Sometimes we always sigh that time flies too fast, but sometimes we feel that time is too slow, just like a hot summer, looking at the sun above our heads every day, and we can't wait to enter winter immediately. Gu Chenxi thinks so. Every morning, she would maintain the usual good habit of running two kilometers, then sweating to take a cool shower, and then lying on the tatami mat and looking at the blue sky in a daze, this kind of day has lasted for a long time, and it seems to have formed a habit. And whenever Xia Qinqian sees this scene, her heart will hurt unconsciously, she really feels sorry for this person, she has always been a person who is full of sunshine and hope and self-confidence in life, and suddenly she can't even determine how long her life will last, maybe because of this fear, it makes her unconfident, afraid of getting, and even more afraid of losing. Many times, Xia Qinqian wanted to persuade and comfort her, but after all, she couldn't open her mouth, everyone understood that this bell must be tied to the bell person, and some heart diseases were incurable.

After all, at the end of the summer vacation, the sun faded, and in early autumn, Gu Chenxi finally looked forward to the start of school, so that learning with his classmates every day is more enjoyable than reading those boring words at home alone, and it will not let his thoughts drift to the sky, unable to study, and asking for troubles. On the first day of school, Gu Chenxi made an appointment with a few good friends who had played well before to discuss a criminal psychology case she had seen during the vacation, and chose a classroom, and the four of them talked in full swing until one said it was time to have lunch, and the few decided to continue in the afternoon. Gu Chenxi was still a little full of aftertaste, but at this time, he heard someone making noise on the main road of the campus not far away, and one of the students was a little curious, so he dragged one of them to find out. Gu Chenxi didn't care, and together with another classmate who had not yet left, he continued to discuss as he walked. As she approached the school gate, a classmate in front of her waved at her and made some special gestures, as if what happened there had something to do with her. Gu Chenxi smiled lightly, he knew very few people here, how could he have something to do with her? Although I thought so, I still didn't want to refuse the kind words of my classmates, so I continued to walk over there. The classmate shouted from a distance, "You." Gu Chenxi was very curious, but when she came to the school gate, she was greeted by the long-lost and unforgettable figure, with a slender figure, a white shirt and black wide-legged pants, which made the person a little thin, and his fair face was slightly pale in the sun. She was holding a sign in her hand that was similar to picking up people at the airport, with a portrait of herself pasted on it, as for the rest, needless to say, she understood the purpose, but what made Gu Chenxi unbelievable was why that person had to hold the sign in his hand and stand in the sun, wasn't it impossible to get along with himself?

Of course, Lin Ziyue also saw Gu Chenxi, but what made her a little disappointed was that she didn't see surprise and excitement in Gu Chenxi's eyes, the person was still the same person, and she still had a pair of very beautiful eyes that would squint when she smiled, but there was only calm in those eyes. She wanted to walk over and call her, but when she touched her sight, her excitement quickly cooled, and her heart hurt so much. She laughed at herself, after all, that person was calculating, calculating her impulsiveness, calculating her selfishness. Gu Chenxi also discovered Lin Ziyue's subtle changes, after all, they were two people who were once so familiar, no matter how many vicissitudes they experienced, there is a familiarity that will never be erased, which is unforgettable. It's just that she suddenly Lin Ziyue will suddenly come here to find her, and it is still the first day of school, so she is obviously prepared. However, when she really saw the person who haunted her day and night, she seemed to become very calm, or she could no longer express the mood of that moment, so she was not surprised and excited, but calmly accepted the fact that the world is only so big, and they will meet one day.

The two looked at each other for a long time, and even a few classmates around them looked at each other a little, and the group of people who were still here just now also left because of the blazing sun. Gu Chenxi explained to the three classmates, and the three classmates smiled at her, and then left here. Gu Chenxi was still standing there, looking at Lin Ziyue. After a long time, Gu Chenxi saw that Lin Ziyue had been standing there motionless, and was very worried that she would suffer from heat stroke after being exposed to the sun for a long time, so he hurriedly said, "You should go back." ”

Lin Ziyue didn't want her, she still stood there, her eyes staring at her motionless. Gu Chenxi lowered his head, he didn't know what to say for a while, the two hadn't seen each other for a year and a half, but when they met again, a thousand words were stuck in their throats. She bit her lip, after all, she made up her mind, but when she just raised her head and wanted to say what she thought, Lin Ziyue directly met her eyes and said lightly, "You really don't want me, I know." ”

Gu Chenxi's courage just now was choked by her words, and she could only be silent, but her silence was mistaken for acquiescence in Lin Ziyue's eyes. She raised the corners of her mouth, chuckled, threw away the missing card in her hand, walked up to Gu Chenxi, and exhaled softly into her ear, "But no matter what, I won't let go, I will keep waiting, Gu Chenxi, do you know?" I've survived hundreds of days and nights without you, and I'm no longer afraid to keep going. After speaking, he turned around gorgeously, went directly to his car, and drove away, leaving Gu Chenxi a little stunned, but the corners of his mouth were still subconsciously raised, and he could only sigh in his heart: This person, the nature of the country is easy to change, and it is still the same, proud as before, even if he is rejected, he can express such pride and pride, but he is such a person, let himself be haunted by his dreams, can't let go, can't lose it.

Regarding Lin Ziyue's resolute departure, or leaving angrily, Gu Chenxi didn't feel that it touched her nerves much, but her mood was inexplicably better, until she returned home and was still humming a little song unconsciously, which made Xia Qinqian very surprised, and asked her with a smile What good things happened, so as to share it with her. Gu Chenxi smiled and said nothing, but Xia Qinqian could guess a few points with her radiant appearance, and deliberately asked tentatively: "Could it be that Chenxi met the object of his choice?" So happy! ”

"Do I have one?" Gu Chenxi was lying on the sofa, looking at the chandelier on the ceiling, as if asking himself a question.

"Of course! It's so obvious. Xia Qinqian sighed.

"Well, it does." Gu Chenxi's voice lowered, and a faint sadness came out of her heart, why she became like this, many people need to worry and take care of her, just because she may never wake up if she falls asleep one day.

"Chenxi......" Xia Qinqian called her softly, she had lived together for too long, and she could judge Gu Chenxi's mood for a small expression, just at this moment, she could guess that Gu Chenxi should be a little helpless thinking about whether her life could last for a long time. In fact, sometimes we don't need to think so much about doing something, instead of worrying every day, it is better to fight, in front of the people who really love you, you are the same as you were at the beginning, why not be loyal to your heart? ”

"I know, but I'm really scared, and if I ...... soon, what if that day comes soon?" Gu Chenxi covered her face with her hands, and for some reason, tears soaked in her eyes, in fact, she didn't think like that, but now she is already a little fragile.

"So what? At least there will be no regrets, for you, for her, all the same. Xia Qinqian sighed lightly, she didn't say anything superfluous, she believed that Gu Chenxi could understand.

"yes, I see." Gu Chenxi didn't say much, closed his eyes, thought about the man's face, and gradually fell asleep.

It's been 10 days in a row! Gu Chenxi couldn't imagine that when she came out of the school gate every day, whether it was to avoid that person or leave in front of that person casually, that person waited there as usual every day, and the moment she passed by the school gate, she stared at her, did not say hello, did not speak, and seemed to be able to convey a qiē in her eyes. After all, after passing through the school gate under such an affectionate gaze every day for a month, Gu Chenxi gave up the idea that had been hidden in her heart, if she couldn't be moved, she could really die immediately. The past is the past after all, so why bother to keep it in your mind and let it become your burden. Gu Chenxi didn't want to be so unhappy with herself, and on the thirtieth day that Lin Ziyue was waiting for her outside the school, she stopped, hurriedly came to Lin Ziyue, and asked hurriedly, "Why bother?" If I sue you, I won't live long, will you wait like this? ”

"For you, you have to see people when you live, and you have to see corpses when you die! Have you forgotten your promise to me in this life, and to depend on me for life and death? Lin Ziyue replied to her coldly, as if she was not surprised by Gu Chenxi's answer, she had long expected that Gu Chenxi would avoid her so much, she must have had a last resort, it turned out that life may no longer last, but she has long been dependent on her for life and death, so what is there to be afraid of.

"I ......" Gu Chenxi was speechless for a while, indeed, she had promised, but she didn't expect it to be this kind of scene. Ziyue, you know what? I have been shot in the head, leaving a lot of sequelae, I may die suddenly at any time, I can't selfishly occupy you for a while, and then leave you alone, you have to experience another life and death catastrophe, that is too unfair to you, I just want to silently stay in the corner where you can't see, and watch you be well. ”

"But I've seen you, wouldn't it be even more unfair for you to treat me like this again." Lin Ziyue endured the churning in her heart, there was joy and sorrow, from beginning to end, this person still loved her and thought about her everywhere, because of such deep love, she would be afraid of how difficult it is to accept life and death, but if the two of them work together, even if it is death, what is so terrible? Maybe for me, it would be a happier thing for you to hold my hand and go to Huangquan together.