Chapter 491: Lin Xiang's Death 2

After Lin Xun apologized on behalf of Chunge, he took one last look at his father, and finally caught up with Chunge. In the hidden corner, Chunge turned his back to him, and Chunge couldn't feel him at all, just immersed in his own world.

"Chunge, Chunge." Lin Xun took extremely light steps, approached Chunge, and gently patted Chunge on the shoulder.

"Sang Qing." Chun Ge didn't turn around, he didn't want Lin Xun to see such a person.

"I couldn't save Lin Xiang." Chun Ge asked in a slightly choked voice, "Did I make it self-defeating, I disrupted your plans?" ”

"Chunge, Chunge." Lin Xun pulled Chunge's body, held Chunge's cheek, looked at Chunge seriously and said, "Why don't you want to believe it, you have done enough, you have nothing wrong." ”

"No, if I hadn't done it with him, maybe Lin Xiang wouldn't have been cut in the future, maybe things would have taken a turn for the better." Chun Ge turned his head, and Lin Xun's eyes seemed to be able to see through him.

"How long you will be in charge of yourself." Lin Xun forced Chun Ge to look at where Su Jianyu was, and said, "Why do you have to rescue my father, for me?" ”

Lin Xun pointed to himself and asked again, "Is it really just for me?" ”

"Not necessarily, Chunge." In front of Lin Xun's eyes, Chun Ge is transparent, and there is no secret at all.

"You work so hard, one is for me, and the other is to see him clearly?" He in Lin Xun's mouth is Su Jianyu.

"Me." Lin Xun said it without the slightest mistake, Chun Ge really wanted to follow Lin Xiang to see Su Jianyu's personality clearly, but this truth was inevitably too straightforward.

"I don't mind Chunge." Lin Xun stroked Chunge's cheek and said, "Even if you use me, I don't care, but why do you want to run away?" ”

"He's so ruthless, he's no longer the elder you think of, but the king you should deal with with respectfully." Lin Xun pointed to the guards in Su Jianyu's palace and said, "We, in his eyes, are just subordinates who don't even trust, you should wake up." Don't think about the kindness of the past, don't expect any friendship, it's all empty words, suspicion. What are these in the face of power? ”

"Yes, he's that kind of person, I can see it." Chun Ge took a hard breath and said, "Such a person is the object of my allegiance, for such a person, for such a person. ”

"How much I've lost, how much I've left, you tell me." Chun Ge's hands trembled. Shaking Lin Xun's shoulders, it seemed that Lin Xun could give him an answer.

"Now, I'm going to tell myself that he's a selfish man, and you want me to tell myself. Everything in the past was wishful thinking on my part. Chun Ge hammered his chest and said, "Just ask, those who sacrificed for me, where do I put them, and how should I face them." ”

Chunge took a few steps back in disbelief, almost losing his feet. said: "They, they are just my victims in order to please him, a selfish and hateful person, their lives are so unworthy, I can squander them at will?" ”

"Smack" Chunge slapped himself hard and said, "Then I'm really a pig and a dog." "Chun Ge stepped on the position of countless corpses. It's nothing but a sad joke.

"Wrong." Lin Xun held Chunge's hand and said flatly: "People, will grow, need to recognize some facts, if." I want to use my life to let Chunge grow up, so that you can recognize a person and one thing. ”

"I willingly pay with my life." The clarity in Lin Xun's eyes did not contain any impurities, and it was so sincere and credible.

"No one can use loss to prove that what they have done is right and their beliefs are right." Lin Xun hugged Chun Ge tightly in his arms, patted Chun Ge's back, and said softly in that childlike tone: "Ji Qian's death is for the reunification of the southeast, he knows that he is wrong, he is willing to use death to get rid of it, even if that person is not you, it is someone else, he will never be able to escape death." And your existence has made his life more meaningful, he will not blame you, but also thank you. ”

"Leshan's death, it was an accident, the most important thing in Leshan is you, soldiers often say that the horse leather shroud is the best way for soldiers to die. Similarly, dying to save you, Leshan died well. Lin Xun still didn't dare to say something, he could be sure that Leshan's feelings for Chunge were not only family affection, but also a different kind of affection, but Leshan was unwilling to break it, so he would take this matter to heart.

"The death of the second uncle of the official was too sudden, he didn't go back to seek power and become the commander of one party because of you, it was because his surname was Guan, he was an official family in the southeast, and he was the head of the family, so he had the obligation to protect his family." Lin Xun knew Chunge's heart knot, so he also explained at this time: "You have always been angry about the second uncle's hard work for you, saying that he could have done it a long time ago, and he will always insist on it for you." ”

"No, without you, the second uncle will still insist, where can everyone's children have a free body, you are an official in the capital, just to give the second uncle a chance to breathe, let him know that even if the official family does not have him, there can still be you." Lin Xun said firmly: "From beginning to end, you are not wrong, you are just selfish. ”

"What about you, what are you struggling with in this quagmire." The truth that Lin Xun said, Chun Ge understands, it is true that his heart is not a stone, and it will not be condensed unshaken.

"Originally for justice." Lin Xun laughed at himself, once upon a time, he was bound to be higher than the sky, but when some things were clearly analyzed in front of his eyes, he chose to grow.

"Later, it's for balance." Lin Xun has his own arrogance, he doesn't want to pursue the pinnacle of power like Lin Xiangsu Jianyu and others, so he chooses to let go.

Chun Ge carefully recalled everything in the past, it seemed that Lin Xun had his special status in the court, and while rising steadily, he did not have too many merits piled up, could it be: "He is ready to dispose of you at any time?" ”

"Yes, he never wanted to reuse me." For the arrogant Lin Xun, he didn't accept this fact at first, but later he compromised and looked down on it.

"Do you know, when you first stepped into the examination room, I knew that you were Su Jianyu's person." Lin Xun raised his eyebrows and smiled, he was like a child at that time, and secretly took the papers of the Chunge County exam to look at.

"At first, I was curious about Guan Peng's son, and then I saw your words, your writing, and then your people." Lin Xun shook his head and said, "I was also cultivated by him, and I can feel some things." ”

"So, I'm waiting, I've been waiting, waiting for him to abandon you." It is undeniable that Lin Xun is not a good type: "At that time, I was thinking, am I Lin Xun not as good as you, a yellow-haired boy, he is optimistic about you, I will see where you are better than me." ”

"Okay, your previous kindness to me is all fake." Chun Ge glared at Lin Xun in disgust.

"But when I knew that you were the Chunge of Qingshan, I couldn't bear it." Lin Xun's first meeting and first conversation with Chunge changed Lin Xun a lot, and he had a special feeling for Chunge Lin Xun.

"When I look at you, again and again, for him, a master who only cares about interests, without hesitation, even injured, and forced to grow, I know for the first time what pity is like." Lin Xun has been paying attention to Chunge's growth, and in all fairness, he and Chunge may not be as loyal as Chunge at all.

"There is no reason without love, there is always an opportunity to plant a seed, and that seed is your intellect." Lin Xun is young and frivolous, and rarely admires people, only Chun Ge is the one he is convinced of.

"Every time you absolutely fight back, every time you deal with things, it is beyond my expectations, I was curious at the beginning, and then I got used to paying attention to you, and getting used to having your news in my life." Lin Xun glanced at Chun Ge aggrievedly and said: "When I understood my intentions, and I was bitter that you had already married a wife, I struggled for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to tell you, but unfortunately it was a step late, and you already had Su Youqi." ”

"Then why don't you give up?" Chun Ge is also strange, it seems that no matter what predicament he is in, as long as he turns around, Lin Xun is always by his side, never abandoning, and he is also curious about why Lin Xun can hold on for so long.

"Say it, don't laugh." Lin Xun was unexpectedly shy, and Chun Ge became more and more curious.

"Eun." Chun Ge nodded obediently in response.

"I feel that one day, you will find that I am better than Su Youqi, and besides, I am indeed better than Su Youqi." Lin Xun's small mouth turned up, and his face was arrogant.

The sad atmosphere at the head of Chun Ge was interrupted by Lin Xun so together, and it was completely gone, and the rest was the sweetness of the tired dead, maybe no matter how smart people are, they can't get over the ups and downs, at this time, I am glad that there is someone by my side to accompany and share.

"Okay, just laugh." Lin Xun rubbed Chunge's little head, stroked Chunge's slightly red and swollen cheeks and asked, "Does it still hurt?" ”

"It doesn't hurt." Chun Ge held Lin Xun's hand on his cheek and asked, "Do you hurt?" "It was Lin Xun's father who was sentenced to beheading, breaking the muscles and bones, and the flesh and blood were still connected, Chun Ge could imagine the sadness in Lin Xun's heart, but Lin Xun still chose to relieve himself, which is enough to show that for Lin Xun, Chun Ge is the most important.

"I knew early on that he wasn't going to end well." Lin Xun had already prepared in his heart, so he would not be surprised and unacceptable.

"Prime Minister, the word Zai originally means slaughter, sitting in that position, there is a knife all the time, it will not fall today, it will fall tomorrow." Lin Xun still smiled, and smiled so innocentially: "In his life, he has struggled, been rich, and suffered, what is there not to be satisfied with?" ”