At home, Tong Yao and Xiao Ke actually slept on the floor. I quietly put supper on the table and sneaked into the bedroom.

As soon as I lay down, Xiao Xuan'er began to grope for me, and then arched into my arms.

I love the smell of her, the milky aroma of pure milk mixed with fruit powder.

She patted me gently on the shoulder in her sleep, her chubby arms around me, she could only touch my shoulder, and every time I did, I could go from insomnia to dream, and only by her side would I not feel the gains and losses.

Every time she is sad, when I am sad, when I am depressed, when I am aggrieved and crying, she will always be silent beside me, and then pat her shoulder with her chubby little hand.

All the friends who know Xiao Xuan'er say that she is a child with impeccable vitality. Since the age of two, she has been washing herself, eating and dressing herself. Every day when I open my eyes, I always see neat shoes next to the bed. I always wake up every day to find her smiling at me.

In the world with Xiao Xuan'er, I have no worries. I'm just a happy mom who is grateful and content.

I used to look at her lovely face while she was asleep and wonder if she had been like other naughty children, and my life might not have been so peaceful. I'm grateful for her cleverness and understanding, but the most I have for her is indebted. I didn't give her a perfect home. Even though I was her pride, she would always proudly show off to her little friends that I was a good mother.

I'm now stuck with one foot in the mud and in a dilemma. Hu Xiaodong's appearance disturbed my original peace. I could have been carefree and didn't think about starting a new family, because I felt like I would make money, do housework, take care of children, sing, dance, run, and make trouble, and I would do it to men, and I felt that women like me didn't need the complex species of men.

But when Hu Xiaodong appeared in my life and was ashamed to talk to me about a love affair without asking the ending, I wanted to take advantage of the victory to chase him down, and I didn't have the energy to fall in love under conditions like mine. If I really like each other, I feel that the words "starting a family" are more suitable for me.

I'm confused, I don't know how Xiao Xuan'er's world defines the position of father.

But she probably didn't know that I would never live under the same roof as her own dad again.

Maybe I don't know if I really started a new family with another man, Xiao Xuan'er would accept it as a matter of course. What worries me more than this is whether the new father will treat Xiao Xuan'er as his own.

This worldly bridge is firmly buckled on me.

I've gotten with my girlfriends about which type of woman like us is better suited for.

The more point is: don't look for unmarried. Because this kind of man has not been bound, has not participated in the world of children, and will not accept other men's children.

In fact, all men, no matter what type they are, will have other people's children have a grudge.

For example, Chen Hao's new boyfriend once gritted his teeth and said to her: "I can't raise children for other men." ”

Although so far, Hu Xiaodong has not leaked out that he doesn't like Xiao Xuan'er......

The last time we met in Beijing, on the way back, he was very excited: "If Xiao Xuan'er is a boy, I will take her everywhere I go, and I will take her in the bath." ”

Tonight, too, he seems to be relieved of my scandal.

I turned around and ran towards the community, just two steps away, he was pulled back to the original point like a fly, before I turned around, I thought that my clothes were hooked on the branches of the flowers, and struggled for a while.

I turned around and was shocked again, and after three seconds of froze, I asked him with a look of horror, "What are you going to do?" ”

He traced my gaze and said slowly, "Let's talk." ”

I shook off his wrist: "What are you talking about?" I was confused.

"Talk about how you fell in love with me."

I was stunned because I saw a deep expression on his face, and his face was full of determination.

For the first time in a few days, he had a look on his face.

In this evil society, love or not is a matter of talking about it after sleeping, and it is commendable that he has never had evil thoughts about me.

My longing for romance in the depths of my long-asleep heart finally awakened at this moment.

Before that, he was always there for me when I needed it, and I was just glad that he was always there for me every time I was in a desperate situation, and I just relied on the touch.

But tonight, when I saw his more serious face than ever before, I was really moved. I don't feel like he's a playmate with me anymore. It's not like a low-key diamond that escorts a woman.

My heart "poof! Poof! "Jump, maybe it's really like Jin Xiaoya said, I'm not worthy of him. But I didn't feel the slightest distance between me and him at that moment.

This is how fate is arranged, when I need comfort and need someone to accompany me, it will never be someone else by my side.

The characters similar to the movie have to go through all kinds of reserves and twists and turns before Cinderella can be in love with the prince.

I'm not reserved, not because I crave it for too long, but because I hate the suspense of wasting pen and ink in movies.

Besides, I'm not Cinderella, and I don't have the sadness that a single mother should have. I even planned that if I hadn't met true love before Ben Si, then I would use money to make a little white face. Love is fickle, but money is eternal. If I really get to such a field, at least I can buy a slave for the rest of my life.

I greedily sniffed the milk smell on Xiao Xuan'er's body, and was just about to fall asleep when my mobile phone rang in a hurry.

I fumbled for my phone at the bedside and put it lazily in my ear: "Hey!?"

"Sister Xiao Dai, can you accompany me to talk about the 襤 uàn Xiujun

Dai Xiaoyao's crying voice on the phone was like an eraser, and my sleepiness was easily eliminated.

"Are you crying? What happened to you? I got up weakly and leaned against the head of the bed.

"Sister, I just received a call from my aunt, and she said that my cousin died in a car accident on Wenhua Road five minutes ago before he was sent to the hospital."

I'm not going to tell you guys, but my scalp tingles when I heard the news. Because five minutes ago I just came home from Wenhua Road.

The world is full of accidents and coincidences all the time, and maybe a turn is a heaven and a hell.

Xiaoyao said that her cousin originally brought his girlfriend home to discuss marriage. Just one more street away, you can see your home.

I held the phone and my heart was tumbling, and if someone else told me about the accident, I might say, "This is really a good novel subject, and it must be wonderful to write in a novel." ”

But it was the cousin of the person who called me, and what was even more coincidental was that Xiaoyao's cousin was the deceased's own sister, Gong Xiaoyi's current girlfriend, that is, the third party in my unfortunate marriage. Although these coincidences only learned about Dai Xiaoyao a year after they met.

If it had happened a year ago, I might have danced away from my sympathy, and maybe set off some fireworks to celebrate that cute little mistress, who must have been crying so much. But I thought about it, I didn't know about the relationship between the deceased and the junior last year, so I immediately stopped and listened to Dai Xiaoyao's incessant sobbing on the phone.

I have cursed her countless times, and even hoped that all the misfortunes in the world would be inflicted on this mistress, because I wanted to see her in pain and hear that she was worse than dead. I think all the misfortunes are best left to the third party.

But now that my curse has happened, I am not happy that she is sad.

I even wanted to find her phone number and call her: Are you okay? Did you cry to death?

I think I'm still weak, or rather kind.

I can't stand the death of any good person, because everyone has the right or desire to live.

Mengli's life and death part, whether it is sad or happy, no worries, no end of the world.

How to talk about life is like a dream, it is a dream, how to talk about similarity, how to talk about death.

It's just an inadvertent accident that makes a qiē a regret.

Hanging up Xiaoyao's phone, I casually dialed Hu Xiaodong and asked him, "Are you home?" ”

He gasped and responded, "Well, I'm home." ”

"Why are you so tired?" When a woman hears a man panting and out of breath, she will always turn over her first feeling at the first time, is he doing things that men love women?

Although I spoke to him in the air, I could still sense the disdain in his tone, and he replied seriously: "I ran home, and I didn't drive out." ”

He told me that he walked out to find me in the middle of the night in order not to be discovered by his family.

He said he started getting up and getting dressed after receiving my call, and then saw me at the convenience store in front of the complex.

I asked him, "What if I don't go out tonight?" ”

"I will sit under the street lamp bench downstairs in your house and wait for the lights to go out before leaving," he said. ”

I smiled sweetly at the phone, I looked out the window, the street lights outside were going out one after another, and the sky was showing a faint light, as if I saw the appearance of heaven, where there was a lot of laughter and no sorrow.

Life is full of accidents, if you want to hug, don't turn around, and if you want to confess, say it out loud. Because we can never budget, tomorrow or the unexpected comes first.

At dawn, I received a call back from Gong Xiaoyi, and he asked me urgently: "You called last night?" ”

I didn't tell him about the heart-piercing game I played with those two women, I just asked him lightly, "Aren't you going to Brisa's brother's funeral today?" ”

He stood in front of the window of his company, holding the phone and was silent until I said, "Don't think about it, I'm just asking." ”