Chapter 82
A man is willing to give up a comfortable life for a woman and go to the battlefield to fight, just for a possible future. This kind of thing, as long as it is an ordinary boudoir woman, should be moved. But Liang Jingsheng is not an ordinary boudoir woman, she has been the general's wife, she is extremely sober, just like the sentence said: A few people came back to fight in ancient times. It is extremely easy to go to the battlefield, but once you embark on this path, no one can guarantee that you will win every battle, and you will be able to go down the battlefield alive and intact every time. Just like Fu Zhao back then, General Fu's prestige was so great, and in the end, she was widowed.
What's more, Shen Mo was born in a merchant and rashly joined the army, because he had the heart to fight for the future, and if he wanted to get ahead, it was not an overnight thing. Thinking of this, the corners of Liang Jingsheng's mouth were slightly bitter, obviously she looked less than fifteen, but her state of mind was already so old, even the eldest aunt looked very moved, I couldn't let the eldest uncle do it for her like this, but she actually thought about so many disadvantages calmly.
Lowering his eyes slightly, hiding the calm in his eyes, Liang Jingsheng said softly: "It is naturally good that Brother Shen has the ambition to protect his family and defend the country. But before doing it, you should also think about it a lot, after all, if you go to the battlefield, the sword is eyeless. The most important thing is that his ambition should not be related to me, it should not be related to anyone, it should only be his own wishes. ”
Mrs. Murong, who was still expecting something, was stunned for a while after hearing Liang Jingsheng's seemingly well-thought-out words, and then shook her head helplessly, this girl obviously hasn't opened up yet, and then nodded again, manly husband, this future really shouldn't be because of others. Otherwise, if something really happens at that time, it will all be Ah Sheng's fault. After all, he is still young, impulsive, and not thoughtful enough, and he can't complain about getting along so well with Haoran's child.
"It's still our Ah Sheng who thinks things through, this matter is really not appropriate, and the eldest aunt will talk to your cousin when she goes back in a while. As for your marriage, there is no hurry, getting married is a lifelong thing, and you have to wait and see. ”
Hearing his aunt say this, Liang Jingsheng unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief. Her marriage really can't be rushed. Doctor Xian has already said very clearly, a body like her should not be married before the toxicity is fully resolved, because even if she becomes a parent, she will not be able to give birth to a child, and she will not even be able to conceive.
Even if she died once, Liang Jingsheng thought, she was still afraid of death. But even if there is an extra life, what Liang Jingsheng wants is actually the same as in his previous life, with a white head and children around his knees.
After Mrs. Murong finished what she wanted to say, she saw that Liang Jingsheng seemed to be a little out of spirits, and after a few more words, she got up and left.
Mo Zhu quickly walked in, "Girl, do you want to sleep for a while?" ”
"You can't sleep anymore, if you sleep again, your bones will fall apart. You go and call Mo Lan in, and help me out to breathe. ”
In fact, after Liang Jingsheng improved slightly, in order to take her to breathe, Mozhu tried to carry her out of the house, but she barely walked a few steps...... If it weren't for Zhao's mother who quickly helped her, I'm afraid Liang Jingsheng would inevitably fall and get sick. So now, whenever Liang Jingsheng wants to go to the courtyard to relax, except for the people who serve around him, he has to call another person.
The sun hadn't set yet, in fact, it was still a little hot in the yard, but after sitting for a while, dense beads of sweat had oozed from Liang Jingsheng's forehead and sideburns. Mo Zhu and Mo Lan watched from the side and didn't say a word, only one gently fanned, and the other wiped Liang Jingsheng's sweat and poured water.
Liang Jingsheng's gaze cast into the blue sky, staring at one of the clouds, waiting for the wind to pass by and change little by little. At first, her attention was indeed on this, but soon, her ears rang with the words of her eldest aunt. In less than two months, she was about to die. Dong Wenye once said that his sister was older than her, and if you think about it, she seems to have just passed the age of being able to marry. What a time! This time, the Fu family will soon be able to have a future, right? Will the mother-in-law be happy? Definitely, she was so looking forward to the Fu family's future, so she waited for ten years, it turned out that it was all her fault as a daughter-in-law.
In the study, Murong Haoxin sat leisurely, carefully flipping through the books that had not been opened for a long time, and making up for the slightly blurred contents in his memory, which was very ...... Conscientious.
Murong Haoran, who was in the same study, watched his brother who was bathed in the sun lose his mind for a short time, and after coming back to his senses, he suddenly had the interest of painting, but he only lifted the pen for a while, but he never left a stroke, because he couldn't calm down.
"Brother." Murong Haoran called out and did not respond. Murong Haoran stepped forward a few steps, stretched out his hand and took away the book in Murong Haoxin's hand, "Brother, I'm talking to you!" ”
Murong Haoxin's eyelids lifted slightly, glanced at him, and quickly picked up another book on the table, "Say, I'm listening." "This younger brother, a little attention is enough to deal with it.
"You say, why hasn't it come back yet? You can't be on the wrong path, right? Or did you fly out and kidnap the pigeon again? Otherwise, would you go to your yard to find those roosters again? ”
Hearing his younger brother chattering in his ear, Murong Haoxin's brows frowned slightly, and he put the book in front of him again, trying to block his younger brother's face that was getting closer, "If you want to know the result, just go to your mother's yard and wait, and ask her in person." "Double happiness is that it didn't go the wrong way, and it listened to all the conversations, but it is a starling who only learns a few words, what can it repeat? It's better to ask your mother directly.
"Am I not worried here? In case her cousin doesn't look down on Shen Xiaomo......"
"Then find another one for Ah Sheng. It always has to be liked by Ah Sheng. What Murong Haoxin didn't say was that after traveling with Shen Mo, he had a slight change in his opinion of Shen Mo. In their eyes, the innocent Shen Mo was only a part of Shen Mo, and even, only a small part. Later, Xiao Jinrui's incident also confirmed his thoughts. The younger brother is a tendon character, and no matter how much he talks to him now, it will be in vain, but he still believes more in what he is willing to believe.
"Brother, what's wrong with Shen Xiaomo? He was willing to join the army for the sake of Ah Sheng. If he doesn't really mean it, I don't believe it. ”
Murong Haoxin didn't say anything, I don't know why, he just had this feeling, that is, without Ah Sheng, Shen Mo would have to join the army sooner or later.
Seeing that his brother didn't react, Murong Haoran wanted to say a few more words for Shen Mo, and the door of the study was pushed open.
"You two brothers are in the study but don't study, if your father knows......"
Seeing that it was his mother, Murong Haoran's eyes lit up, and he greeted him with a grin. walked up to her, but swallowed his saliva first, and then asked worriedly, "Mother, cousin...... How so? Did you cry? Isn't it particularly impressive? Is Shen Mo about to become my cousin-in-law? ”
After asking for a while, seeing that there was no joy on his mother's face, Murong Haoran seemed to understand something and shut up.
Mrs. Murong said Liang Jingsheng's words about once, not all of them were the original words, anyway, the meaning was almost the same.
After listening to Liang Jingsheng's answer, Murong Haoran was disappointed, feeling that this little cousin was a little hard-hearted. Murong Haoxin nodded approvingly, feeling that she was quite insightful.
The reaction of the two, Mrs. Murong saw it in her eyes. Fortunately, Haoxin is the elder brother, and she suddenly had such an idea.
Sending his mother out of the study, Murong Haoran sat down a little depressed. "Now....... how am I going to talk to Shen Xiaomo?"
"Tell the truth." From beginning to end, the books in Murong Haoxin's hands were never put down.
"You ......" didn't dare to yell at the elder brother after all, because the one who suffered the loss would definitely not be the brother who had a lot of martial arts, he was already uncomfortable, and he must take care of his body. Thinking of this, Murong Haoran glared at the eldest brother fiercely, and walked out of the study with heavy steps.
Soon after, a white pigeon with a pinch of black fur on its head stood on the edge of the windowsill, pacing back and forth and cooing. When it saw someone approaching it, it stopped, stood obediently, and let the visitor remove the thin bamboo tube at its feet. Fu Zhao read the note and muttered, "Did you still take this step after all?" ”
There was a sound of footsteps behind him, and knowing who was coming, Fu Zhao quickly turned around. Seeing the note in Fu Zhao's hand, Dong Wenye stretched out his hand to him, "I'll take a look." ”
Although he broke off his brotherhood, he was still a comrade in the army. Fu Zhao felt that this was very good, as long as he lived, it would be okay to have some shares.
There were only a few words on the note, and I read it quickly. "Are you going back?" Dong Wenye asked a little stiffly.
"Not yet." Although he would love to.
"Aren't you afraid that she should really go down? I have a word first, if you can't marry her, and you retreat to the second to marry Yuejiao, I will not agree to death. ”
Speaking of Dong Yuejiao, a complicated look flashed on Fu Zhao's face, this woman she regarded as her sister was actually much stronger than they imagined.
Seeing that Fu Zhao didn't answer, Dong Wenye didn't want to be bored anymore, so he turned around and left, Fu Zhao's matter had nothing to do with him for a long time. His knees were weak, and he had been a lot shorter in front of Fu Zhao, and every time he saw him, he wanted to kill himself who couldn't get his wish even if he knelt.
The pigeon has not yet left, squinting and shrinking its head to stand on the windowsill, as if resting, as if simply basking in the sun. Fu Zhao reached out and touched its head, and his thoughts flew far away.
Whether Shen Mo was sincere or using Ah Sheng, Fu Zhao was not willing to explore too much, because it was not necessary. Shen Mo joined the army, he was a favor in his previous life, and he will naturally do his best in this life. The fox can only wait for the moment when it shows its tail if it is kept by its side.
Shen Mo...... Fu Zhao silently recited this name, in this life, he Fu Zhao will definitely not die earlier than him.
Reaching out again and poking the carrier pigeon that was lazily sunburned, Fu Zhao's eyes flashed with a hint of longing, if he could, he wanted to become the pigeon at hand, and fly back to her day and night, even if he could only coo, as long as he could stand in front of her.