured in the cold harem.

and remedy; "It's just Fei'er, you are going to enter the palace this time, but it is different from ordinary people marrying their daughters. It is said that the heavenly family is ruthless. I don't think so. It's just that there is more reason and interest than ordinary people's families, and that's true. ”

"After Fei'er enters the palace, don't be top-notch in everything, and don't always think about earning headlines in everything, you must know that the gun shoots the first bird, and the mother does not ask her daughter to be prosperous and rich, but I ask you to live peacefully in the palace."

"As for the emperor, it is necessary to observe etiquette, and you must not do whatever you want, it is said that accompanying the king is like accompanying the tiger, and the etiquette must be done sufficiently, so that people can't catch a little fault is the best."

"It's just that I get along with Your Majesty, although my mother told you to believe in love, but I can't fully give my heart. After all, Your Majesty is not an ordinary man, you still have to keep a clear heart, so as not to do anything wrong under deep love, but it will never be recovered. ”

"The emperor is the dragon and phoenix among people, who is sincere to him, who is hypocritical, and how to distinguish it, so if Fei'er gets along with the emperor, you really have to show your true feelings, but there are a lot of beauties in the harem, although Fei'er is beautiful, it is inevitable that she will not be snubbed by His Majesty, and there is no need to be sad and lost at that time, anyway, in the heart of the mother, as long as you can be healthy, peace is blessed by the Buddha."