Chapter 7 Entering Zhang's Mansion for the First Time
It is said that on the day Fang Jiannan was in Zhangfu, and he was about to rest after dinner, Mao Yue pushed the door and came in, bringing a few sets of new white clothes. When Mao Yue came to visit before, he carefully instructed his subordinates to clean up all the brightly colored small objects in Fang Jiannan's house, the rouge on the dressing table was collected, and the red candles were replaced with white wax. Fang Jiannan was grateful to Mao Yue for treating her thoughtfully and meticulously, at that time, she often thought of the changes in her family, and tears would flow down when she was slightly touched in her eyes, so Mao Yue withdrew and didn't say much.
In the past few days, Mao Yue saw Fang Jiannan's mood has improved a lot, and today with delicious pastries, he pulled up Fang Jiannan and sat down on the edge of the bed, and slowly asked Fang Jiannan about the ins and outs of Fang Jiannan's family. Fang Jiannan only then told Bai Yinfeng about proposing marriage until he was desperate and found the Zhang family. Knowing that Zhang Jibai was taboo, she omitted the matter of the golden beast in the mountain, and did not mention the spirits mentioned by her brother and the earth sandalwood spirit.
Mao Yue still had reservations when she heard what Fang Jiannan said, but the two guqins mentioned in it had such a fascinating timbre, and the cause of Fang's father's death was too vague, so she knew that the reason was bound to be different. She knew that Fang Jiannan had read the book and enlightened Meng, and when she spoke, her words were clear, and she was able to talk to herself who was completely unfamiliar with her like this, which showed that Fang Jiannan treated people really and did not deceive, and she couldn't help but like her very much.
Speaking of Zhang Jibai's complete ignorance of the letter of appointment, Mao Yue said: "It seems that at the moment, I can only have a clue when Jibai personally goes to Yongan Baifu to ask Bai Yinfeng." ”
After speaking, Mao Yue chatted with Fang Jiannan about some family things, Fang Jiannan In addition to poetry and books, the trivial matters at home are only related to his father and brother, when recalling, several times she broke down emotionally and burst into tears, Mao Yue looked at her heart-wrenching appearance and felt that she was too ruthless, in order to find some flaws from her mouth, she deliberately poked Fang Jiannan's sore spot several times. Mao Yue also rarely talked about his poor life experience, since he can remember, he has been learning art in the Qinglou, singing, dancing, singing, writing poems and lyrics, the way of tea and wine, and the art of flattery...... Mao Yue's lifelong learning is to please the benefactor, those who want to refuse the means of returning, how to make the guests continue to take out money to support, but also to help themselves earn enough money to redeem themselves. Over the years, she has been one of the highest double walls with her head, and Wanfanglou even renamed her and her sisters Hook Moon Building, Maoyue Silver Hook, and the wind and moon field in that year were all there: Interpreting the moon before the flower, and hurting the silver hook after the rose thorn. It is said that Mao Yue is gentle and lovely, empathetic, and the silver hook is spicy and clever, and there are all kinds of amorous.
The silver hook has the blood of other countries, the eyes are light-skinned, the body is graceful and colorful, enchanting and charming, it is a stunner born in a day, and the rich businessmen and giants who fall under the silver hook skirt abound, if the money and silver of the flowing water are broken, it is ruthless to turn the face. Different from the silver hook, Mao Yue's appearance is beautiful and beautiful, her facial features are exquisite, and she is the best at speculating on people's hearts, and her gestures are full of the gentle understanding of a woman in the Central Plains.
It's just that today, her ability to guess people's hearts was actually used on Fang Jiannan, who had the purest heart. The more she asked the bottom without a trace, the more she felt that Fang Jiannan was as simple as a blank piece of paper, and the more she went into simple terms, the more she realized the preciousness of Fang Jiannan's temperament. In this world, the simpler we look at others in our hearts, the less troubles and sorrows we can have in ourselves. Therefore, when you see that everything is open to men, they are all happy and content, and they are entangled in their hearts, and they are so concerned.
Unconsciously, the two of them cried and said, they didn't know that the ugly time had come, if it wasn't for the candle to burn dry, the two were afraid that they would have to talk until the East was white. Hurriedly comforted Fang Jiannan to sleep, quickly instructed a few words to pay attention to his body, he didn't have to get up early the next day, and went directly to her if he didn't take good care of her, and Mao Yue went out and returned to his room. It's really tiring to talk, Mao Yue doesn't turn on the light when she enters the house, she closes the door and unties her clothes, and when she goes to the dresser in the dark, she has to pick up a wet handkerchief and wipe her face, and there is a sound of Zhang Jibai sighing on the bed.
"Is there anything suspicious?" Zhang Jibai seemed to be muttering to himself.
"Seeing that Nan is not like a person with ulterior motives, I will know the reason when I leave for Yong'an Baifu tomorrow to ask clearly." Mao Yue was afraid of making noise to Zhang Jibai, but she didn't expect him to be asleep, so she turned around and replied,
"Taishou sent a congratulatory gift, and the king of Jin also sent a congratulatory post, the marriage must be true and undoubted, but the original reason must be clear. There is a lawsuit in her family, and there are ...... I can't call outsiders a fool. Zhang Jibai said again.
"Childe hasn't slept all the time? Don't burn yourself out."
"There's something on my mind, I can't sleep"
"Without you with me, I'm even more uneasy," Zhang Jibai added.
Mao Yue finished simply grooming, and there was still the fragrance of plum blossom honeydew on her face and hands, afraid that Zhang Jibai would shake her eyes, and she would touch the bed without holding the lamp. Zhang Jibai took her body with one hand and hugged her tightly, for nearly a year, he had become accustomed to smelling her fragrance and falling asleep. This fragrance can make him forget Li Wansi and make him feel that he is loved.
Fang Jiannan was lying on the bed after leaving Maoyue, and after crying bitterly in the quilt, her heart was empty, since the mountain has changed dramatically, she has been living under the mask of being strong, and looking at her brother's distant figure that day, she knew that her dilapidated home was completely scattered. She endured her fear, sadness, and helplessness, suppressed her emotions with all her reason, and directly sealed her tears. There were many casualties under the mountain, and the neighbors finished the funeral of Fang Zixiao together, she only cried in front of her father's grave, and then anxiously searched around to hear the news of Luo Xingmen's people.
Until Mao Yue's care and inquiry, she was able to pour out all the suppressed pain that had been buried deeply. She followed the guidance of Mao Yue, and went through the memories of her father and brother at the foot of the mountain, and the pictures she thought were about to go back, she was afraid of losing her only relatives forever, she was not ready to be alone in this world, she didn't want to. She didn't dare to think about it, she didn't dare to recall the little things between her relatives, she was afraid that memories would bring her pain, and she was afraid that if she didn't recall, she would forget the memories, people had passed away, if even the memories disappeared, then she would really lose the happiness she had forever, for so many days, she was struggling in the contradiction between wanting to remember and being afraid of memories.
Just now this painful crying, she was finally relieved, crying a few times until she almost fainted, Fang Jiannan finally understood that it was this state to call the sky and grab the earth, and the sadness opened the floodgates and poured out, and when it poured out, it was the epiphany after the suffering. Now there is not a drop of sadness left in her heart, as if she has just stabbed those enemies, the heart that was filled with grief before is all hollow, staying in a quiet room, she feels that her five senses are clear, she can hear the uncomfortable sound of her nasal cavity after being rampantly covered by tears, she can see the asymmetrical folds in the tent in front of her that have not been smoothed, she can hear her heartbeat being disturbed by crying, she can feel that the brocade quilt of fine silk on her body is so light and comfortable......
When the mind is clear, it is the best time to see yourself and your destiny clearly, Fang Jiannan is destined to be sleepless this night, but there is no moment in her heart that she knows better where her life is going than at that time.