Chapter 185: Brother
The sun gradually rose, covering the silvery white of the courtyard, and the sky was clear.
Zoxi said slowly, as if telling an unrelated matter, "Si Tianzhe asked me, why did you teach you to use a gun." Such questioning was unpleasant to me, and I wondered what right he had to interfere. Then he told me that you are afraid of shooting and hate to see blood. ”
Suddenly, an inexplicable feeling flooded my heart.
He smiled, his face reflected the white light sent in from the window, a little sad, "Seriously, I thought it was ridiculous at the time, obviously it was Ruori himself who proposed to learn how to use a gun, and he was afraid to shoot, it's ridiculous, isn't it...... But when I heard about the kahr. When the MK9 wasn't loaded, I had to believe it. ”
"Ruori," his pale face was sad, "I have never felt uneasy, because no one knows you better than I do......"
"Say no more." I interrupted in a deep voice, "This kind of thing will not happen again, I have committed an unpardonable sin, and next time, I will kill her with my own hands." ”
I got up and walked to the door, just as I was about to pass by him, he suddenly grabbed my wrist.
Zosi looked at me, sadness slowly overflowing from his eyes.
"I'm sorry."
I almost thought I heard it wrong.
"I'm sorry, Ruori," he said, "I kept you by my side, I was confident that I could remove any obstacles, but I didn't expect you to be in danger a few times, and I didn't protect you...... You're afraid of blood, and you're still going to ...... gun."
I didn't know how to react to this self-reproach, and his pained expression was overwhelming. His gaze fell on my eyes, and he trembled.
"I will protect you," he said, resting the back of my hand against his forehead. His eyelids were closed, "Si Tianzhe said, since I want you, I have the ability to be responsible for your thoroughness, and I will never let your hands be stained with blood...... I'm sure I can do it. ”
He raised his eyes and repeated in a deep voice, as if taking an oath. "Whenever I will, I will protect you with all my life, and I am the one who should put an end to this evil. It's me who should be bloody, Ruori, and my brother will never let you face all of this again. ”
My heart was tugging.
He said...... Brother?
This title, which only belonged to his youth, was once sealed into the childish Shaohua. For a long, long time. I didn't call it again, and he didn't call himself that again.
Brother. In the young and helpless loneliness, I warmly guarded my brother.
I was in a trance for a moment, as if this salutation could bring back the young man who had given me incomparable light and peace of mind, so that at this time, in front of me at this time, it was not only a person who was bound to live with me, but also a warm and reliable existence.
Really, can you?
I moved my lips, "Then you tell me how Mr. Hill died." ”
His pupils froze. "What?"
"The cause of Mr. Hill's death." I repeat," Phyllis said. She killed me not only because of affection," I paused for a moment as I looked at him, "but also for revenge, and I could think of nothing else that could be called hatred between me and her other than Mr. Hill's death, which might have something to do with me, so I wanted to know the truth." ”
"There is no such truth." His expression faded, and his voice was determined, "Mr. Hill died of a heart attack, this is his old problem, it has nothing to do with other people, and it has nothing to do with you, Phyllis wants to kill you, do you believe her words?" ”
But this sentence, I believe.
It seemed that he still didn't want to tell me the truth, and just then, my cell phone rang, and the phone in the room rang almost at the same time.
I picked up my phone and Zosi answered the call.
"Ruori, the target has appeared."
"Young Master, Phyllis has a message saying that she wants to see Miss Ruori in person."
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Infatuated deeply, the first love hidden in the heart is indelible, you don't know what he means to me, it is he who brought me out of the helpless loneliness of my youth and gave me all the light with his own hands...... My love for the piano, my obsession with a song, my life as pure and bright as crystal, and the ability to live freely under the dazzling halo are all because of him, he was the only light I chased, and the beautiful ...... I wanted to get close to but couldn't reach since I was a child."
"Once upon a time, even though the brilliance of the world was in my own hands, the only thing I couldn't get was his gaze. His eyes were as clear as the stars, eternal enough to catch my eye, but they were also deeply distant and alienated. But at that time, the place where he could see was not mine...... As I said, I have piled up countless ice and snow stars, because I really want his bright eyes to have only my light, and I often think that if my figure can be reflected in those eyes for even a moment, I will be very happy. Taking a deep breath, in his eyes that were silent and painful, I simply ruthlessed completely, "I chased that sight from beginning to end, for a long, long time. Now, I am sure that I am the only one in his eyes, how can I give up this star that I once longed for but could not pick? ”
He was slightly surprised, but his fingertips were caught.
His hands were cold, like keys left in the moonlight in the dark night. His expression was half-hidden in the shadows, and there was not a trace left
"So, what about after that?" Si Tianzhe was beside me, and asked softly with a smile.
A gaze from a young man as pure and noble as ice and snow, his eyes were as clear as stars, but they were also deeply distant and lonely, I don't know where his eyes were, nor who was fortunate enough to be on his way, but I only knew that if my figure could be carved into such eyes for even a moment, it would be happy.
I smiled slightly, but my hands were resolutely loosened, and the heavy snow stars fell to the ground, immediately smashing marks on the flat and endless snow layer. But for some reason, Si Tianzhe beside him stared at the stars trapped in the snow, and his eyes were as if he was thoughtful, and he became complicated for a moment.
The cold at the fingertips has not disappeared, and the night sky, which is as clean as water, seems to be frozen, freezing the stars one by one in it, making it even more crystalline.
Phyllis didn't clean up the house, as if waiting for a thorough explanation
You've messed up my world.
My eyes were immediately drawn to the beautiful appearance of the woman in the painting, full of classical oriental temperament, as if she was the person she loved as far as her eyes could see. She sat quietly in her chair with her hands folded, and the sunlight through the window shrouded her, and the whole picture seemed quiet and beautiful.
The tone was threatening, one was to tell him that I was not good at dealing with wounds, and the other was to remind me that he was also reminding myself that my anger had not subsided, so he was afraid that he would not have a good time during the bandaging process. (To be continued.) )
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