He looked at me in astonishment, and wanted to say something, but I was afraid that he would say something I couldn't hear, so I simply said everything I could think of. It is much more comfortable to die in your own hands www.biquge.info than to die under someone else's knife.

Stopping him, I continued: "Yes, you were nothing then, and you needed to marry a princess to raise the lintel and enter the political arena. Now, you don't need me anymore, I'm in the way of your beloved.

If you want to leave the princess, you always need a reason why even the emperor won't say anything, right? That's why you just threw this dirty water on me. But don't forget, what about the four children, how can you humiliate their mother like this, so that they can live? Don't worry too much, I don't mean to be like my aunt, relying on the child to rely on you. ”

When these words came out, I couldn't tell which sentence was true and which was false, so I felt that there were many little stars flashing in front of me, and I tried not to let myself fall, so as not to make him think that I was pretending to be pitiful.

He reached out and held me and stuffed a pill into my mouth, it was a condensing pill. I'm angry, what does he mean? I'm not sick, I'm fine. If you want to spit out the medicine, the incense pill melts in your mouth, and you feel that the fragrance of flowers is full of mouth, which goes straight to your heart and spleen. The violently beating heart calmed down a lot, and the stars in front of me gradually disappeared.

I tried to push him away weakly, "I'm not sick, I'm fine." I'm going to see the dustpan. Zhou Sinian couldn't help but help me sit down on the porch on the side of the road, and said gently: "Rest for a while, don't move." He untied the button around my neck, took the fan from my hand, and fanned me gently.

"Don't go yet, you're very weak now, I'm afraid that you won't be able to hold it halfway, and it will delay Wu Xiucheng's trip."

"I'm not sick." I just want to get out of Sun City now, stay away from the woman who stole my lover's heart, and away from the man in front of me who has changed his mind, "It's okay to get out of here." ”

He said, "You're not sick, but you're weak, it's not okay to think too much like this, what did you just say?" Do you really think that or do you want to be angry with me? He paused and said in a low voice: "I know that I said the wrong thing that led to what you just said, don't be angry, let's forget these angry words." ”

I didn't want to continue arguing, but I didn't dare to be soft-hearted, thinking about the days when I waited for him until midnight, thinking about his deliberate protection like a dream, thinking about the poor aunt, I said with a heart: "Okay, anyway, it's not bad for half a day." ”

He said angrily and puzzledly: "You just want to leave with such a sidepath? ”

"I don't want to wait for you to come back all night and night, I can't see you caring so much about other women. Now that Wu Xiucheng can escort me out of here and back to the capital, of course I have to go. ”

"At the end of the day, it's still for the sake of dreams. I'm not going to go to her in the future, right? ”

"I've heard this a hundred times," I said with hatred, looking at him hatefully, "stop talking about things you can't do, there's a heaven above our heads!" You say to God now, in the future, you will tell God to repay yourself, and then stop harming my children! ”

Saying this, all kinds of love and hate came to my heart, and before the stars appeared in front of me, I took a deep breath, stood up, and slowly tentatively walked back.

When I finally returned to the room, I was sweating profusely and lay on the rocking chair, but I was dizzy when the chair shook and lay back on the bed. Tell Mu Qing to find someone to carry this rocking chair out.

Mu Qing persuaded in a low voice: "This rocking chair was made by the old city lord for Mrs. Tai by himself, the city lord loves this the most, this is carried out, I am afraid that the city lord will ......"

I smiled bitterly in my heart, yes, the rocking chair was left by Mrs. Tai, and Rumeng was also left by Mrs. Tai. Rumeng has always been in his life and has never left. It's not that there is a dream between me and him, it's that I'm the superfluous person.

"Forget it," I said, looking at the dreamy curtain on the top of the bed, "I'm the one who should carry it out." ”

Mu Qing didn't hear my words clearly, and said cautiously: "Madam, the slave maid will bring you a cup of ginseng tea, your face is so pale." ”

I nodded and smiled at her. Asked: "Have you packed up your belongings for tomorrow?" It's just you and Yan'er, it's not convenient to bring too many people, I have a bad temper, and others may not want to go with me. With the addition of Yun Tu and Ah Fu, Mr. Lin takes care of several children on his own side. ”

Mu Qing knelt down and cried and said, "The sisters just said that we all want to follow Madame." They, they are all afraid of falling into the hands of the little aunt! ”

When I heard her say this, I felt close to her, and asked Mu Qing to call them all in, and a group of girls were waiting outside, and when they heard the rumor, they all ran in, and knelt on the ground. Someone was crying quietly, and Mu Qing shouted: "What are you crying about! Madame is going back to the capital, is going home, what is there to cry about? ”

I stopped her, asked her to help me lean on the big pillow, half-sat up, and said with a pleasant face: "This time I went back, I followed a general's team, there are many sergeants in it, it is inconvenient to bring too many women, if you don't want to stay here, I will ask you to take you to the other way to Chief Rui, and let Chief Rui arrange another errand for you." If you still want to follow me, there are suitable people, let them take you to the capital to find me. ”

A group of girls were messing around with thanksgiving, and one of them said, "Madame, don't make trouble with the city lord, and be careful about people." "But I feel very tired and tired, although I have heard of Rumeng's behavior from time to time, but is it stupid to think about Zhou Sinian? He can remember my mistakes so clearly, and come up with all kinds of ways to deal with me, and now, if I have any trouble with Rumeng, will he not think that I am a vicious woman first? I was sad and didn't want to listen to it anymore, so I took a sip of ginseng tea from Mu Qing's hand and waved my hand, and then they obediently retreated.

By the time Mu Qing woke me up, it was already the next morning. There was no one around me, but there was the familiar scent of flowers in the room. I don't know if he's coming back. I asked uneasily, "Was the city lord here last night?" ”

Mu Qing smiled and said, "I came back very early, and seeing that my wife was sleeping unsteadily, I made a incense bottle for my wife." As he spoke, he took the mirror and showed it to me. Only then did I see that there was a big red Ruyi glass bottle hanging around my neck, which seemed to have particles in it, and the dark fragrance was floating, which had the power to make people feel at ease.

Mu Qing continued: "After the lady fell asleep yesterday, the city lord was tidying up the carriage for us, and he went again this morning. The slave maid heard from the old man in the family that the city lord now has a wife, and he talks a lot more than before, and before, he couldn't speak, but everyone in Sun City knew that he was a good person......

She said cautiously, seeing that I was just looking at the incense bottle in the mirror, and said with a smile: "Look at how many city lords can choose, this color, this wish, only our lady can use it." (To be continued.) )