It is estimated that Xiao Xuan'er was disturbed by the non-stop doorbell, she jumped off the bench with one foot impatiently, and then jumped to the door to open the door.

After being silent for a few minutes, the first thing I heard was Xiao Xuan'er's happy exclamation: "Wow, it's Uncle Xiaodong." But I still prefer Teddy Bears. ”

The second sentence is what Hu Xiaodong said when he conjured a teddy bear behind him: "I knew that Xiao Xuan'er liked it, so my uncle bought it and gave it to you." Like it or not? Kiss me on the cheek if you like. ”

The third sound was Xiao Xuan'er happily leaving a kiss on his face.

Then I realized that it was my turn soon. I want to go to the bathroom to take a shower and come out, because I've been in this state since I woke up, and if time permits, I'd rather go up and put on makeup and change into a little dress.

However, even if time is willing, I'm afraid Hu Xiaodong is even more unwilling.

He coughed lightly with a smile behind me, and I still turned my back to him, maybe it seemed to him that I was angry. Actually, I was thinking about what I could do, wearing shorts and a vest and no makeup.

Xiao Xuan'er sat at the dining table and kept showing off with her tutor, and Hu Xiaodong gave her a teddy bear puppet.

Hu Xiaodong held a large bouquet of roses and said softly to my back: "When you called just now, I was in the flower shop on the street, but I was one step slower than Sui Xiaokai!" ”

I tried to hold back a smile, and turned my back to him with a cold face and was speechless: "I'll go upstairs first, and you can sit in the living room for a while." ”

He didn't stop me, just quietly said behind me, "I'm going on a business trip tonight and I'll be back in three days." ”

I turned around stiffly and walked over to take the large bouquet of roses in his arms, and the series of movements were slow and stiff, including my words: "Oh. ”

He rubbed my hair gently, like a big man: "Silly, the heart is with you, remember to return me when I come back." ”

It's the season of late summer and early autumn, and he wears black short-sleeved casual clothes. The streets outside were still noisy.

My thoughts ran wildly with Hu Xiaodong's gentle eyes.

On the bench on the side of the street outside the community, An Xiaoke took the trouble to explain to the strange man: "How many more times do you want me to say it?" I agreed to go on a blind date because my aunt forced me to. Sue you, I don't have any thoughts of falling in love right now. ”

The strange man stared at her stupidly, and nodded as if he didn't understand.

We always like to look around when love comes, and suffer from gains and losses after love leaves.

In the evening, I used a baby carriage to push Xiao Xuan'er and An Xiaoke to hang out in the night market in front of the community.

"Aren't you going to talk to Sui Xiaokai?" I asked Ke bluntly while fiddling with the delicate earrings on the stall.

"Don't you think he's a nerd?" She looked at me motionlessly.

I wanted to nod my head in agreement, but I noticed that her face was covered with a thick layer of subtlety, and I looked at her amusedly: "Actually, you don't hate him." ”

An Xiaoke rolled his eyes at me: "I don't like it either." ”

We all smiled knowingly.

I told her: "Love is instantaneous, but companionship is long-lasting." ”

"I know." I read firmness in her eyes, and she told me, "But there is no momentary lightning, and there is no afterthought." ”

I didn't hide my feelings and grinned.

In fact, every woman's heart and mind are contradictory, and we all yearn to be lifelong partners with the man we fell in love with at first sight. But often the good beginnings are wiped out by the firewood, rice, oil and salt that followed. Gradually, from caring to habit, from love to family. Even have to endure the long-term change from word to mouth to passerby.

On the contrary, those strange men who are ostracized by women are the most difficult to be included in the ranks of partners by women. And often, the more inconspicuous the man, the more loyal. The more plain and bland, the more vigorous and long-lasting.

The true love that a woman wants does not exist in this world at all. That kind of vigorous uniqueness, love that treats a person as a life, there is no material and ** bond, only unwavering love and like, it is too difficult.

In the words of An Xiaoke and Tong Yao: "Hu Xiaodong's condition is every woman's love yearning. It's a pity that he is only interested in the broken flowers and willows. "Luckily, I just agreed to that condition.

But Hu Xiaodong comforted me like this: "I like which type you are." "Although I know all too well that this far-fetched comfort.

But under the pressure exerted on me by Tong Yao, I finally began to value this hard-won relationship. Because I'm finally willing to face up to my own worth.

If Hu Xiaodong and I were placed on the public jury at the same time, the women who voted for Hu Xiaodong would definitely be 100 percent. As for me, there must only be one vote, or Hu Xiaodong's sympathetic vote for me.

Since bravely accepting this "extramarital affair", I have become more and more unable to see my own worth. So I can't find anything else that stands out every day except for the bright colors I wear.

People are more and more in love, and the more I am in love, the more haggard I become.

I even ran to ask the psychiatrist some time ago, "Please sue me, what is my superiority?" ”

Then the great physician who paid by the second looked me up and down, and then replied to me subtly: "Your face and your worth are your value." ”

After hearing this, I almost couldn't help but shoot the case: "Do you still need to say this?" ”

On the way back, Sui Xiaokai fidgeted and asked, "Is this really okay?" ”

"Secretary Wu will definitely take care of this matter, so it's just a waste of time for us to stay there!" Hu Xiaodong's face was expressionless.

When I received Hu Xiaodong's call, I was leaning over to choose earrings at a roadside jewelry stall.

I fiddled with the earrings in my hand while answering the phone, and looked shy: "What's wrong?" ”

"Is it really good for your ass to be like that in public?"

My first reaction was to turn around in surprise and surprise.

He was standing across the street from me, with his phone in his ear, smiling at me.

"Didn't you go out of town?"

"My thoughts fought against my thoughts, and in the end my thoughts won." He smiled at me across the street, his gentle voice echoing in my ears on the phone.

I couldn't help but cross the wide road to his side, and involuntarily took Hu Xiaodong's hand.

It's been so long that I've forgotten what it's like to be moved. He is the light that illuminates my dark world.

He took my hand and stood side by side with me, he squinted at me and said softly: "Silly" His tone sounded like a lot of pampering to me.

I raised the corners of my mouth and giggled, and it took me a long time to think of fighting back: "You're stupid!" ”

He always held my hand tightly, and An Xiaoke on the other side looked at us with a touched face, as if she had finally been moved by the watermelons she had planted for a season.

Xiao Xuan'er pouted in protest: "Will Mommy not love me in the future?" ”

Xiao Ke said: "Your mommy will love you for a lifetime." ”

"How long is a lifetime?" Xiao Xuan'er asked.

"Ten thousand years!"

My happiness has been silent for too long, and it turns out that I don't believe in love, because I don't have love to come.

I quietly looked at his side face smiling at Xiao Xuan'er, and accidentally he suddenly turned his face to look at each other.

He said, "Can you let me be involved in your life every second?" ”

"Huh?" I knew it by his side, but I still had to pretend to be reserved without shame.

"I don't want to continue to miss out on your life without my involvement in these belated years. I want you to know that from now on, you are no longer alone. You, Gu Ningdai, no matter how invincible you are, will be my Hu Xiaodong's in the future. ”

I want to laugh from the bottom of my heart, I want to ask him, stupid, are all the young men nowadays so virtuous?

I was moved and curious about how he would face our future lives.

Of course, I definitely don't care. There's absolutely no way I'm going to get cheap and sell well. I can only hold a large head of garlic on one side.

But the uneasiness hidden in the deepest part of my heart quietly melted into my breath. While enjoying the feeling of existence he brought me, I couldn't help but imagine if one day he suddenly felt that being someone else's father was not suitable for him, would he wave his sleeves and throw me to another city.

As a result, I really became neurotic.

If he doesn't call on time, I will wonder if there is a woman by his side, and if he misses my call carelessly, I can't help but imagine if there is a woman next to him.

Soon, he was disarmed and surrendered by my harassment.

So he decided to talk to me.

When he said to me helplessly, "Do you feel that sometimes your requests are too overbearing and unreasonable?" ”

"Me?"

"That's right! You! ”

"Is there one?"

"Gu Ningdai, no matter what, you just have to choose to believe me! All right? ”

I was instantly relieved.

Everyone has their own way of loving, some are domineering, and some want to indulge. And I'm the one who is afraid that if I don't follow, I'm afraid that the other party will run away.

I overlooked an essential problem, that if he loved me, he would not slip away even if I was tepid. If he doesn't love me, he won't be motivated, even if I press me step by step.

But what is unforgivable is that he obviously cares about me, and I still have a grudge to force him to lose his armor.

I found that the only love in my life was a failure.

I'm starting to get scared because I'm starting to understand that not everyone can easily handle love.

Men are most afraid of women and eight women questioning in his ear: "Where are you?" With whom? ”

And I just happened to agree with this condition.

I have fantasized countless times after the divorce about falling in love again: I must maintain a high-end atmosphere in the relationship. Ignore it and give him enough space, because I am convinced that those who love you will not leave, and those who do not love you will not stay.

But when I really stepped into the whirlpool of love, I found that all my fantasies had become nothing. Love, how can it be ignored.

If I'm just smart, I'm forgivable, I'm smart, I'm smart, and I can't hold my words.