160. Confession
"You don't have to compromise or change for me. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Yan Xiao took a deep breath, and under Ning Yuan's slightly solemn gaze, he stubbornly continued: "I know that senior brother likes to be free, and he doesn't like to be controlled by others. There are many things that you won't even tell Master, Master, and Father. You don't have to dissect all your secrets in front of me just for fear that I'm not happy. β
Yan Xiao said in one breath, as if she felt that she was not so nervous, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief, did not look up at Ning Yuan, and continued: "We are all monks, I don't want to understand such a thing as Senior Brother having his own secrets. I also know very well that every monk, male or female, is very independent. Senior brother doesn't need to feel burdened for me. β
"After all, there are not a few Taoist couples who have been in love for many years and end up turning against each other......" Yan Xiao didn't realize that there was anything wrong with his words, and he was startled by Ning Yuan's cold voice.
I only heard Ning Yuan ask in a voice with some gritted teeth: "You mean, you want to turn against me?" β
Yan Xiao was stunned for a moment, shook his head and said, "Naturally this is not the case, I just said that it is possible to ......"
"Possibly?" Ning Yuan's face was not good, and the bun that was familiar with the owner's temperament had secretly moved to Kangkang's side.
Kang Kang glanced at the bun that suddenly came up, pursed his lips, and did not speak.
Yan Xiao was a little annoyed by Ning Yuan's pressing step by step, she glared at Ning Yuan with a slightly annoyed look, and stopped talking.
And Ning Yuan didn't seem to want to talk to Yan Xiao, and for a while, the entire igloo fell into an embarrassing silence.
Yan Xiao stopped talking, so he calmed down and thought about the conversation between the two of them, and only felt secretly funny.
When did two monks, who were seventy or eighty years old, become as naΓ―ve in mind as children.
Ning Yuan also shook his head secretly when he heard Yan Xiao's chuckle, slowly stretched out his hand to hold hers, and then said slowly: "Don't laugh, let's talk about it." β
Yan Xiao looked at Ning Yuan's hand, his face was slightly hot, and he glanced up at Ning Yuan, but saw that although he had a helpless smile, his expression was serious, so he also nodded and sat up straight.
"You think I like freedom?" Ning Yuan asked.
Yan Xiao nodded, Ning Yuan likes freedom and doesn't like to be controlled, and the entire Yaoguang Sect probably knows about it.
"That's because there was no one else to stand with me." When Ning Yuan said this, his eyes fell straight on Yan Xiao, and Yan Xiao, who was aware of this, raised his head in a daze, a little puzzled.
"How could there be...... Mu Lin and Zili are all ......" Before Yan Xiao's words were finished, he was stopped by Ning Yuan's shake.
"How could they be the same? Then I say, there are so many senior brothers and sisters in the Yaoguang Sect who are fellow cultivators with you, do you have to stand side by side with them? Ning Yuan stared at Yan Xiao's eyes, and couldn't figure out why this junior sister, who usually looked a little ghostly, was so like an elm head when it came to this issue.
"Naturally, it's not ......" Yan Xiao replied subconsciously, but suddenly understood what Ning Yuan meant.
"In my mind, you are the one who can look at the world side by side with me." When it came to this, Ning Yuan didn't believe Yan Xiao and couldn't understand it.
Unexpectedly, Yan Xiao's next answer made Ning Yuan almost vomit a mouthful of blood.
I only heard her say: "But my cultivation is ...... with my senior brother So much worse ......"
Ning Yuan's face turned dark, and he wanted to glare at Yan Yan viciously, but he still held back.
"Do you not believe what I say, or do you not trust your own abilities?" Ning Yuan's eyes stared straight into her eyes, making her want to bow her head, but she didn't dare to bow her head. "With your ability, it will only take thirty or forty years to reach my current level, and maybe even higher, isn't that enough?"
Yan Xiao shook his head, "Naturally not." β
"Or do you want to cultivate higher than me to protect me?" Ning Yuan's gaze at this time already had a slightly teasing look.
Yan Xiao smiled "poof", thinking of the scene where Ning Yuanjiao was waiting for her to protect, it seemed to be extraordinary...... violations.
"You see what I mean?" Ning Yuan asked.
Yan Xiao nodded, the words had come to this, how could she not understand.
"I want to share my life with you, so I want you to know what happened to me in the past, and it all stems from 'I think', not 'I think' for you to make you happy. Do you understand? β
Yan Xiao looked at the man in front of him who was a little anxious, but still looked at her patiently, and asked gently, and suddenly understood a lot in his heart.
"I see." She heard her own voice, soft, but sure.
Ning Yuan sighed softly, grabbed Yan Xiao's hand, and pulled it into his arms. Yan Xiao obediently followed the power and slowly approached Ning Yuan's arms.
"I want you to be involved in my life, and I want everything I have to share with you, maybe...... It's my way of expressing love, you...... Don't say no, okay? β
Yan Xiao never expected Ning Yuan to say these words. In her heart, the senior brother seems to have always been high, even in the virtual world, the two are about to become Taoist couples, and the senior brother is just a faint appearance.
After Ning Yuan finished speaking, he stared straight at Yan Xiao's face, hoping to get her affirmative answer. As a result, I saw a puzzled look on her face.
Although Ning Yuan looked indifferent on weekdays, he had already touched Yan Xiao's mind for seven or eight points, and when he saw her expression at this time, he also guessed a few points of what she was thinking.
"In the virtual world, I'm worried that it's just a dream, and I just want to say these words to you." After Ning Yuan straightened Yan Xiao's body, he stared into her eyes quietly.
Yan Xiao sighed softly in his heart. In fact, Ning Yuan looks calm on weekdays, and she can handle it, but as long as he whispers to her, it is really difficult to resist.
"What if you...... Like freedom, I can also give you freedom and space, you don't have to tell me everything, I know, the one who is destined...... There are inevitably some secrets that cannot be told to others. However, all of this is if you can make sure that you are safe. Ning Yuan stared at Yan Xiao's face and sighed softly again, maybe this was his calamity.
He has lived for decades, and it can be said that there is nothing that he really can't let go, only smile.
The moment he knew that Yan Xiao was a destined person, he knew that this junior sister of his was born with more things than others.
The mission she is carrying may mean that she cannot be honest with him in everything, because some things are a commitment.
"Of course, if you want me to share the burden for you, I will always be behind you." Ning Yuan sighed in his heart, and gently pulled Yan Xiao into his arms again.
Yan Xiao hadn't spoken for a long time. It's not that she doesn't want to speak out, but compared to Ning Yuan's confession, she feels that her feelings for him seem insignificant.
She buried her head in the chest she leaned on for the first time, and her heart was settled.
"Thank you." She murmured softly.
Ning Yuan looked at the furry head in his arms and smiled gently.
The two of them hugged each other in this position, as if time had stood still.
Yan Xiao buried her head in his arms with peace of mind, as if she hadn't been so peaceful and at ease for a long time, and all of a sudden, she fell asleep.
When Yan Xiao woke up again, she still maintained that posture.
When she realized that she had slept in Ning Yuan's arms, she was startled and immediately raised her head.
"Bang-" Yan Xiao only felt that the back of her head had slammed into a hard object.
"Hmm-" A muffled snort sounded, making Yan Xiao understand what he had bumped into.
The embarrassment was left behind for a while, Yan Xiao held Ning Yuan's face with some annoyance, examined it carefully, and asked eagerly, "It's okay, it's okay, right?" Does it hurt? Where did it hit? β
The tip of Ning Yuan's nose was flushed, and it looked like he should have hit his nose.
Yan Xiao didn't feel how much pain the back of his head was, but looking at Ning Yuan's appearance, it was estimated that the collision was not light.
"I'm fine, you...... Turn around. Although Ning Yuan enjoyed Yan Xiao's hand touching his face, he sensed a warm current in his nose, which must have been bled out.
He was a little embarrassed, and naturally he didn't want to have a nosebleed, and his embarrassed appearance was seen by Yan Xiao.
Yan Xiao was pulled and twisted by Ning Yuan's eager big hand. By the time she turned around again, Ning Yuan had already returned to normal, leaving only a small red mark on the tip of her nose to remind Yan Xiaofang that something had really happened.
Ning Yuan's expression had returned to normal at this time, and he couldn't see the slightest embarrassment just now.
Yan Xiao remembered the thing that had just made her a little embarrassed.
"I'm going to alchemy......"
"You go to alchemy."
The voices of the two sounded at the same time, and both of them were stunned, and then they couldn't help laughing, and the embarrassment in their hearts dispersed.
"Go quickly, lest Cheng Yi be in a hurry when you get it." Ning Yuan stretched out his hand and patted Yan Xiao's head, Yan Xiao nodded, obediently stood up from in front of Ning Yuan, and walked towards the inside of the igloo.
After talking to Ning Yuan once, Yan Xiao seemed to feel that there were fewer obstacles in his heart, and it was also unusually brisk and relaxed to start the preparation of alchemy.
The recipes of the four pills she took were relatively ordinary, and the herbs she needed to use were kept in her Qiankun bag on weekdays.
As for the refining technique, Yan Xiao felt that it was much simpler than some of the more difficult pills she had refined. It's also a lot easier to get started.
The only thing that made Yan Xiao a little distressed was the cooperation between her and Kangkang.
Kang Kang is her spirit beast, but this is the first time, Kang Kang uses his true fire to help Yan Xiao alchemy.
Either the fire is too big, or the fire is small, or the fire is too urgent.
After a few times, although Yan Xiao didn't say anything, Kang Kang was depressed.
"Master, I'm so useless......" After the fire was too fierce again, causing the entire furnace of pills in the Dan furnace to be scrapped, Kang Kang finally sat on the ground with a sad face.
"How so?" Yan Xiao knew that although Kang Kang could speak, his mind was still a teenager, so he was inevitably a little impetuous, so he comforted him and said: "When I first made alchemy, I tried many times without success, do you think I am useless?" β
"Why, the master is the most powerful." How could Kang Kang think that Yan Xiao was useless, in its heart, its owner was the best master in the world.
"That's right, this is also the first time you have helped me with alchemy, and you have only failed a few times, how can you say that you are useless?" Yan Xiao saw that it was still frustrated, so he stretched out his hand, touched its head, and said with a smile: "Okay, you adjust, we're going to continue." β
But Kang Kang still shook his head, "I'm different from the master, I'm not as powerful as the master, even the master's senior brother has said that I will help you with the alchemist to wronged you......"
Yan Xiao said that Kang Kang is usually not so unconfident and so afraid of failure, why is it so abnormal today, it turns out that it is still Ning Yuan's bad thing.
Yan Xiao glared at Ning Yuan with some annoyance, blaming the one who spoke nonsense.
After slandering Ning Yuan, Yan Xiao touched Kang Kang's head again and said, "He didn't mean you, what he said was that he himself was too useless, and he couldn't use other Dan furnaces to refine Dan except his Dan furnace, so he said that he had wronged me." β
Yan Xiao patted Kang Kang's head while deliberately distorting Ning Yuan's words.
Kang Kang raised his big head suspiciously, stared at Yan Xiao with a pair of big eyes and confirmed, "Is this really the case?" β
"Nature is true." Yan Xiao tried her best to make her expression look very believable.
At this time, Ning Yuan happened to finish refining the first furnace of pills, and when he heard the conversation between Yan Xiao and Kang Kang, he turned his head, glanced at this side, and then said: "It's more real than real gold, it's me who is too useless." β
Kang Kang was originally only skeptical, but after listening to Ning Yuan's words, he suddenly believed all of them. I saw it propping itself up with four chubby paws, and said to Yan Xiao: "Master, I'm ready, let's start." β
Seeing this, Yan Xiao smiled helplessly. His own spirit beast seemed to believe what Ning Yuan said more.
This time, Kang Kang seemed to be encouraged by Ning Yuan's derogatory words about him, and suddenly he worked hard to control the fire just right.
Finally, Yan Xiao successfully refined the first furnace of elixir in the igloo.
"You're awesome." Yan Xiao patted Kangkang's head and praised him without hesitation.
Kangkang was encouraged by the success, and the success rate was much greater than before.
Although it is inevitable that there will be times when there are still misses, the overall success rate makes Yan Xiao very pleased.
Two days later, the three of them took the twelve elixirs they had refined and headed towards the ice cave.
In the ice room, Yan Xiao took out a dagger and slashed it on his arm, a blood mark appeared, and blood dripped down the wound into the round hole behind the ice girl.
"I really hope it can be done once, otherwise I will have to bleed again......" Yan Xiao shook his head self-deprecatingly. (To be continued.) )