Gu Chenxi heard her mother say so seriously, she had the urge to laugh, and at the same time she was a little unhappy, and replied with her mouth cocked: "Mom, what did you say, what do you mean that I was got a girl, you can also say that I got a girl, no, it's not right to say this, it should be love coming, and I can't stop it." Please use this site. ”

"Okay, you have to sè." Mrs. Gu stroked her forehead, laughed hehehe, and continued: "It's all over, if you don't take the usual path, it's okay, but why do you want to find that girl, it's really wronged!" Alas! ”

"Mom, is there any special reason why you are so prejudiced against Ziyue?" Gu Chenxi saw that her mother began to turn the topic in the direction she wanted, and immediately carefully guided her to the answer she wanted.

"I don't have a prejudice against Yueyue, I have her mother, because her mother should hate me, then do I still have to send my daughter to the door to let her bully, no matter what, I can't do such a thing." Mrs. Gu was not shy about it, and said whatever she thought of.

"This ......, it seems a little unreasonable, do the things of your generation still have to be counted on us, I believe that Ziyue's mother is not this kind of person." Gu Chenxi continued to guide, and he also showed that he had to be like a good student with a thirst for knowledge.

Mrs. Gu patted her cheek, sighed again, and replied, "The world is unpredictable, just as I couldn't have expected that I would be able to meet her again." You have a saying now, you always have to pay it back when you come out to mix. I still remember that Shen Shuxian told me in person that all the pain and sorrow she experienced would be returned to me one by one, and I should also experience that kind of parting and sadness. After so many years, I thought that a qiē would pass away with the wind, but fate is so bizarre, let you and Yueyue meet, and the two women are also bizarrely in love with each other, it has become today's situation, how can you let me be good. Chenxi, I'm too unsure, I don't want to deprive you of your happiness because of the sins I have created. ”

Gu Chenxi saw that her mother said it so sincerely, and she had an inexplicable premonition: the past was quite heavy. She felt a little sorry for her mother's entanglement, and then leaned over and hugged her mother tightly, and said softly: "Mom, no, happiness is managed and maintained by myself, and I believe I can handle it." If you think those things are too sad for you, then don't say it, I don't care about that, I just want Ziyue's heart. ”

"No, Chenxi, I still want you to know, as for the future, you can decide for yourself, I don't want to embarrass you." Mrs. Gu pursed her lips, smiled slightly, and continued: "Chenxi, you may not believe it, I almost took the ramp ...... once."

"Ahh Mom, are you ...... with Ziyue's mother" Mrs. Gu's words were interrupted by Gu Chenxi's abruptness before she could finish speaking, which made Mrs. Gu pat her head angrily, and bluffed angrily: "What words! You're a freak I was born with, and I've confessed it. ”

"I was wrong, Mom, you go on." Gu Chenxi laughed, just now she really wanted to be crooked unpurely, sticking out her tongue to relieve the embarrassment.

Mrs. Gu didn't flick her mouth again, but looked up at the ceiling, her thoughts seemed to go back to many years ago, and the past climbed into her heart one by one. "Chenxi, when I was not your third brother, I was still teaching at the university, and at that time I took an elective class and met a special student, that is, Zefeng, who is Shen Shuxian's younger brother." Speaking of this, Mrs. Gu paused for a few seconds, and Gu Chenxi vaguely guessed something, but she didn't say anything, just quietly waited for her mother to continue. "He was a very talented student, although he was a little withdrawn, but he took his homework very seriously, and often came to discuss with me the problems that made him wonder, and over time, we got acquainted, and he was very close to me, and he was only 17 years old at the time, and I read his files, and he grew up in an orphanage, so he thought he was a mother-lover, so he was more attentive than other students, maybe my actions gave him a misunderstanding, or maybe I was also attracted to this young, youthful boy, The way we get along with each other slowly turns sour, and it's filled with something called ambiguity. When I found out about this, it was too late, he really had an undeserved attachment to me, and he confessed to me that I could still recite the love poems he wrote back then. But ......" Mrs. Gu began to choke, and the words behind her were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say the abyss prison for a while.

Gu Chenxi already knew about it, but her mother was so excited, she must have been moved in her heart, however, at that time, not to mention the teacher-student relationship, and her mother was already the mother of two children, even if there was undue affection, it must be strangled in the cradle. And her mother did this, only to hear his mother say with tears in her eyes: "I can't let this feeling continue, I have thought of many possibilities, and I have thought of many ways to deal with it, but in the end I chose the worst way, and the final consequence is also terrible, that is, a nightmare, has been haunting me, I don't know how it came at that time, until the birth of your third brother, it distracted me." "Speaking of this, Mrs. Gu was already crying, which scared Gu Chenxi, so she hurriedly poured a cup of hot water and comforted her, so that her mother could calm down." Don't say it, don't say it, it's all over, Mom, let's sleep. ”

However, Mrs. Gu still vetoed her mentions, wiped a handful of tears, and continued to tell, "At first, I was alienated and cold to Zefeng, which made him more and more withdrawn, almost no longer communicating with people, for some reason, his family came to me, that is, Yueyue's father, at that time, I was just cooperating with him, and at the same time, in order to relieve the guilt in my heart, I inevitably had more contact with him, but I didn't expect it to backfire, once I talked and laughed with Ziyue's father was seen by Zefeng, and then within two days terrible things happened, Zefeng is gone, and it is gone forever, leaving a diary by the river, as well as his suicide note...... "Mrs. Gu choked again, holding Gu Chenxi and trembling, her feelings were gradually close to collapse. Gu Chenxi was distressed and nervous, only hugged her tightly, and said again and again, "It's not your fault, it's just a trick of fate, I don't blame you, I can't blame you!" ”

"No, it's my fault, if I hadn't blindly distanced himself from him, not to escape, but to slowly mediate, it wouldn't have turned out like this. Later, his body was found, and there was no room for maneuver, and I saw Shen Shuxian with her stomach standing at the funeral, and I will never forget the way she looked at me at that time, as if a sharp knife had pierced my heart, just like I see her now, I still have palpitations. Chen Xi, how do you say that the knot between us can be untied, Zefeng is dead and cannot be resurrected, but for Shen Shuxian, who lost her only brother, how to let go of that kind of heart knot, I am really worried that she will report these on you, I even suspect that she has some pimples with Yueyue, so how can I be willing to let my daughter take this risk. The trembling body leaned on Gu Chenxi's shoulder, and how could he control the collapsed feelings. Gu Chenxi patted her mother's back for a long time, comforted her a lot, and then went to make a glass of milk and forced her to drink it, until Mrs. Gu calmed down and barely slept with tears, Gu Chenxi got out of bed again, ran to the study lightly, and dialed Lin Ziyue's phone.

In fact, Gu Chenxi's mood was not calm, and when Lin Ziyue's cold voice came, he directly said without a head, "Ziyue, I won't part with you!" ”

Lin Ziyue was a little inexplicable, and said "um" with some doubts. Gu Chenxi patted his chest, adjusted his state, and said slowly: "My mother told me some of the past, which may be a little complicated, and it is about your uncle. She is mainly worried about me, but the bitterness buried in her heart over the years, when she says it, it can be regarded as relaxed, and she will no longer embarrass me because of this, but she is still not at ease. ”

"I understand, my mother also talked to me once, she also has a knot with me, I also made my position clear to her, I think she should understand what to do, I believe her, if she really wants to hurt you, I will accompany you." Lin Ziyue was faint, but when these words were heard in Gu Chenxi's ears, she felt very intimate, and her little heart was beating suddenly, hehe. "Ziyue, I miss you very much, I want to sleep with you, but unfortunately it's a little late, and I just put my mother to sleep."

"Are you coming over then?" In fact, Lin Ziyue misses the feeling of sleeping together more than someone, not to mention that someone has to leave the day after tomorrow, which makes her very unhappy, but what can it be, when the two are together, they always have to understand and tolerate each other.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Ziyue, can you give me a kiss?" Gu Chenxi thought for a few seconds, but he still couldn't do it tonight, so he changed his tone again, with a little coquettishness.

"Po ......" There was a soft sound on the other side of the earpiece, which made Gu Chenxi die of joy, and he couldn't wait to lie on the ground and roll.

However, when Lin Ziyue heard Gu Chenxi laughing so badly, she couldn't help but hook the corners of her mouth and threw a sentence directly, "Come over tomorrow to perform your floor-rolling kung fu." ”

"Can you roll the sheets again?" Gu Chenxi laughed out loud this time, happily treating the other party's answer.

The author has something to say: The past is basically explained~~ Today is a car back and more literary, dizzy, washed and slept, kiss good night