I waited until evening, when it was getting dark, and I thought I was going to stay here for another night, so I wrapped up my clothes and curled up in the corner.

Suddenly I heard someone calling me outside, it was still a woman's voice, I thought I had heard it wrong, so I didn't take it seriously and continued to sleep with my eyes closed.

But the voice didn't stop, I got up and saw Ma Rong standing there looking at me, I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes, all the grievances in my heart that I had stayed here in the past few days were surging, and when I saw Ma Rong, I was as kind as seeing my mother.

But I couldn't lift my heavy legs, and I couldn't take a step towards Ma Rong, I knew that Ma Rong was angry with me again, otherwise she would have come to me a long time ago, and she wouldn't have waited until now.

I stretched out my hand to pull Ma Rong's arm, but she dodged it, and I felt a pain in my heart and said, "Daughter-in-law, I'm sorry, I'm in trouble again." ”

"I'm not your daughter-in-law, don't tell me I'm sorry, you have nothing to do with me." Ma Rong spoke to me without emotion.

"What's the matter, are you alright, aren't you here to see me?" I say.

"I'm here to tell you, let's break up, Gillian is your true love, I don't deserve to be with you, everyone says that she was hurt for you for you, this is what you owe her, you can only pay it back with love, I haven't paid for you, I don't deserve your love, I will leave myself."

Ma Rong cried as she spoke, tears flowed down, I said: "You know that I love you, I only love you alone, no matter what others say, you know in your heart, don't try to understand the person who loves you from other people's mouths, whether I feel good or not, whether I love you or not, you know yourself." ”

"Forget it, you and I are not on the same path, my mother looked at the results of the last monthly exam, and she retreated very much, and she was disappointed in me, she said let me break up with you, I kept telling myself that all this was not caused by you, I thought that as long as you quit the Qiao Gang and no longer mix, as long as you study hard, everything will be fine, but I was wrong, because you are not the person I want at all, you will never be able to leave Qiao Gang, you have your rivers and lakes, I have my dreams, we will not have any intersection." Ma Rong was disappointed in me.

"I promised you, you give me time, and when I deal with these things, I will quit the Qiao Gang, you trust me." I told Ma Rong, but Ma Rong didn't listen at all.

"It's because I believe in you too much, so you keep lying to me again, didn't you tell me that Gillian is your sister? Then why do you still have to open a room outside with her, does she want to be crazy about men, what do you think of me, I have been telling myself, I must catch you, because I know that you like me, it is my true love, not a passerby in my life, but in the end, when I see clearly that what I have is not true love, but how a failure I have when I am a passerby, do you know how much I love you, do you know that I think about you every day, and you? Ma Rong cried even more at this time.

I lent my shoulder to Ma Rong, but she pushed me away and wiped my eyes with my hands, I just looked at her like this, how sorry I felt for her, but there was nothing I could do.

I don't know how she knew that I spent a night outside with Gillian, now that she knows the result, it makes no sense for me to ask her how she knows, I said: "Rong, things are not what you think, I like you too, I only like you alone, I really have nothing with Gillian." ”

Ma Rong suddenly opened her throat and cried, punched and kicked me, and bit me with her teeth, I couldn't help but shout, and I didn't say a word of pain.

Ma Rong was tired of beating and crying, so she sobbed and said: "Why don't you cry out in pain, why don't you hide, don't think that you are like this to let me forgive you, it's too late, and I can't go back." ”

I thought Ma Rong was angry and relieved of her hatred, and said: "Daughter-in-law, if you have any grievances, if you want to be angry, you can use it on me, I was born to use a punching bag for you, as long as you have been beaten and scolded, it will be good." ”

Ma Rong said: "You once said to me, you will always love me, only love me alone, I understand this thing, but how far away is forever, what is forever, we don't know, the wind blows in spring, it rains in autumn, how many mountains and seas oath in spring and autumn are gone away with the wind, you don't belong to me, I don't own you, there is no right to possess others in this world, we break up, never look back, never say that you only love me alone, never say that we will never separate." ”

"Rong, have you thought about breaking up with me a long time ago, I can't speak, but I understand a truth, if you love someone, you have to love to the death, although I don't know what forever is, but I cherish the present, I don't want to leave you, I want to treat you well, you give me a chance, okay?" I looked into Ma Rong's eyes and said to her.

"Three, don't be, I didn't want to come to see you, but I thought that if I didn't come again, I was afraid that I would never have a chance again, and I was going to be in the third year of high school next semester, and my mother was afraid that you would delay my studies and transfer to another school, so I asked me to leave you, and I hope you won't disturb my life in the future." Ma Rong suddenly calmed down and told me.

"Ah, don't change schools, don't leave, Rong, it's all my fault, I don't want you to leave me." When I knew that Ma Rong was going to change schools, my heart suddenly fell into disappointment, I wanted to try my best to redeem it, I wanted to keep Ma Rong, and I wanted to be good to Ma Rong all the time.

"Take care of yourself in the future, and we'll see you again."

"Rong, don't go, I promise you, as long as you don't go, I'll go to another class, I don't want you to leave me, I know it's me who is not good, I disturb your study, I will leave the third class, but I still want you to be good, you can't leave me, I can't lose you." I grabbed Ma Rong's arm and didn't let go.

Ma Rong looked at me, couldn't help crying again, and said: "Three, I don't want to leave you, but you are not my only one, Gillian also likes you, with Gillian's existence, I will be unhappy for the rest of my life, so I better go, if you really want to be good to me, we will meet again in the future, and you will have a chance, after all, we still have to live for so many years, and there is so much time." ”

"No, you lied to me, Rong, you must have lied to me, weren't you selected by the cheerleading team to participate in the competition? You can't go. I panicked.

"You're so stupid, you're so stupid, I didn't join the cheerleading team because you were selected by the football team, I want to be with you every day, don't you know? You think I really like to go to cheerleading? You think I really want to be watched by those bald old immortal things, and everything I do is not because of you. After Ma Rong finished speaking, she punched me again, and then bit down on my arm.

I endured the pain, and I burst into tears, but I didn't cry out, I didn't say it hurt.

Ma Rong asked me, "Does it hurt?" I nodded with tears in my eyes and said, "It hurts." ”

"Then why don't you shout?"

"I can't shout, I can't scream, my heart hurts even more."

As soon as I finished speaking, Ma Rong rushed into my arms, hugged me tightly, and cried hard, she rubbed my arm that was bitten by her with her hand, and tears fell to my arm, and I was even more sad.

I cried and said to Ma Rong: "Rong, don't go, I still have to be good to you, I still owe you a lot." ”

Ma Rong hugged me tightly and said, "Take care." "I left, I wanted to chase out but was blocked by the police, Ma Rong was in my sight and never looked back.

I opened a note that Ma Rong stuffed into my hand, and I slowly unfolded it with the words I wrote to Ma Rong back then: "Youareprefect, prefecttome."

This is the note I wrote to her back then, Ma Rong wrote on the back: Three, I fell in love with you because of this sentence you wrote to me at that time, because this sentence made me feel that I am your only one, but when I found out that I couldn't occupy your heart, I felt that I was a failure, and now I return this sentence to you, I hope you can forget me, in fact, I am not perfect for you.

My heart sank again, I felt that the distance between me and Ma Rong was getting farther and farther away, I reached out and wanted to grab it, but I couldn't catch it, I couldn't catch it back, I was hoarse.

It's another sleepless night, all I think about is Ma Rong, I think back to the morning and twilight with her, bit by bit, I can't figure it out, I'm sad, I'm sad, I'm smoking, shouting, I'm like a madman, it's the first time in my life that I've been so sad because of a broken love.

I'm full of regrets, and I keep blaming myself for being too greedy, why we're already together, but I don't cherish it, there are still many people who want to be together, it's impossible, what do I want, time flies, fleeting, what I have pursued in the past, and what I have obtained now.

As soon as it was dawn the next day, I heard the big Buddha shouting and coming in, saying that the formalities had been completed and I could go out, and everyone was smiling brightly, but I couldn't laugh.

Suddenly, I came out of the dark room inside, enjoying the light and fresh air outside, and my eyes began to ache, and my heart began to ache.

I said to my brothers, "I want to see Ma Rong, take me to see Ma Rong quickly." ”