When my daughter went to sleep, I quietly called Gong Xiaoyi out, and tonight, I must make a break with him.

"What's wrong?" He looked at me confused.

I leaned against the door, ignoring him.

"Gong Xiaoyi, I want you to draw your identity clearly. You're just Xiaoxuan's father, not my husband. ”

"I know! I had planned to leave when she was asleep. You can rest assured. ”

Strangely, when I saw him say this, I couldn't lift my spirit at all.

"That's all for your role in my story. From now on, you can see Xiaoxuan, but I will avoid it. ”

I tried to turn around, but he lazily grabbed my wrist and stared at me with a smile.

"Xiao Dai, you don't even want to give me the slightest chance, do you?"

I shook off his aching hand.

"Gong Xiaoyi, what are you going to talk to me about? Have you ever heard of the word "self-inflicted"? It's about people like you. ”

No matter how fragmented his expression is, it seems to me that it is just a joke, and with a little luck, he can gamble on winning or losing.

He stared at me quietly with his back against the wall, and I knew that my expression at this moment must be the same as grace.

I turned my back with a solemn expression.

"I'll count 1, we'll go our separate ways, whether you will turn back is your business, in short, I will never linger, for you and my road, even if you look back, there is nothing to look at. All the most touching images were lost last year. After today, I hope to see you again. ”

I don't know what kind of posture he is behind him, but I know that he is not sad, but me, my heart hurts inexplicably, my eyes swell inexplicably, such symptoms are incurable in my personal opinion.

I was saddened, and my 8-year relationship finally returned to square one and became a stranger.

I counted: "1! ”

There was no sound behind him. Is he gone? Definitely gone.

I cautiously said, "Are you leaving?" ”

I knew he was gone, but I was still thinking in my heart that if he was still there, I would tell him that I was actually very good at it, a lollipop, a piece of chocolate, or even a sweet word from him. There is no distinction between high and low. I can get rid of the unpleasantness that has accumulated in my heart, and as for whether the old wounds will cause me to suffer in the future, that's for the future, and I don't care about it now.

But, he was gone.

My mood drifts with the flow, love is a sword in my life, invisible heartache turns into distrust, and as for what happiness is, I don't understand it at all.

I plucked up the courage to turn around and face the facts. Suddenly a new, extravagant handkerchief appeared in my sight through my trembling shoulders, and I almost cried tears of joy and quickly turned around.

After looking at Hu Xiaodong's face, my expression instantly froze.

His eyebrows raised slightly, and the corners of his mouth were pulled and stopped.

"He's gone?" My voice trembled.

Hu Xiaodong nodded.

I glanced at the handkerchief in his hand and said, "Xiaodong, I don't need a handkerchief now. Can I lend you a shoulder for a lean? ”

He earnestly helped me remove the messy bangs that swung between my eyebrows, and he said I: fool.

My height is just enough to lean on Hu Xiaodong's shoulders, and I have a sense of submissive security.

I said to myself, Gu Ningdai, from now on, you and he will no longer owe anything. The past that I cried and laughed about, let's make a break here.

The so-called love is either that the love is not in the love, or the love is still in the love, but it is worth thinking that the absence of both is not called love.

Saying goodbye to an unforgettable love can imagine how painful it is, but if there is no need to continue to hold on, it is better to let go early, flatten the palm, and let time blow away this qiē.

Next.

When I slept until I woke up naturally, I thought that saying goodbye to the past would usher in a new and beautiful day. As a result, a Qiē determination was disturbed by a phone call.

Jie Yu whispered on the other end of the phone: "Gu Ningdai, I'm leaving, I don't want to do nothing in this city." I'm going to South Korea to study plastic surgery, and I'll give you a whole when I come back. Don't worry, it's free. ”

"Your sister is perfect now, thank you for your kindness. Could you please stay in that idle city for a few more days and wait until I get back to decide, OK?" I didn't take her words seriously because I had been lied to by her countless times.

"After I leave, you must not be such a chicken woman, you don't know that you are so kind that people will not be able to leave you. Don't talk Gu Ningdai, I don't know how long it will take to leave, now the plane crashes, the train derails, the ship tsunami, it's not good, a goodbye is a lifetime. ”

"If you plan to continue to talk about some of the things you don't have, I'll hang up!"

"Hey, Gu Ningdai, can you do it! People are about to cry here, and you will die if you cooperate! ”

"If you make up your mind to leave, I won't stop you, but I can't wait until I go back!" Well, if you want to play, then I'll accompany you.

"The reason why I chose to leave today is because I don't want to see you. I'm afraid I won't be willing to leave after seeing you. "Then don't go, eat and drink spicy food with me, and block handsome guys with me, how beautiful it is!"

"It's just because I don't want to live like this anymore. It's called wasted time! Am I going to do nothing for the rest of my life? Her voice suddenly deepened, and I instantly believed that what she said this time must be true. Thousands of miles away, I vividly imagined her sad face suddenly quiet, and for a moment the two ends of the phone were silent on each other.

When she was young, she was like this, and she had to do what she decided.

When she was 17 years old that year, she suddenly decided not to go to school, and clamored to manage his father's business, but his father refused to abdicate and make way for Xian.

In the middle of the night, she came to my house to join me.

I distinctly remember that day, she was standing in front of my house with a bear bigger than her, and I opened the door only to see the bear, but she didn't see her and thought I had fallen into an evil spirit.

I also laughed at her: "You didn't even take your luggage, you dare to say that you are running away from home?" ”

She replied to me in a righteous manner: "What do I need to take?" Don't you have everything here? ”

I have a psychological shadow now, and I am most afraid of hearing Jie Yu say: "Gu Ningdai, you are so good-looking, I like it so much!" ”

Because as long as it's mine, as long as she likes it, it won't take a few seconds to become hers.

The reason why she is still acting so recklessly now is because we are used to it.

I knew she had to do what she decided, and we were even similar to each other.

I don't know how long I was silent, I held the phone and pleaded with her with a hideous face: "I'll fly back now, you just have to wait for a tuba time!" ”

"I said I couldn't see you!"

"Jie," her name, and before I could finish it, there was silence on the other end of the phone.

Let me go crazy and call back will always be the lifeless woman announce: the user you dialed to turn off, sorry! Thesubscrberyoudialedispoweredoff。

I hit repeatedly, and the voice prompts were repeated over there, and I was almost shocked and cried by my perseverance.

When she was by my side, I wished she would get away, but when I really had to face her leaving, my heart would hurt again, and both around me and in my heart were empty.

We weren't inseparable every day and night, but I always knew that no matter how far I went, she would always be there, and now, no matter how many times I went back and forth, she would never be unreasonable by my side.

Why, am I a friend?

I sat on the edge of the bed, my head bowed, and I was in a daze.

After a while, there was a knock on the door.

The more I ignored it, the more the people outside knocked tirelessly.

"No one!" I yelled at the door with a donkey face.

"The people outside seem to be discouraged, "I'm going to forget it"

Hu Xiaodong? Why was he here all morning? I got up and walked to the door and pulled it open a crack.

"Morning!" Hu Xiaodong responded to my curiosity with a smile.

"You?" I opened my mouth to say half of the sentence, and I swallowed the rest of the sentence into my stomach. Actually, I want to ask, "Why are you here?" "But when I think about it, it seems like he was next to me in the scene last night.

I frowned and thought about it for a moment.

"You don't have to be so confused. I'll live next door to you. Last night I just happened to see you when I went out"

"Don't sue me for another coincidence!?" It seems that I just interrupted his next words with questions, but in fact, I just don't want to hear my words and deeds with Gong Xiaoyi from anyone.

He frowned and whispered, "Well, if you don't want to hear me, don't talk about it." ”

I stiffened my neck, not knowing what to do next, so I could only smile awkwardly at my neck.

"Let's eat together!"

"No, no, still!" It's embarrassing to eat with someone you're not interested in and who has confessed to you.

Through the crack in the door, all he could see was my head, and my eyes were fixed on my toes. Hu Xiaodong put his hands in his pockets, and I vaguely felt his deep eyes fall on the back of my head.

I continued to keep my head down and stared at my toes in silence.

Within seconds, his sad and joyful voice came from above my head: "Just a meal together!" Nothing more! ”

He deliberately accentuated the tone of the word 'that's all', just to lower my posture!

I wasn't stupid, so I met his gaze with a hippie smile and patted him the shoulder. "Big brother, what do you want? Is my sister such a narrow-minded person! Ha! Don't be impatient, when your daughter wakes up, my sister will definitely invite you to a big meal. "I'm talking and snickering, and I'm going to have a big meal, and when my daughter wakes up, we and I will slip away.

Hu Xiaodong looked at his watch in a fake way, and I hurriedly said, "You have to go and get busy beforehand!" My daughter can sleep, and it will be noon when she wakes up. ”

"Well, I do have something, I can't go today"

I immediately decided: "It's okay, it's okay, I'll take my daughter to take a flight back in the afternoon, and if you have something, go and get busy." ”

"Aren't you going to invite me to dinner?"

"Let's go back and ask again! Anyway, you have something to do, and I promised my parents to come back early! Don't worry, it's not just a meal, it's a big deal! ”

"Also, it's not a big deal, it's better to choose a day, it just so happens that my buddy has a bar here, I'll take you to see the style of their bar!"

"Huh?"

"Don't worry, with me, I won't let a woman pay the bill!"

What he said was really infuriating. "Hey, you say, I don't have any money, do I! Q: Can your buddy charter the venue? Sister is all-inclusive! ”